R.I.P

R.I.P xuan's mother. There really isn't anything i can say.. i just wish i could give you a hug and let you know i'm there & i'd be praying for you. But you stay sort of far from me which is not at KL and all i can do is talk to you tru skype. I felt very sorry when I heard that your mom pass away. I've been thinking for so long what to say to you and it's been very hard to begin with it, but I said to myself that it is better to say something than nothing.

I know there is nothing that could ever replace the love of your mom, and I can't imagine how it must be hard to lose somebody so close as the mother. It is such a pity I've never got a chance to meet her. She must have been a brilliant lady to bring up the people like you.

I will always keep in my mind the image, which you described me, that one day i'll accept you as your girlfriend and we will get married and meet your mother- it's a beautiful image that will be with me forever.

God give you a consolation in your grief and power to continue your life giving a good example of her upbringing. So, stay strong. i don't know how you going to handle it so sudden which like your SPM is around the corner. i'll pray hard for you. NEVER GIVE UP!
smile always :)