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hello people. as you can see now its 12a.m. today i had a terrible day. was my first day of period and... i don't what to say and i'm somehow lost.. it was like so horrible.. today i had back this feeling of like past few years.. is like a bunch of kids insulting me when i was age 7 or 8? like saying i have no fathers and laughing.. but today one was different from that time.. this time one is saying i'm a bitch? a sluts or something? they even bought my father out to talk... i have no idea where this bunch of people come from.. but it was horrible.. i tried to get out but just couldn't then i change my mind that now i'm grown up. i can fight. it was fine at first.. then slowly i couldn't take it.. i mean like why do this people so free come and find problem with me with their unknown character? deng. i seriously no mood.. no mood till i can't even sleep. today is the suckish day ever.