yu should know i din't wanted to lie to you,
AND yu should know im always being very honest to you.
and we should know we din't wanted this to happen.
neither one of us wanted this to happen.
neither starting or ending.
but yu did the right things.
its better to end faster than later.
it will hurts more if end it later.
and i SHOULD know i shouldn't take this love seriously.
and i should forget every single things we did or said!
and i shouldn't be sad because yu're not!
im so so so sorry.
yu know i scared to get comfort from anyone..
i feel even worse when people comfort me!
from the start i already know yu love her.
only her never will be me...!
i felt so dumb loving you or EVEN FALLING FOR YOU!!!!
i know its a dream.. and i know im ugly..!!
i know and know and know...!
i told myself everytime DO NOT love you or even fall for yu!
because ALL THIS WILL WAKE UP SOONER!
but the way yu treated me was too good!
TOO GOOD until i can't control myself from falling inlove with youhh.
couldn't believe how stupid i am!
im sorry..! very sorry..! super sorry..!
sorry for lying to you..
sorry for not being honest to you!
actually im not even happy at all..
i cried when i saw the msg.
i cried the whole night.
when yu say goodnight to me
and yu msg me again.
i type the 3words.
and later on i delete everything and retype.
cause we're friends! not more then a frens anymore
even today i cry few times
early morning i woke up and cry.
i don't know how to face you at school
when i reach school i saw yu walking from 711,
then i faster walk away..
in class i can't control myself from crying.
after school even worse!
i keep on laughing and smiling,
actually i feel like crying!
i force myselft smile and smile!!
i seriously feel like a piece of shit!
i dont know why am i crying over little things
im so sorry..! yu know i really felt sorry!
i know yu won't forgive.
i know yu hate people not being honest to you.
but i gotta do it...
AND yu should know im always being very honest to you.
and we should know we din't wanted this to happen.
neither one of us wanted this to happen.
neither starting or ending.
but yu did the right things.
its better to end faster than later.
it will hurts more if end it later.
and i SHOULD know i shouldn't take this love seriously.
and i should forget every single things we did or said!
and i shouldn't be sad because yu're not!
im so so so sorry.
yu know i scared to get comfort from anyone..
i feel even worse when people comfort me!
from the start i already know yu love her.
only her never will be me...!
i felt so dumb loving you or EVEN FALLING FOR YOU!!!!
i know its a dream.. and i know im ugly..!!
i know and know and know...!
i told myself everytime DO NOT love you or even fall for yu!
because ALL THIS WILL WAKE UP SOONER!
but the way yu treated me was too good!
TOO GOOD until i can't control myself from falling inlove with youhh.
couldn't believe how stupid i am!
im sorry..! very sorry..! super sorry..!
sorry for lying to you..
sorry for not being honest to you!
actually im not even happy at all..
i cried when i saw the msg.
i cried the whole night.
when yu say goodnight to me
and yu msg me again.
i type the 3words.
and later on i delete everything and retype.
cause we're friends! not more then a frens anymore
even today i cry few times
early morning i woke up and cry.
i don't know how to face you at school
when i reach school i saw yu walking from 711,
then i faster walk away..
in class i can't control myself from crying.
after school even worse!
i keep on laughing and smiling,
actually i feel like crying!
i force myselft smile and smile!!
i seriously feel like a piece of shit!
i dont know why am i crying over little things
im so sorry..! yu know i really felt sorry!
i know yu won't forgive.
i know yu hate people not being honest to you.
but i gotta do it...
maybe love really NOT blind!
ugly girls like me will never ever get what i wanted.
pretty girls always get want they want no matter what.
i'm sorry.
yu should know i really dint wanted to lie to you!
ugly girls like me will never ever get what i wanted.
pretty girls always get want they want no matter what.
i'm sorry.
yu should know i really dint wanted to lie to you!
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