swing and swing

My mood swings are destroying me, constantly making me feel like shit all the time.

And what's so freaking awesome is that I am not doing anything to fight it off.

If you can fight off mood swings, that is.

Again, I have reached a dead-end.

Not knowing what to do to make things better.

I typed out a message on my phone. I was about to send it out to him, not giving a damn about what people would say or think about me. I was so fed-up, fed-up with myself and my never-ending excuses to avoid.. it. The feelings that overcame me that night are so very rare, as of late. I've just been so depressed lately, so snappy at everyone. I've been known as someone who hides their feelings perfectly. But no.. Not now.

If I sent out that message, I would regret it now. I just need more time. More time for myself to overcome my fucking mood-swings and to become a better person for you.

So anyway just a short post to let you people know that I will still be updating my blog so don't leave!

Actually I think the real reason why I stopped updating was because I had nothing emo to talk about anymore. Is that good? Or bad..

I've not been sleeping for whole entire night!
now have to get ready to go school.
bye.