i can't face the fact

i felt so pain.. this words keep on pops out from my mind.

' our love is just puppy love '

you told me our love was just puppy love...

after all this while.. now you tell me this..

what to do now?... can i pretend that you dint tell me..

why must you tell me.. why can't you lie to me.. why must you tell me this..

zach, martin, jade, jackie, cheehouw and shuan tell me that
if the guy really say this to their gf means.. the guy don't love her anymore.

i wish i don't know anything..

isn't weird? i'm couple-ing with a guy that don't love me.

i know you will never say break up because you don't wanna hurt me..

i know you trying to say things that giving sign that you don't love me anymore..

tell me what to do now? i'm so sad that feels like hell..

raymond chee, can i beg you for once? please don't leave me alone.

i'm so pain that tears just wanna falls out. i will try not to let it out..

i'm living in hells..

i know i shouldn't say this way because outside there maybe got people worst than me..

but, this really hurt deeply..

how?.... tell me HOW!!!!!!!!!!

please don't go.. i really needs you... i rely on you too much that i can't lose you..

please.. please! PLEASE!!!
it's 12.50 a.m. and i really can't falls asleep..