haihs

i know my lvl are just so low. forever can't reach to you.. no matter how hard i try.

you know? i remember the time you knee in front of me then beg me back..

you told me you will never hurt me.. you will love me.. you said you wont do things i don't like..

that's why the time i really believe what you said... i dint choose to be with bryan...

sigh, i really love you.. now you tell me.. is better if we break up cause you keep hurting me..

you told me our love is puppy love.. how can i accept all this words?

you are the first guy see my everything. the first guy i overnight with..

the first guy i ever kissed.. the first guy see me drunk crazily...

i can't stress to you how pain i am now.. i wish you would love me like last time..

you said you promise me and you will never break it because you're a man.

you made a man promise.. what about now? are you telling me you're not a man?

i beg you to call me.. and you dint wanted.. you felt that I'm annoying...

can anyone tell me what should i do? I'm living so happily with you.. I'm giving you everything and never think about what if we break up...

i never know this would hurt so much.. i never thought i will cry so much..

i never thought i will hurt myself because my heart was so pain that i can bang myself to the wall but its not as pain like my heart do..

i wish i could do something to change you.. why must all this happen again..

i don't love you just by your looks.. i really love you..

you are the first guy ever give me this feeling..

this feeling is so ridiculous.. i barely can survive without you..

RAYMOND CHEE , tell me what to do? I'm in pain but i think its worth.. because i really love you...