Friday, December 25, 2009

hi! :]
blog being so DEAD =O
ermmm, at kuantan i always go CC
and arr.. the CC ppl so so so weird! :x
thanks to whoever who belanja me for 5hours that person=="
idk him-.-
he so noisy sit beside me==
i keep scold KANASAI==!!
then they give me a nick name called "KANASAI GIRL"
and they give my cousin name as "OI"
then my time over then he dunno put what ID at the pc then can play liao==
then use lurhx~.~
i use his acc till i offline! night =O
then ytd at CC had lots of fun!>.<
they very friendly!
+lengzaiiii :O
2 of it from KL! the rest all from kuantan geh=.=
then then i know all of them from [steps]*game
they come add me as buddy then talk then i ask yu're fro kuantan==?
then they say how yu know?
then i reply! yu also at CC?
then they reply HOW YU KNOW?
then i say yu're not the 1st one==
ahahahahaha=="
all also sit near me derhx==
then all the guy laugh==
so LAME!!!!!=-=
and LOL LOL LOL
stupided christmas!
lalalalala~!~!~!
oh byebye!!
time for steps!
and i married at steps liao!!><
its also from kuantan geh==
sampat=.=
k la
bye kanasai

Saturday, December 19, 2009

HI :O
MOODY!
i hate to be blamed by someone!
when i say i dint means i dint la!
FKER!!!
idk since when yu don't trust me anymore..!
the 1st time also like that!
NOW edi 2nd time liao~!
haihxT-T
OKAYS!!!
birthday coming soonie>.<
i wish got bear bear for mieeeee^^
last year all give me RM50 for present=="
this year go MCD XD
gonna invite everyone EXCEPT the one i dislike!><
cause i wanna be HAPPY><
ahhhhhh buuuuuuuuuu~
ahhhhhhhhhhhh bekkkkk~
KANASAIIIIIII~!~!
yu know, ytd i talk to bryan in the phone~
he said i stay at kuantan then start to say KANASAI~!
cause KUANTAN start with (K)
so kanasai xD
LOLS"
ahahhaahahhaa
come here so sien!><
all i do is go cc play=.=
haihx~!~!~!~!
k lor k lor xD
byebye~
dragonica time!><
love yu all<3

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

why i can talk to yu whole night
why just only say goodbye and still wanna see yu?
inside all my frens yu're the speacial ones?
always yu're the one i can depend on!
i can't wait to know our future!
come near abit and i'll let yu hold hand!
be brave abit and i'll follow yu go!
what yu're waiting for? not much time left!
if still like that ITS TOO LATE!
go forward abit and i will agree!
impluse abit and i wont go away!
is just 3words! if yu say out and yu can have me!
why when yu're lonely and alone only wants me to company yu?
why when i moody or sad only can let yu comfort me?
in our heart really got that type of feelings
why can't we just don't hide and face the problems!
just tell me yu love me and i'll NEVER GO!

Saturday, December 12, 2009



hello! :]
the picture that i edit nice marhs?>.<
why i edit this picture it because...
if yu fall in love yu have to let it go also!=)
learn learn learn! :]
i use to put my love at my first place :]
but now!, i put at 3rd! ;/
cause i think love is not everything? ><
i though without my bf i would rather die or can't live anymore?
but i think i was WRONG WRONG WRONG! :x
cause love always make people sad or cry EVEN make people go suicide>ohhhh nononononono~!~!>.<
so i better don't fall inlove anymore>.<
i forget my past!>.<
everything! every single thing!
i even forget my bf? who was it? wake up everything was just gone :]
*pooof!*
OHHH!!!!!! DAMN IT!
my damn sister keep on talking about christmas!
haihx>.<
hate her when she talk about!!
make me damn errr... moody?
i can't belive this year christmas i gonna be sad? or LONELY!
hahahahahaahahahahaha >_<
i think my birthday also sad sad sad ~.~
but but but but!! must be happy?
i feel sad, that is why i laugh!
i hate christmas for NOW!!
so don't talk to me about it! orelse!
i gonna screw yu UP!!!
and byebye :] >.<


Thursday, December 10, 2009

hello :]
erm, ytd so sleeppy and sleep at 3am+
haihx... can't sleep==
one day take 3bath liao==
erm... yoooh!
errrrr, my room now... haihx=="
today i pecah one bottle of glasse..
so now my floor got alots of little piece of glass xD
yu know wut? i feel like taking it and cut myself!
cut cut cut cut!!
looking at my hand bleeding :]
the glass break is like how my heart break~
wuuooowuhooo!!! LOLS==
suddenly feel like crying== my mind empty>.<
should get used to it!^^ weeeee ;D
BOOM! hahahahaah==
lvl14 then lazy play xD
lvl13 go kill lvl15 and 19 monster xD
altought im so scared but learn!!!!!!! STUPID SABRINA!!!
scary catT_______T
errr errr errr.....! wht to say nehhhh?!
ermmmmm, this few days time pass damn fast>.<
every night write my diary be4 sleep nehh xD
wanna see? blekkkkk=P Nononono ;/
LOL LOL LOL.........
ermmmm, errrrrr, tell yu something!
nowdays i wont wear short pant or wtvr!
NEVER AGAIN!!!
k la, byebye
(dunno wht to say)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Playing dragonica!^^
meet new fren!^^
is nick fren!^^
errmmm, i dunno his real life name but i call him clock! :]
tick tock tick tock~!~!~!
hahahahahaha :x
play with him yu will seriously feel DAMN safe!
hahahaha, although no exp XD
ermmmm, sorry clock!
i dc-ed >.<
so i own yu PVP~!~!
hahahahahaha, LOLS!!!
okay, everyone! pray that i will die soonie!!
having fever~! MUM damn noisy~!~!~!
erm, i dint eat madicine! hahaha==
i think cause this few day dint sleep well and eat well~!
breakfast = my dinner=.="
or sometimes i dint even eat whole day..=="
well well well, haihx...! feeling super weak~!
i always keep myself super BUSY~!
nothing to do? then i sleep==
orelse head to the comp and play non-stop!
or watch youtube~! see, im so busy==
msn, chit chat chit chat chit chat~.~
macam 8poh=.= ahahahaha
i went school and take my result>.<
okay, all FAILE!!!
T____________________T
erm...., english pass xD
so all E and 1C
and errr? the class thinggy is at 31st dec only can see xD
and wow wow wow
birthday coming soonie xD
errrrr, so i not gonna follow joan at sat~.~
i think raymond, foo, candy, may, joan, kah yen.
still got few more ppl xD
errr, i dunwan go==
joan keep call me go go go cause of dunno
but NOWAY!!!!! phewit!
who care lar~
LOLS, who give a shit damn about it!
k la, i seriously very sleepy!!!
only 10.20pm~! but sleeppy!!
ytd wake up at 2am~.~
WOW, hot hot hot!
fever fever fever!!!
getting higher higher!
lets all come to my funeral party
WUUUHOOOOO!^^
k la k la k la xD
i mau tidur==
ermmm? anything else? NO!!
then byebye



Monday, December 7, 2009

yu think yu're so good?
let me tell yu!
i know all the stuff yu have done and said behind my back!
yu fking useless asshole idiotic guy!
nowonder "NO girls" wants yu before!
i will CLAP my hands if someone have REJECTED YU again!
and by the time don't come to me and cry again~!~!
IM not a paper that after yu use then can throw it away!
and yu want then take, dOnt wan then can throw!
IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT!
don't forget last time all the while yu was LONELY & ALONE!
when yu cry im the one that comfort yu!
when yu're lonely, IM the one always there for yu!
yu said yu wanna had a gf~! i have done for yu~!
yu know, mostly is i listen to yu everything~! how bout yu?
yes, yu will never dumb me..! ofcos yu will never!
cause later on? YOU WONT HAVE A GF!
yu're such a playboy! am i right? IM SURE IM 100% RIGHT!
when yu got bored of this girl then yu will change y0ur mind..!
yu always change y0ur mind!
being torture by yu is not easy!
being y0ur gf even worst!~!
is super not easy at all~!~!
yu know be4 we couple i only cry for yu once!
that once is when yu cried while yu were talking to me in the phone..
i don't know why i cry..! but i just feel damn pain when yu cry..!
but after we couple..
1month got 31days or 30days!
guess in one month i cry in how many days?
30days inside i cry for 25days!
yu treat me good and bad...
when good the time my mood fly until super high like im in heaven!
when bad.. like im in hell...
thats what yu always give to me..
i learn to give up but not yet learn to let go.. always..!
but NOW.! i think i edi let go everything..!
there's much more people is better than yu..!
hahahahahaha, i feel i so dumb!!!!!
we din't couple at 5th time cause i missunderstand yu..!
so no need to break up..!
YU said yu feel guilty? yu feel heart broken?
let me tell yu, yu dint feel guilty and heart broken!!!!
YOU FEEL LONELY!!!!!!!!
yu love girl only for their LOOKS!
not me said one..! brandon lee said so..!
its true..! yu ask y0urself right NOW!!!
yu're not handsome
yu're not cute
yu're not yeng
yu're not smart
yu're not everything!!!
but i love you for who yu are!
no matter yu had a accident and y0ur leg gone
i still will love you~!
but how about yu? yu won't!!!!!!!
haha, im so dumb~!~!
i last time don't care how people look at me when i go out~!
but after i got yu..
i care how people look at me and i must dress well in order to look ok~!
i know im ugly.. im not as perfect as her..!
i won't hate her neither yu~
i only hate myself why can't i keep the one i love..
why can't i have something perfect!
i don't even have her 1% neither 0.01%
yu made me forget the other him..!
yu make me to fall for yu..!
and now yu want me to get outta here..!
yu know! now im losing my way off..!
yu leave me is the same day he left me alone..!
when he left me yu were there for me..
but now.. yu left me there's no one for me anymore..!
I So bloody frustrated right now~!
ytd till now..!
can't sleep...! no mood to eat..!
computer time sit infront of computer and listen song and chat..
computer time over..!
back to room on the song super loud...!
din't tell my family wht happen to me even they keep asking me..!
lock myself in the room and sit in the corner...!
i edi try my best to keep myself busy..!
i sleep... i have a nightmare about yu and wake up and cry...
all the memories can please just wash away..!
im suffering..
my heart is the one crying and bleeding



im sick of crying
tired of trying
YEAH!, im smiling=)
BUT inside im dying


Sunday, December 6, 2009

hello :]
okay, 2nd post of today :]
ermm? ermm? erm....?
what to say arhx?
LOL, bored-ness xD
hmmmmm? O.O
fixing my sims card :]
then after that can sms and talk in the phone liao ><
oh than... erm....
im a happy girl with a happy world~~~
smile smile~ smile smile smile~!!
lol, teeeheee><
cant wait to get my phone and see my sms><
that guy msn me and say he sms me something><
wondering wht he sms me jekkk!!!
fai faii fix my sims card and i wanna see><
nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!~!
meow meow meow~!~!
oh hi :]
yesterday HAD fun! :]
watch new moon 2nd time liao==
set btw ah bi and raymond :]
im so hungry during the show=.=
then i was like telling raymond im hungry :x
then he also say me too then continue ee may also say samething~
then hi-5 *PIAK!*
went sushi XD *YUMM-YUMM!!*
after sushi me and jovin go skate~~!
start to no mood=.="
okay, candy ahh=.= feel like slapping her edi=.="
make me so mou min!!
then she explain everything to that guy :]
tht guy come ask her who is the one actually wan my number?
this sei candy go say me=.="
i edi no mood somemore she plus fire in=.=
then after that i skate skate~!~!~!!!!
moodless~~!
then that guy go ask candy i beh song him issit?==
SWT!!!
later on candy wants me to tell him i dint beh song him la=.="
go tell lor=.="
sherwin: why yu like beh song me?
me : no arrr. got meh?
sherwin : okay, then why no mood?
me : got meh? *smile*
sherwin : your face telling me yu no mood or sad?
me : oh, SMART! yeah, anything?
sherwin : nothing
me : bye
then went out and BYEBYE!
then go cake cake~
then then then...
transportation problem~
then candy wanna take pictre with THAT GUY=.=" her wish..
fine lor, go skating part there nyam nyam that guy not yet go xD
then he saw me come after me then i was like can take picture?
sherwin : sure sure sure
i was like ermmm, not me ahhh! is candy :]
he was like har? oh okay...
LOL!
then help both of them take picture lurhx xD
haihx, DONE candy wish liao~
how about my own wish? no one can help :]
true true true~
help raymond,joan,onnia,candy,bryan and jade wish ome true~
how about mine? who gonna help me? NO ONE!
haihx, thanks alots to aaron, nick, raymond and shue king!
i will smile smile smile!^^
sorry nick ahhh><
mafan yu so much>

Friday, December 4, 2009

FUCKED UP!
yesterday my phone DIED!
even my sims card also DIED!!
WTF going wrongT_T
i regrets!!!!
throw my phone too hard? too pissed=.=
and all fall into pieces!
lalalalaalalalalalalalala~~!!
haha, brandon! stop saying haih or haiz or haiyoyo..=="
copy me jekk=.="
AND dont keep call me say "i can do it"
let me tell yu back! i cant do it lol!
hahaha, seriously can't!
cause sabrina always can't no matter what!
wah, if yu see this i gonna dead :x
but i seriously can't! =X
ytd sleep at 4am++
just to think what to wear~!
cant sleep LOL!!!!
sms-ing~!~!
i so so so so so so moody this few days...!
thanks to bradon lurhx><~
eh, brand if i cry yu follow cry o? if yu will only say la=="
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!^^
im so so so so so so so so dunno wht to say~~~~~~
meow meow~!~!~!
thanks exz~!~!~! lovieee yu<3<3<3!!!
lol lala lol lala

let me tell yu some secrets><
i have a BABY!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA :x


Thursday, December 3, 2009

GRATS MYSELF!! :]
maxed in 2b at ffs XD
from 700m-2b XD
thanks to my owner XD
hahahahahahaha xD
im into Royal Blood family!
thats all :D

yesterday night super no mood=.="
i don't know why but somehow just damn pissed!
ps:/ sorry phone! ytd throw yu so hard! *sayang back xD*
haha...=.="
ytd cry to sleep=.="
oh lol~!~!
aiyoyoyoyo, sometimes wanna shout out loud!
haihx...~!~!
yu said he wasn't the guy for me..
yu said yu can do better than him..
yu said that yu wont do the samething..
yu say and say and say...
but let me tell yu...
i have no feelings anymore..
neither him or yu!
JUST NO FEELINGS!!!
GET IT..?!?!!!!!
i will choose NO ONE..!
cause yu guys sure say good thing de la
after that all the words can throw into garbage!
i edi not that stupid liao la=.="
just dont compare yu and him=-=
i choose myself^^
wo ai mei you ren


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Hello :]
this few day sms sms AND sms!^^
mostly is sms brandon lur~
ps/: ytd sleep dint reply yu =X
HAHAHAHAHA!!
WOW! *shock*
bryan dint play comp for few week ohhh!!!
HAPPY!!!! *clap hand!!*
atleast he learn xD
teeeeeheeeee!^^
oh no!!>.<
i pokai~!~!~!
tak boleh go sunway :x
LOL!
going yamchaaa with brandon they all~~~~~
nuuuuuuuu~!~!~!~!
so bored at house la~
sabrina lalalalala~~~~
computer download maple and sdo liao~!~!
weeeeewit!!!!>.<
but i still sms while i play games=.="
cause it seems i had 50% for dunno wht=.="
shuang dao BOOM!
everyday spend over rm10 in phone=.="
anything sms pun boleh xD
i'll reply xD

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

hell0 :]
yu know ytd damn funnie!
not funny la..
just that i keep laughing for no reason..!
laugh until cry==
LOL!!!
i just got one new kai didii`
candy bro xD
awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!, he's SO cute>.< l
alalalalalalalalalalaala~!~!
LOL!!!
i laugh again=.="
dunno why!!
i find myself much more happy liao><
maybe let go le bah?
YES, SHUU SHUU SHU!!
get lost =PPPPP
i remember i always use to cry..
but nowwwwww!!!
HAPPY GIRL!!!! :]
muahahahahaha <------- she sot sot liao xDDDD
k la xD
always appear offline at msn derhx xD
find me and i'll reply XDDD
if i don't means not in the good mood!!!
baiibaii!
wo ai mei you ren

Monday, November 30, 2009

Hell0! :]
yu know wut?
sabrina such a cry baby=.="
ytd night somehow cry to sleep==
i thought if tell the truth is the best?
i thought be back friends is the best too?
i thought of yu can get a better girl!?
i thought i dont wanna waste y0ur time on me anymore!
cause i have mine and i won't give up!
no matter how yu say and i won't change my mind! seriously*
but why must choose between yu and him?
if don't choose equal no more friends?T_T
don't pity me! cause i don't need!
don't love/like me!
cause im ugly :]!
just now off phone cause aherm..
then on back at 5.30pm++ 100 over missed called=.="
haiyoyoyoT-T
can i choose no one now?
I CHOOSE MYSELF :]
i don't give a shit about anyone :]
cause i have NO FEELINGS!!
GET IT?!?!?!!!!
done, up to yu if yu wanna take me as a stranger!
byebye :]
i learn NOT to be sad everyday!
i learn NOT to so into the one i loved :]!
i learn NOT to cry because of wht people say!
i learn NOT to let my emotions to control me!
AND
I'LL NOT LET ANYONE TO PLAY WITH MY EMOTIONS!!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Hello!
guess wht?
im so busy thinking something-.-
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T!
oh okay=.=" swts!
yu know!
mum nowdays keep *po bek po bek*=.="
so damn fking fan lar=.="
talk in the phone only marh=.="
hahas, i wish the guy can be as sweet as hmmm... dunno~
so sweeetyyyyyyy :]
too bad he's not my bf=.="
let me think abt it la dong=.="
teeeeeheeeee :x
siens lor=.=
talk in the phonee everyday-.-
the one i wanna talk dint call but the one i dont really wanna talk call me for hours-,-
oh goshhhhhh!
ytd i sleep at 5am+ i talk until sleep=.="
soooooo panda liao meeeee :]
@.@
going sunway!!!! :]
muahhhhhh! happi*
k la~
so busy sms and talk in the phone=.="
buh bye~
msn me arr!^^
i appear offline! :]

Saturday, November 28, 2009

THANKS ALOTS to JOWIEE!!
he reset me at fren for sale~!
omg~!~!~! his 1.5b GONE!! *POOF!*
went sunway ytd~!
jowie and shuan lee reach 1st~
then they buy tickets lurh~!
they buy 5 tickets lurh~
shuan, jowie, me, candy and my cousin~
weeeeeeee ;D
candy and my cousin agreed with me tht jowie its cute!=P
we watch new moon XD
i cried=.=" LOLS!!
and so scary some part=.="
i close my eye and open and close=.="
then after watch finish go take pichaaaaa^^
damn funny lahhh :x
i keep call jowie and shuan talk to candy and my cousin=.="
haha, swts=.="
had super fun nehhh>..<
then then went eat mcd lurh~
then ice skating^^
so nice and so many leng zaii=.="
let me tell yu somes story during the skating!
candy was so into a guy!=.="
and she wants his number=.="
eh, edi 8pm++
she still dunwan go!=.=
we went in skate at 5pm++
edi 8pm+ she still dunwan go=.=
she keep wan the guy number=.=
the guy lengzaii+cute XD
white white de~ hair nice nice de~
aiyaaa, i dont give a damn XD
then tht guy damn pro at skating!
he was at the middle then i went there lor~!
i was like ei ei ei~
then he come lor
i point to candy and say tht girl wants yr number~
and he's like gimme yr phone~
i was like phone bo beterry-.-
somemore i put at locker there~
his like ok i sent to yu:]
gotcha his number^^
CANDY FINALLY GET OUT OF THERE~!
we chg chg then nyam nyam the guy also wan go=.="
LAGI WORST IS! candy wanna take picha with him=,=
i was like"WTF, ok, i help yu ask yu go there and i help yu take!"
she's like so shy=.=" LOLS!
then finally dint=.="
we go gaii gaii for half and hours~
then saw mun yao then continue saw ryan XD
taaahaaahaaa^^
then then then went back home i was like charge my phone lor=.=
then 10pm+ the skate guy call!
his name is? shirwin! O.O"
talk talk talk=.= *sien*
then i ask him candy got chance? he's like dunno
dint talk also~ dunno her also=.="
then i was like-.-
she find yu more lor and yu teach her skate lor XD
then he was like yu come along la=.=
i was like=.=" dunwan XD
he ask how old are yu?
15 XD
then candy? 13 xD
guess wht's is his age? 18=.="
HAHA!^^
leng nehhh :]
after tht he wan sleep liao lor~
he say if free go skate find me lor xD
i was like "if only lor=.= i less go skate de=.="
then baii~=.=
so siens~!~!!
xiang yang call=.="
LOL LOL LOL!
his credits too much la!!!
everyday call me after his work=.="
i gotta feeling that tonight gonna be a rapist night=.="
lalalala~ i nowdays always use phone on fb~=.="
lalalaalalala~!~!
ok la~!
i online msn but i put appear only XD
so anything just msn me :]
i will reply =]
I WANNA go sunway again XDDDD


Thursday, November 26, 2009

damn fking pissed off!
damn geram~!~!~!~!!~!
LAAALAAALAA~~

jowie says:
*peoples that dont appreciate
*you dint do wrong
*he sakai fking blind

haha, his words make me happy^^
wah*-*
ytd sien dao BOOM!
chit chat with jowiee~!
something happen and i dont wanna tell out=P
then xiang yng call lurhx~!
haihx.. he ahhh~!@@
after his work then call me
credits too much liao=.="
call me for hours~!
then then then 11pm+ off liao~!
i play poker with my cousin~!
then 12am+ cant sleep cos so hot=.="
then took a cold bath~!
then i go try what i have to wear for sunway for tmr^^
tie my hair? OKIE^^
then dunno wht to wearT_T
then sms-ing with jowie till 3am+ then i yawns*
this jowie arr=.="
damn funny lah him~!~!!
i chat with him or sms with him sure make me blur^^
make me damn super blur@.@ then later on
wanna sleep liao~~
hug my bear bear and sleep~!
pinkky bear bear i love the most>.<
hahas XD
this few days busy talking in the phone and playig fb games~
ffs~ wasehhh@.@
jowie on my acc help me do things then i on his acc help him too~
when my line slow like hell then he on my acc liao~
haha, having mission this few daysT_T
weeee ;D
tmr going sunway! so excited!!
jowie gotta reset in ffs :x
GRATS!! :]
im keeping him :x
mine mine mine^^
riase him till i pokai~!! wuwuT_T
niways, hopping got ppl reset meT_T
reset ppl need 1.5b! KI SIAO@.@
lalalaalalala~!~!~!~!
call me and i will talk to yu XD
LOLS! so bored :]
msn now i put appear offline :]
if not all damn kacau! XD
thanks frens that advis me and help me o^^
i lovie yu all nehh^^


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

When the world has changed
Sometimes I miss the previous me
Dream though far away
Imagination is a happy ways
I have got what i wanted and lost what i wants
And sentimentally attached to the original brings weak
You make me mature in love
Heart begin to zigzag
Lying hurt are uneasy mistakes

i seriously hope you & me will return to the original world
i wish you treats me like last time
no matter how we talk and talk still got topics
but it seems now everything really changed
the shadow of you in my mind is slowly going away
only left silents between you & me

Thursday, November 19, 2009

LOL!
today went 101 in taiwan XD
yu know wth?
i spend alots of money larhx=.=
over spending liaoT_T
today i so good! dint vomit!! *clap hand*
then arrr...! today sleep macam piggy=.=
my stupid cousin!! come and sleep on me=.=
i dint sleep with my mum zzz
i sleep with my 3cousin XD
1elder than me 2 small than me de~
my leng zaii cousin XD
LOLS!!!!=.="
i rather sleep with boys also NOT my mum=.=
force me go taiwan=.=
make me vomit hell=.=
but got $$ to use xP
heheheheheheheehehehehe :x
i wanna go back and watch 2012 XD
actually wanna watch phobia de..
but it seems someone dunwan sia...
then nvm lor XD
nuu nuu nuu nuu~~
i bought chocolate today XD
so expensive..!
dunno wht the hell is that=.=
for my fren derhx..!
and i bought fake hair..
regrets buying it man!! so fake=.=
then bought ring and earing..!
later on i go gaii gaii XD
i left rm200 msia..
in taiwan means got 2000 XD wao=.=
rm10= 100yuan XD weird hor?
haihx... haihx.. haihx...
sometimes i really think things i not suppose to think!
things that i think only will hurts me more...
HELL YEAH!!
go happy life nahhhhh!!!T_T
in taiwan play 10mins = msia rm1=.=
expensive right? but i still pay for it xP
i missing alots of yu nia!!!
i wanna go sunway!>.<
omg!
info some of yu xD
msg from my little cousin!
To :
bryan
raymond
nick
my little small cousin miss yu all XD
specially nick o^^
from : charlene!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

hello xD
im still at taiwanT_T
let me tell yu one thing that i everyday did!
i vomit==
cause the road seriously super broken!
make me @.@ and *vomit*
and seriously COLD!
go there 100% wont sweat*
and arr...
got lots of leng zaii and leng luii XD
we go chili farm and natural spar!
haihxT_T
i bought things for few of yu x]
aiyoyoT_T
missing someone super badly!!
in here i normally sleep the most early is 4am
super late but the shop here still on!
so shop shop shop!>.<
come back from taiwan im going to sp lerhx XD
tatas lurhx XD
miss sei yu all!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

now should i happy? or sad?
I DON'T KNOW LA!!!!!
i won't lie to him..
but how about him?
k la!
byebye
feel like suicide!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Ryan Goh Yoong Min!
Hell0 :]
i damn bored :x
today din't go school x]
today suppose to see raymond last day :]
cause after that he'll be going to australia!
but i din't go school so haihs~
AND, i start to pack my stuff leT_T
i going taiwan early T_T
my mum and sis going there saturday only!
i going there fridayT.T
i capture some picture while i packing my stuff!
have a look at it^^


gonna wear this! rabit x]

love this XD it was a present from my friends XD



should i bring this? taiwan is so cold!



MY STUFF! only half of it XD not yet pack finish!




go so long! needda pack so many thingsT_T


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RYAN GOH YOONG MIN!


Monday, November 9, 2009

FUCKING PISSED OFF!
din't get to talk to him whole day!
because my mum was around!
because i was with my friends!
because my mum come early to fetch me!
and I CAN'T GET TO ONLINE LATE CAUSE MY SIS WANNA USE!
mother fucker la!
somehow don't know why i cried!
3days more then i needda go taiwan edi!
after 12days only come back!
imagine i oneday dint see him edi so sad how about 12days?
can't call and see! LAGI worst!T_T
not sure he coming tuesday,wednesday and thursday for sch anot!
somemore i super super gonna miss him!T_T
cry cry cry=.=
S2PiD cry baby*
BASTARD LA!!!!
pissing me offffffffffffiiiiiieeeee!!!!
deng deng deng deng!!!!!
dragonica dunno wht happen!
cant go in and play!!!T_T

Sunday, November 8, 2009

nice o? 300/500 XD
thanks to the person who scold me till i abit dare XD
i use less then 1hour =P
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D


today want to faint liao @.@
i online then skype>msn>fb XD
i on fb just to work my ffs pet then done XD
then i needda train dragonica!==
cause someone scold scold me until i got so grrrs!!!
while i was playing dragonica wai kuan bro call me~
ask me can i go out with him and eat breakfast?
it was 12pm+ zzzz i edi eat so long ago zzz!!
then after he say go watch movie lor=.=
then i said let me think abt it and ask my mum zzz
i dint ask my mum after i put down the call zzz
guess who i ask? my bf =P
he allowed me to go worhx~
so let it be lor =.=
then ask my mum! mum say okay zzz=.=
then i get ready! what to wear what to wear?!!!!!!
then then then he come liao xD
LOL, nice car XD BMW
then i so paisehhh><
then he ask alots of dot dot dot question zzz
make me also feel dot dot dot ==
HAHAHAHAHHA :x
then he ask me what car i like?
then i say myvi lor xD
then i add up eric emo car XD
i love it>then he bring me go see one myvi background is white then full of love with black XD
okok lor XD
meet his fren name also eric XD
leng zaii XD weeeeee ;D
then after that we go pyramid for shopping XD
eat eat eat buy buy buy zzz
but my mind think of somebody else =P
lalalalalalalalaalalalalalalala~~~
feel so weird=.="
go out with a guy which is elder then me 7years!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
too mature-,-
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww=.="
not gonna tell yu wht happen=P
tata :]

Saturday, November 7, 2009

YUM YUM*
this morning breakfast was perfectly GOOD :]
online 9.40am+
doing nothing x]
siens=.="
watch "love connected"
&
Final Destination 1
after that play dragonica until i cry=.="
SWT!!
ppl keep scolding me-.-'
i mmg scared ma!
maybe its 3D guaaa...!
suddenly got VAMPIRE come out!!!
scared until i was like screaming!!!
my mum tot wht happen to me=.="!!!
then after that i receive one called!
i bet yu know who issit!
going sunway pyramid for cinema XD
WHAT SHALL I WEAR?!!!!
*thinking while taking bath~~~*
arhgx XD
i decided to pin my front hair like sch xD
then then put my hair down lor :]
so it wont looks weird gua XD
wakekekekekekeke ><
WISH MYSELF HAVE A NICE DAY!^^
hulalalaalalalal~~~
k la
bye
movie start at 7.30pm!
tata!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

today simply tie my hair again :x
rush rush rush XD

oh man, whoever smsing me and ask
"its this sabrina ng?"
or
"are yu sabrina ng?"
or
"yu're sabrina ng?"
OH MY GOSH!
stop stop stop la!
fking pissed la!
if yu got my number means its me la zzz
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today kah weng damn yeng XD
atfirst i go ask teacher see i can go toilet bo!
then teacher said NO!T_T
then kah weng ask she still dint let!
he just walk out=.="
eng ann and joan call me folo him only la XD
then i was like.. crazy? i dont DARE! hehe :x
we draw damn funny XD
NYAHAHAHA!!!
me,kah weng,eng an + joan laugh laugh talk talk!
then teacher so pissed off XD
who cares XD

Thursday, November 5, 2009

after today gonna left 8days more!
then i needda say buh bye!

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today simply tie my hair to school x]
11am-11.30am take bath~!~!!~!
then then earlier on xiang yang called me~
at first missed call then he call again then i put down zzzz!!
then no line zzz!!
WTF la!
then 12.35pm i still on fb and msn and skype XD
chit chat chit chat XD
LATE LIAO!!
i rush to tie my hair and get ready!
MUM DAMN NOISY LA!
while i was writting this blog
XIANG YANG called me zzzz!
and and and i walk to my room then he put down liao zzzz!
okays, now its raining~
today at school anything happen?
NOTHING XD
recess i think nothing happen also xD
this foo so so so so LAME=.="
keep say where is sabrina? where is sabrina?
zzzzzz
i was just there :x!!
he arhx...!
SWEATS!=.="
after recess i sit beside joan and infront of eng ann XD
turn my head back and chit chat with him! x]
talk talk talk~!~! laugh laugh laugh xD
PING''''! 5.05pm EXAM START!
girl left boy right xD
boring xD
sleeping XD
smiling :]
laughing =O
playing XD
teacher was so blind =P!
i call eng ann smile =)
then i laughing when he smile XD
then while i was laughing eng ann also laugh pulak=.="
then then then oh yeah!
the table i sit arhx~
all sure got one sign xD
a broken hearts XD
eng ann try to draw but FAILE =PPP!!!
nothing happen nehhh xD
today i super awful!
EWWWWWW!~!~!~!~!~!~!
k la~
bye

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

YOU KNOW WHAT?
my class today smells horrible!
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwT_T
my hair smells much more better weih!
moral test was talking~~!!
we talk like siao xD
after that teacher dunwan take the paper=.=
edi 6.35 nehh!! diu~
then aaron got pissed off :x
and lots ppl cheat :x
niways, teacher dont care la!
cause not even gonna go into our peratus there~!
anything speacial arrr todAY?
let me think XD
hmmmm.. hmmmm...
today since i reach sch till end sch!
my hearts was singing one song XD
*i gotto move on and be who i am! i just dont belong here! bla bla bla bla~~*
was hearing the song since last night XD
sorry XIANG YANG :x
not i dunwan pick up y0ur call x]
is because my phone got line then no line =.=
babi phone!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeT_T
k la~
bye XD

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

the answer is DON'T KNOW!
i though the answer should be 100% no!
but i confuse! seriously confuse! maybe is just a scar!
i told yu i'll change!
remember how i form1 looks like?
and see now how i looks like! is like i change myself to proof to yu!
yu will regrets what yu have DONE to me!
but i really remember how u care for me after we break~
maybe is so hurts to see yu! but atleast yu care x]
somemore yu follow me up and down!
yu tot i will do stupid things xD
i only know how to cry la! hehe
ask me back i still love yu anot?
the answer is dunno..!
i seriously dunnoT_T
but now!
goodbye my farewell love!
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today maths paper damn funnie!
aiyoyo, ah lougong ahhh! the indians girl also wanna kiap yu XD
eng ann, HAHAHA!!!
lau gong yu so kiap siap!!!
see lar!
next time yu drink water i make sure yu BUH out XP!!
hehehehahahahaah!!!!
nothing speacial!
wanted to kiss bryan but than not enough brave!
eeeeeeeeeee, i tot he will run zzz!!
END UP!, he stand there=.=''
aiyoyo, bryan ah bryan~
later i really go muah! then tudtatas lor!
hehe~
good nights!

Monday, November 2, 2009

well, last night expected dummy to call me but end up is xiang yang call me=.=
me and xiang yang talk alots of craps x]
we laugh,jokes and say weird things :x
i was like telling him what i hate about guys x]
end up i like keep tell him alots of my stuff!
i know is not good but than after telling him i feel much more better! i keep ask him
"WHY GUYS MUST LIKE/LOVE PRETTY GIRLS ONLY?!"
LOLS! common sense man! sure like lenglui lor xD
hehehehehehehe :]
today BI paper=.= yu noe what? i gotta mostly wrong!!!T_T
BM, i was like sleeping zzz!!!
yawns!!!!=.=
and today i like dint tie my hair nicely~~
WHO THE F CARES XP!
hahahaha, i start missing someone since i have quit the tuition XD
i wan go tuition but then lazy study=.=
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee><
next year only can see yu T_T
or or or or somedays we go gaii gaii XD
i trust yu la!! sayang yu lots lots x]
muacks*

Sunday, November 1, 2009

well, when i online something POP OUT!
then i read read read~!
if i wanna forget?
if? if? if? if?
WHAT IF?!
then later on, chat with jowieeee
took a picture of it x]
sabrinayou
jowieyou
our msn name was like that xD
then after that i change back to MissWhatever! =]




me & jowie :]


me & bryan O.O
dragonicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :]

DUMMY!, when yu see this x]
remember to call me =]
cause i so boring XD

Saturday, October 31, 2009

I gotto move on and be who i am!
since his reation only O.O

what liying say was kindda make sense!

Yιиg :]: if not -.-
Yιиg :]: he wouldnt say all the if if if
Yιиg :]: meaning he wants to and will
Yιиg :]: and if yu say all those stuff
Yιиg :]: he jst reply O.O
Yιиg :]: it means nothing anymore -.-
Yιиg :]: if not, he would say something else that actually make sense -.-
Yιиg :]: stupid bryan..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : haihx
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : okays
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : understand why he write O.O
Yιиg :]: maybe
Yιиg :]: if he says something else more later or whenever
Yιиg :]: its different lor
Yιиg :]: dont fall for him again SABRINA !
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hmmm
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : can make me hurts until i not falling for him anot!?!
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : so i will really get lost man!
Yιиg :]: nevermind, alot of friends to guide you
Yιиg :]: u wont get lost
Yιиg :]: jst try to forget about him once and for all
Yιиg :]: he is not worth it
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : LOLS
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : why saying samething as jowie
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : zzzz
Yιиg :]: -not lengzai
-not smart
-not yeng
-not brave
-not worth it at all
Yιиg :]: haha xD
Yιиg :]: haihz. dun think about him lah
Yιиg :]: just imagine what u want yr future bf to be
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : ==
Yιиg :]: and find him
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hmmm
Yιиg :]: hahaha
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : i dont expect anything
Yιиg :]: then what u want mostly?
Yιиg :]: he to love you right?
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя ;: yeah
Yιиg :]: remember
Yιиg :]: BRYAN IS NOT THE ONE!
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : love a person for who they are
Yιиg :]: soo, yr main goal is not him
Yιиg :]: HE IS NOT THE ONE TOO !
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hmmm
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : i wonder how he feel for me
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : seriously wanna know badlyyyyy
Yιиg :]: he dont -.-
Yιиg :]: remember, he is jst playing you
Yιиg :]: just want somebody so that he could have a gf
Yιиg :]: u see why all the ppl dun like him
Yιиg :]: we think this over right?
Yιиg :]: all the girls he like..
Yιиg :]: all also dun like him
Yιиg :]: except you
Yιиg :]: thats why he got no other choice -.-
Yιиg :]: main main u oni
Yιиg :]: think it that way
Yιиg :]: see u like him anot
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : ....
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : i wanna this chat in my blogg
Yιиg :]: okay.
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hehe
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : wonder why so many people talking the same way to meT_T
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : even jowie
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : if im not wrong jowie dont even know him
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : zzzz
Yιиg :]: but he give good advises
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : yeahh
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : he know how i feel
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : its so true that he said im feeling so ridiculous
Yιиg :]: yeaa. he's right..

what liying say was kindda hurts me!
but than its kindda make some sense to me!
SO HELL YEAH!!
HIS ANSWER WAS O.O
AND NOW ITS ALL OVER!!!!!!!
buh bye!
I HATE LOVE!!
you boys all FUCKING COLD BLOODED!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

i know one day you'll regret losing me
and
you'll say
*DAMN!*
that girl really did loved me!
but
but
but
the time yu'll see me walking with others guy :]

Thursday, October 29, 2009

tell me what yu was thinking?
WHAT THE HELL you was trying to say?
yu made me confuse everything
&
i don't know what is love right now.
i'm forced to fake a smile and a laugh everyday of my life!
&
&
&
holidays would make me forget you (:
say hello to holidays and goodbye to yu forever :]
weeehoooo!
MOVE ON! x]

Friday, October 23, 2009

Gonna write this post in chinese :]

我用了很大很大的勇气和你说分手,我希望我的决定是对的!
我也不希望我会后悔!时间是会变的,人自然也会慢慢变!
我不想笨笨的骗自己了,也许比想像中更痛..
我知道你promise我,不会在leave我!
可是,你自己看下你自己!我问你,你有当我是你的女朋友吗?? 有没有?!!
我觉得你的理由给我太笨了吧!我不会像你那么无情!
我会love a person for who they are! 可是,你不会!你只会玩弄我的感情!
你每次说我为什么要jealous? 你每次问我为什么我要哭?
你说是我想太多,你总這樣說,但你重来沒有真的心疼我!
每次你的朋友来骂我和讲我!你知道吗?你以为只有你一个被讲是不是!
我每次骗自己,我每次当做我什么都不知道!因为這是唯一能安慰我自己的理由!
我不哭,我不care,我每次ignore!
你以为我不是人吗?我也有心跳的啊!
我会伤心,我会jealous,我会心痛的啊!我是有感觉的啊!
你可以讨厌我,你可以不喜欢我,坦你那里可以骗我啊??
为什么你要骗我?!?!! 我没得罪你啊!
你自己的好朋友都来找我和我说叫我和你分手...
他们给我的理由很make sense!!
可是我跟他们说,要是我说跟你分手,我会后悔啊!我会伤心啊!
你知道他们reply什么吗?" WHAT for yu need to regret? is he gonna care your feelings?"
HELLO!是你的close friend!他们可以来find我和我讲this type的话!
你自己看你自己!连你的close friend都不要帮你啊!我真的真的无话可说!
他们给我的理由of分手不是因为你ugly,play too much of game or useless!
他们叫我不要笨笨被你骗!我和他们说我TRUST HIM!
可是我那一天看到你竟然whole day没有和我说话!但是,你和别的女人走!
我ON9问你~ 你说是因为my friend with me...BULLSHIT理由!
你的close friend和我说你一点都不care我,你知道我reply他们什么吗?
"cause he shy marhs, yu know him wan lar~ so shy~~!"
你看一看!!! 被你玩弄的女生我有多笨蛋呀!
笨到无药可救!
if yu can change y0urself, i will think about it again
现在就要6am了!
im still awake=.="
Whole day dint sleep!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

hello (:
chat chat chat (:
saw jowie msn pm wrote "pinkish !"
then i told him i love pink<3
he say he love pink too=.="
DID I HEAR WRONG?!
1st time hear guy say they love pink o!
was chatting with jowiee^^
then my msn suddenly sign out=.=
D-A-M-N!!
i keep sign in then auto sign out=.="
BASTARD!=.=
i on my another acc
sabrina-porkchop@hotmail.com
nothing special today..
baby busy play his beloved game..

and and and,
tmr morning got tuition at 8am
gonna see jowie, raymond and lots ppl again..
at night also got at 8.30pm
see same ppl pun xD

6pm offline=)
byebye~
tmr after tuition only on9
10am+

Saturday, October 17, 2009

woke up at 10am+
online at 11am+
on skype, msn and fb

friends for sale(:
Today i raise my pet
Bryan from 554,000,000 - 738,000,000
Jowie from 399,000,000 - 707,000,000
THEY'RE NOT FOR SALE!!

Johan i keep him very long liao=.= stuck with me=.="
Today only i bought shue king^^
THEY'RE FOR SALE (:




bored bored bored..
baby playing his BELOVED GAME!
siens siens siens...!
was chatting with jowieee...
chat chat chat...
say alots alots of stuff...
all the while i guess i mostly chat with jowie..
after that he wan dota liao..
buh bye lor~ i also wan off liao..

6pm offline!
byebye =__=
baby, muacks❤

Friday, October 16, 2009

sleep at 3am+ last night
woke up at 7am+
LATE!=.="
rush rush rush~
head to tuition by 7.45am

saw jowie x)
weeeee ;D
so cute lor
so lengzai lor
shhhhh =X
he say hi to me >,<
did i said it loud? nolah*

went back home..
head to comp and on9
on fb, msn, skype...
oh my ma...
friends getting new news for me..
while i was reading *eye full of tears*
well well well, NOT GONNA BELIVE THEM..
i trust my baby! nonononoT_T

11am+ jowie on9 xD
chat chat chat..
here it go xD

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: did yu hear what i said?
jowie: zzz
jowie: yes

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: =.="
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: LOLS!=.="
jowie: haha
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: OH MY MY MY GOSH!!!!T_T
jowie: vry paiseh meh?\
jowie: lol

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: yaya...
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: what disappear in my mind then i talk=.="
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: babi betul jek!
jowie: lol
jowie: haha

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: T_T
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: sorry arr..
jowie: nothing to be sorry
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: haihx..* ***** ***** ** *** ***** **** ** ** "wrote something"
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: what to do jekkk
jowie: lol
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: but tell me what to do jek..
jowie: lol
jowie: if its me
jowie: i will forget this relationship

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: owhx..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: i'm feeling so ridiculous for it..
*jowie is now Offline*
jowie: sry just now restart comp
jowie: zzzz
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: nvm nvm
jowie: then stop this feelings la
jowie: end it once and for all
jowie: it just takes time

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: yarhx, when yu tell me STOP the ridiculous feeling
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: i edi feels like wanna ****** him for this time..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: but his words seriously take me back to him..
jowie: lol
jowie: those words cannot prove anything

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: ....
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: why mostly guy say sames thing?
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: my frens say same thing as yu
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: 100% same
jowie: what did i say?
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: those words cannot prove anything
jowie: yea
jowie: really cant
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: yarhx...
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: wish he will do..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: and show me...
jowie: yea
jowie: actions prove
jowie:some do
jowie: some do noy
jowie: not*

still got lots lots lazy copy lar=.=
panjang betul=.="
lalalalalala~!~!~!

call baby few time..
but but but...
he's playing his beloved GAME❤
so can't call him to pei me chat..
baby so weird to me ler..T-T
wonder wonder wonder what's going on!
D-A-M-N!! grrrrrs
*pissed me off*
I TRUST YOU BABY♥
BELIEVE ME TOO!!T_T

[night night] everyone (:
muacks my babeh♥

Thursday, October 15, 2009

well well well,
TODAY AT SCHOOL BETUL GILA
LOLS!!!!!!!=.="

math class=.="
skip skip skip!!!
was at 2w xD
talking with andrew,brandon and desmond=.=
so bright merhx?
3of them sitting at the class outside..
i standing.. they say look at me so bright..
LOLS!!!!=.="


recess eat eat eat xD
pn.sharon=.=!!!
sei xiang yang=.=
xiang yang : sabrina, come here.
sabrina : *walk to xiang yang*
xiang yang : okay, now yu can go..^^
sabrina : yu nth better to do issit=.="
he keep doing the same thing to me=.=
make me walk here and there la=.=

well, after recess i kindly back class talk to aaron!
then dao peir and yao xiang keep kacau larr=.="
talk talk talk...
dao peir advise me...
aaron advie me too...
haihxT_T
feels like wanna cry*

then went up go 2n xD
go find lenglui and lengzai xD
then then saw ahwei and some unknown ppl
then i go al the way down..
ask ahwei what happen?
then he ask me yu know this guy?
name*
Tze shuang...
Sabrina : wht happen?
ahwei : he go slap ppl...
Sabrina : so now yu wanna whack him?
ahwei : dunno
Sabrina : if yu whack him= yu whacking me! grrrs!
ahwei : Bryan lai de?
Sabrina : CHOY~ nolah=.="
Sabrina : i'll bring him to yu lah=.= *DO NOT touch him=.="
ahwei : okay okay okay.

after school, went all the way up!
dunno who say bryan dint go school
no need find him..
i reply them.. WHO want to FIND him=.="
i finding other ppl!
find Tze shuang!
walk all the way down go find ahwei...
then i go back HOME^^

get home,
go bath..
then on comp and on9~
sign* tears wanna come out somehow...
well well well, SMILE!!!!!!!!=)
i can go it!!^^
yes yes yes!!
jia you, sabrina!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!!
smile smile smile=)
i did it LOLS!!!=.="
hehe=X

9.30pm off9!!!
i was appear offline in msn x)
wonder what happen to baby lor...

sei lor, tmr got BM tuition at moning 8am!
6.30 wake up!!!T______T
7.30am go~~~~~
gonna see jowieeeeee=)
i dint do my work...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


since when my baby so PERASAN=.="
ytd night call him..
then he say i call him cause i miss his voice..
LOLS!!=.="
betul betul betul PERASAN!!!!

woke up at 12pm! sigh* LATE!
guess who i see be4 i enter school?
MELVIN AND CHANG YEE!!!
MISS them so so so much!!!
melvin say i leng leng^^
phew=.=" lol lol lol

PJ time...
sei joan..
don't push me lar diu=.="
i know how to walk lar=.=

after school,
saw melvin and chang yee again^^
weeeeeeeeee ;D
HAPPY siao^^
melvin keep say bullshit things=.="
say abt last year thinggy...
nah nah nah__
miss them badly again laaaT_T
wuwuwuwuwuT_____T

FRIENDS, stop saying me lar diu=.=
i know what am i doing la...
no need to say i got fever or bullshit stuff kays?
i am 100% OKAY!
i know what i choose and do!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

OH MY GOSH T_T
stupid stupid stupid!!!
yesterday math tuition damn paiseh arrT-T
khai syuen, wei ying and may yee was saying their chinese tuition story to me..
START chinese tuition they "BOYS" start saying abt me jekT-T
I JOKING ONLY MARHS!! why take so serious jek=,=
i say jowie better than leehom xD then they go blablabla story out=.=
until their chinses teacher wanna know who is "sabrina" T-T
then ytd math test... we take and mark diff ppl paper..
WEI EN got mine.. he was like SABRINA NG=.=
i was like AHHHHH...
mark mark mark...
then shuan lee got someones and he keep say wah correct..
then wei en say wah wrong wrong wrong...
means all i wrong jek=.=
then.. be4 that the girls were telling me the story i so paiseh jor..
i was like AHHHH.. *put my head at the table there..
then beside me nobody sit der...
then i put my head UP wei en beside me..
i was like AHHHH=.= scared me merhxx-.-
then i so paiseh... kesians jowie jek.. SORRY JOWIE arr..
dunno what joshua was telling me...
wei en keep say ffs thinggy
jowie so diam derrrT_T
haihx... whole chinese tuition mar know lor..
all ma know i say jowie better than leehom? T_T
OMG!!T_____T
anyways got 19/40 for math T_T bad bad bad
i was so sleepy doing the test jek.. *half sleep
lalalala~ back home~ go sleep then dint on9 at 11.30pm jek!!


LOLS~
as yu can see i keep say jek jek jek=.=
voon jin say i "fat hao"=.=
eh, atlast he also keep say jek jek jek=.=
means he also fat hao lor=.=

my baby call me STOP saying jek..
HAVE to STOP lorT_T
haihx... sure can stop guaaa xD
hahas

BYEBYE^^
GOOD NIGHT^^
LOVE YOU ALL JEK!!^^
last day of saying JEK*

smile always jek=)
love you all jek!^^

Monday, October 12, 2009

Back to BryanChoongKahHoh❤
I LOVE YOU ToO!!
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sorry sorry sorry, friends
thanks jowiee and voon jin=)
y0ur advise and all^^
but i still choose back him><
i din't wanted to regrets..
voon jin, yu say until very right..
he play alots of games+he listen more to his friends but not me..
but i kindly accept for who he is...
and
jowiee, yu also right..
yu said if yu were sabrina yu wont accept cause its already 4th time..
and call me to see things..
if not call me stop the ridiculous feelings..
i wanted. BUT BUT BUT
i still think your words was right for me
this sentence "then if yu feel right, then you continue lo"
so choose to love him^^

tonight got math tuitionT_T
START at 8.30pm
ENDS at 10pm
then 11.30pm gonna ON9
this morning woke at 6.30am+ take bath
then getting ready for tuition xD
Ping* 7.30+ ask mum to wake up~~
then i drink the YUCKKY JUICE!!T-T
but is good for skin.. so i have to..

8am start xD
i was like blur cause last monday dint go..
was at hospital-.- then then then
wei en, raymond and jowie was like calling me?
sabrina sabrina sabrina in soft voice..
i tot they calling amelina=="
so i ignore xD *dint wanted to perasan*
then jowie was like SABRINA! =="
i was like HAR? YES? WHAT?
then they talk abt ffs==" LOLS!!
sign* jowie so cute XD hehe =X
-END-

back home eat chocolate xD
this few day asking mum to buy for me...
i wanna go korkor english tuitionT-T
MUM dont let larr FUCK YOU-.-
lalala~~~
smile smile smile =)

this few day listening to the song "i'm taking back my love"
nice nice nice xD
LOLS!!! owh tata^^

remember?
the 13days chance i give to him?
ends at 14th october...
2more days to go...
tonight got math tuition lagiT-T
8.30pm until 10pm=.="
weeeeeeeee :D
gonna see my darling^^
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jowie
&
raymond
&
wei en
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amelina
and
dunno xD
buh bye
remember
smile always=)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

dunno wht happen to me..
this morning woke up at 7am+ then *** =="
SMILE=) hehe^^
sleep back at 8am+ until 10.30am+

here it start abt ytd korkor party xD

0) from 2.30pm+ i getting ready..
WONDER WHAT TO WEAR..=="
then then then... choose black short pants..
shirt i dunno lor.. choose the white...
then my hair like so messy..
then i tie all! then see see see~ eyerrr... so tie half...
then like so empty~ put on my earing...
until 4pm+ only DONE!><
bath use 35minits+ wake my mum up bring me go~~
my mum blablabla here and there IGNORE-.-
grrrrrrs!!!!

1) THE DOG....T-T
is like his tails kenal me bi biak* at my leg!T-T
i was like AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
then i go stick to the wall.... sign* hug wall LOLS!!! =.="

2) we play a game.
the person must say "honey i love you, would yu please smile?"
then the other person must say witout smiling! "honey i love you, but i just cant smile!"
then korkor is the 1st person to start! he go ask me==" i laughing LOLS!!!
then i ask raymond.. FAIL!!T-T he act like emo..==" lalala~ i kena twice...!

3) at first i follow andrew and amir~
then ltr on raymond and some other ppl runing-.-
going GHOST house lol~ so wrong way! turn turn turn back~~~
then raymond was the first one who enter in..
i was second cause i holding his shirt lolx...
i DAMN scared... i mmg scared DARK place... so i hold him until so tight..
sign* sorry raymond><
then then then go down the time dunno which sakai go say GOT cockroach!!!
T-T SO DARK SOMEMORE GOT COCKROACH!!!! ARHGX!!T-T
tears coming out lerrr!!!!
then AhYang teman me all the way out of that HOUSE!!!T-T

4) all come back so HOT...
then korkor say go up his room..
then brandon, desmond, amir, andrew, praha, hashveen, shue king, me and some other ppl~
we went out~ hang gai gai~ nolah-.- is they play BOXING!!
i went up korkor room after that... HOT.. LOLS!!

5) CUTTING CAKE^^
i go call those ppl at padang come back..
sing sing sing~~~ then i take picture~~~
all hide here and there pulak-.-
SO VIDEO~~^^ then this jade and ying-.- keep on asking wht phone is this arr?
i told them I TAKING VIDEO DONT KACAU LA-.-
ish ish ish=="
then RAYMOND... sign* so cute LOLS!! eat the cake until his lips there got cream><
i was like laughing... he paiseh jor xD HAHA!^^ he go wash lor..

6) ENDING is i ending-.-
my mama come lerrrT-T
saying byebye to my beloved korkor!^^
muacks!^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!^^
my wish for him is....
GET A GIRL.FRIEND!!^^

oh yarhx, thanks shue king for the bubble tea xD

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to Darien
Happy birthday to YOU



wish my korkor faster get a gf xD
so he'll never ever lonely anymore!^^

Friday, October 9, 2009

smile smile smile=)
smile more=)
smile no matter WHAT!^^
laugh&smile (:
i'm a happy girl,
SAY no to EMO!^^
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ChoongKarYaN^^

Thursday, October 8, 2009

YOU asshole BASTARD!!

I'M telling yu to GET LOST FROM MY LIFE!!!
FUCK OFF!!!!!!
BULL SHIT YOU!!!!
i fucking hate you understand that!!!!!
GET LOST

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

_-BULL SHIT YOU!!-_

GET IT!?
BULL SHIT YOU!!!
LOLS!!!
maybe i can
WATCH IT!!
FUCK YOU!!!
BASTARD!!!!

feeling weird

LOLS!!
LOLS!!
weird?! weird?!
VERY WEIRD LOLS!!!
lalalalalalalala~~~
BULL SHIT!!!
now im gonna choose 2life~
which is secrets!!
i might going away anytime...
people which know abt this only 3ppl!
SO shut up if yu know abt it=)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

1st & last in my life!!!!!=="

HELL YEAH!!!
yu are reading this and i have to tell yu im back home and IM 100% okay=="
NO BABY LA BODOH!!!!!
LOLS!!=="
so so so sorry if yu are one of it finding me...
IM SO SORRY~~~!!!
dont belasa him!! is not his fault laaaaaaaa..
so still ~.~
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeT_T
yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrT_T
MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!T_T
mamamiyaaaaaaaT_T
FUCK larrrrr!!!
BASTARD!!!!
YORHSX!!!!!!!
dunno laaaaT_T
my mind full of dot dot dot...
LOLS!!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeT_T
dunno how to say lehhh!!!
all i know how to say is LOLS LOLS LOLS!!!=="
eyerrrrrr!!!T-T
really no feel lerr? really maaaA???
haihx..
anything sms me orhcx!!!
012-6902312
cannot on9 but got phone~~~~
call meeeee orhx!!!!!!

Friday, October 2, 2009

Chance is given.. if after 13days then GOODBYE

SabrinaNg giving yu 13days more..!
if yu still the same she really never return back no matter what yu do!!
NEVER EVER REMEMBER THIS!!!

SHE WONT GO BACK!!!
after 13days she wont go back to yu anymore!!
even 100years later also WONT!!
FROM NOW START!!
2th october 09
until
14th october 09

yu can use call & sms &
msn me :)

SabrinaNg Wont cry for yu anymor=) QQ+WHITE xD

Giving someone all y0ur love
is never an assureance
that they'll love you back..
SOME people are just not meant to be in y0ur life,
no matter how much you want them to be.
I used to smile when i told people
that yu were mine..
BUT NOW,
i cant even smile and say your name at the same time..
As much as i love you
i have to say GOODBYE=)
cause i know yu would be happier
if i let yu go...
SO, i HAVE moved on^^
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WAH, friends thanks for y0ur advise!=)
i get over him lerr^^
AND i'll get a better life than now=D
proof to yu all SabrinaNg wont cry anymore=)
so so so, i'll get back my old life & love the old one=)
CUTE+WHITE xD

Thursday, October 1, 2009

| Letting it go (: |

I never hated yu,
for not loving me.
but i hate you,
for making me fall even more
when i'm trying to let yu go..



lets keep a distance!=)
is good for yu & me (:

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

GOODBYE=)

I guess..
if yu're done breaking my heart,
i should go...
As i stared in your eyes, yu asked me why i was about to cry,
cause i knew yu're going to say goodbye..
Why can't yu see how much yu hurt me this time?
yu used to say yu were sorry, now yu don't
You dont even care anymore..
I'll never going to let yu see through me..
I'll never going to show you how broken i am inside..
My friends tell me to let go, or atleast to try,
but what do i do when i start to cry?
My head rest on my pillow, i let the tears flow and ask myself,
WHY CAN'T I LET GO...?
I know i have to said goodbye so many times before,
but all roads lead me back to yu..

BUT now,
as i say this GOODBYE, i have this feeling that i will never go back again..
Honestly,
i don't wanna cross y0ur path in the future,
cause i don't want all these feelings to come back and hurt me once again.
I know i cant let go of my feelings...
BUT, i have to let yu go..!
SORRY!, if it took me this long to let yu go..
i still love you, and i probably will love yu for a very long time...
BUT somehow i know,
i have to move on and get over yu..
AND the only way for me to do that, is to be not around yu anymore
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STARTED AND ENDED

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There was a boy
There was a girl
Who were both too shy to say
How much they loved eachother
He always the gamers one..
She was always the cryer..
But neither of them cared
They saw eachother at school that day [`22/7/09-wednesday`]
But not one could admit their feelings
The girl waited on msn all night..
She was just About to sign out when..
His name came up.. It gave her butterflies!
And then he suddenly spoke to her..
"if i say i wan cpl with u
wht u wan to say"
The girl couldn't believe what she was reading..!
She replied "seriously or jokinng dee?"
The boy say "serious"
From That day on..
Both of them were in a dream world,
until the boy said to her friends
"THE TRUTH IS I DONT LOVE HER" [3/8/09-monday]
The girl dint know he said that..
Her friends din't wanted to tell the girl cause they know she gonna cry..
So one day her close friends suddenly angry and said
"yu think he love yu? HE DONT EVEN LOVE YOU!"
The girl kept silents and though her friends angry simply say things..
and she find it so weird.. so when recess time the girl find another friends..
she keep begging her friends to say...
so the boy had said on monday and the girl din't know anything about it...
[5/8/09-wednesday] only the girl knows about it..
So, they break up and couple back has 3times..
and the boy said to the girl wait for him until christmas..
until [30/9/09-tuesday]
morning 12am+ he said to that girl
"after read that
tHis will be forever good bye"
he had wrote on his blog..
"he won't wait until christmas..
even the girl love himso much, he promise he will never love back..."
Tears rolled down the girls face as she read his blog..
The girl din't understand..
she thought they would wait till christmas..
BUT she was wrong!
The girl tried to talk to him...
The girl call him and he put down the call..
The girl cry for 3hours and still wants him back..
But she put smile on her face and acted normal infront of her mum..
And now she decided not to tell her friends what she handle and she gonna act infront of her friends..
-THE END-

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

LOL? weirdo~

went tuition ytd at 8pm+ early xD
saw jude~ and he start to ask me how to say joshua name? say again and again~
i keep on say josua~ no the H!!!=="
then for while saw joshua coming lerr~ they talk abt some girls which i dunno who xD
they like her? SHE? LOL!!
then joshua teman to 711 buy things~
then i folo him to go MCM~
went tuition saw jowie xD!! and saw my darling~ muacks!
then for while teacher come in then start math classTT
then teacher call shuan lee out~
for while shuan lee come i call me go out!
i was like *why me? with my gan jiong face><*
then~ xiang yang mum out there!
ask ask ask~ i so scaredT_T
then call nick he dint pick up the phoneTT
call korkor fr help~
then still cant~
nvm~ I CALL BRYANCKH! got the address and allT_T
then went back class and xiang yang mum wanted me and shuan lee go along with her to find nick house~
then teacher dont let XD
went back class sms raymond lol!
he at my tuition but we dint talk use sms=="
then joshua throw small paper to me and the paper write "can give yr number please=)"
so zadao-.- reply my number and call my darling give joshua xD
then joshua start sms me! MY GOD! shiok~
is god now testing me?
day be4 ytd is kwok tung then ytd is joshua~==!
i tell josh is i dont wanna be a bitch~ i edi like ***** alots and i know he dont care xD
and i say he leng i not suitable for him xD he can get a better one xD
and im ugly=)
and lol... i keep say he joking.. lol
i know he serious de.. but act stupid=)
finish tuition at 10pm+
so told him i'll give him the answer on today~
and i ask raymond~ raymond say ask li may == is he a nice person and all~
then i tell raymond~ i better call ***** to see what is his answer!
if he say dunno then i'll accept xD
then back home i call him><
then i say got important things~ he say say lorr!
then he give no! LOL!! i tot he gonna say dunno...
so ltr on nick call me~
ask nick xD he say better dont-.-
and i ask him do yu think i'll accept HIM? nick say yes-.-
CAUSE NOT LAAA-.-
i love love *****!!
so wont cpl with anyone!
maybe one day i'll change my mind! dont know when..
then ltr on... nick mum call then close phone~!
then ltr on he call me again xD
talk for damn damn damn long!! siao him xD
he say after this call my phone gonna be with my parents~
lol, i say then byebye xD then he say nvm lah continue talk only!
then i keep say jovin so xin fu~
yu both so xin fu~ LOL
if xin yu here arr.. she gonna CHOP me off xD
lalalalaa die!=X
so on this morning wake up and joshua sms me~
and dunno what li may stuff la~~




and he keep on say sowwie-.-
LOL LOL LOL
swt kan?=="
so tell him every single things~ and forget to sms nick say no need help me lerr!!
SHIT!
*sms him now*
donnie!
so HULALA~~
BULLSHIT things happen to me~
i just want him to know i love him alots~
wan him to know he is special to me=)
wan him to know i need him alots when i no mood!
i wanna wanna wanna talk to himT_T
but he dunwan talk to meT_T
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sick and die =)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

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smile always=)
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I LOVE YOU
is eight letters
so is BULLSHIT

Saturday, September 26, 2009

WHITE?

lol lol lol?
few days wearing white=="
start to miss him again and again`
when i miss him then call him^^
haihxT_T
make a deal x)
he will nvr lie to me orhx!
if he did? haihx` "wu hua ke shou"
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want him?
cant get`
miss him?
nvr miss me back`
LOL LOL LOL?
BULL SHIT!!!
buh bye~

Friday, September 25, 2009

-HAPPY?-

lol, went sunway ytd.
so watch G-Force for 2nd time~
was kindda fun x)
sit btw nick and bryan~
the whole middle roll let us take liao x)
so its 13 ppl xD
after all play ball ball xD
then back home~
fucking mum blablabla~~
make my room look even worst!
FUCK HER!!!
so take bath and sleep~~
and while edi sleeping~
so, around 1am he call me xD
then talk for 27mins then off and buh bye xD
so LOL.. kindda weird i wear like that to sunway?
comment from ppl
Ryan : where are yu going? to wedding? *laughing*
Jade : leng?
NOelle : leng?
Li ying : leng?
Raymond : princess? =="
Jason : *Shiok seing me wearing like that? WAHSEH*
BRYAN : secrets xD
my comments for myself!
LOL LOL LOL~~
im ugly as porkchop=) and i dress macam sohpoh xD
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You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they

But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do!!

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

-yu're unlucky-

LOL
jian hui everytime call me when my phone not with me x)
NYAHAHAHAHA xP
so lots miss calls~!
sorry lerr x]
yu're unlucky xD
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WORLD, burn me up
just allow me this one thing
everyone curses my love
i'll love this just once
i love you, i love you
would you please turn y0ur head toward me?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

-STOP-

hello=)
im bored=(
"don't skate like a hero and end up in a hospital more like a hero-.- "
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will forget everything
the very last words to myself
ERASE all the loving memories!
for how long i need to be hurt
how long do i have to cry?
how long until the tears STOP flowing?
these tears already dry and dry!
is my heart bleeding..

Monday, September 21, 2009

GET A BETTER LIFE=)

decided to go genting tmr with cousin^^
since i not happy this few weeks xD
let me go out play shuang shuang^^
so ltr going out makan then staight stay with my cousin^^
then tmr morning going genting x)
tuesday go genting xD
thursday go sunway xD
anything call/sms me xD
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smile always=)

FORGET ABOUT HIM!!!

thought yu try to force love
love, why cant i let yu go?
can't i live forgetting you?
i don't think i can live without yu..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

-LOL!-

going sunway on thursday~
going ice skating!=D
A MUST!!
my aunty will watch us go in only she leaveT__T
so i cannot SHOPPING!!!!
must take care of my lil cousin..
she so cute!!
so friday cant join my friends they all~T...T *cannot see him*
friday got wedding~~~ so everyone will be busy, mum wont let me goT.T
SO I WANNA CRY!!! miss him badlyT_T
waitting for christmas
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Friday, September 18, 2009

-GOOD NIGHT-

hello (:
and buh bye x)
gonna sleep soon but dunno what time!=D
tmr 11am only on9 xD
so wait ya xD
wonder what is the suprise he wanted to give me?
keep on wonder wonder wonder~
and atlast he say nothing-.-
LOLS!!!!!!!!=.=''
this week he choose wednesday to call me x)
one week once he only can call me T_T
[wish my korkor faii faii find a gf xD]
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went tuition this morning-.-
LOTS ppl-.-
siao siao@@
i was kindda fan?@@
dunno what happen to me~~
keep on do wrong thing, write wrong words-.-
too sad? maybe~
khai syuen bought new lee hom dics~~ she so happy~~~
i was kindda just smile=) fake~ really FAKE -,-
anyways, trying to move on~~
even i still **** him~
just learn to move on x)
since he edi dont **** me cos i lied to him~~~
YUHOOO~~~ sabrina is so stupid!!!! im babi dipotong~ *my korkor teach me this x)*
byebye~~
I WANNA WANNA WANNA CRY CRY CRY CRY!!!! ):

Thursday, September 17, 2009

VERY SAD & SAYING BYE TO MY LIFE

very sleeepy x)
but cant sleep-.-
and wish today he call me-.-
IT WONT HAPPEN-.-
cos he edi dont like me...
today recess i seriously very very happy!!
and last night was very very happy!!
u noe~ i sleep until so happy and sweet!
but today...
GONNA SAY BYE TO MY LIFE!!
WANNA DIE!!!!! =X

CAN'T EVEN FORGIVE MYSELF FOR LYING TO HIM!!!

not forgiving myself for doing something really FUCKING NO BRAIN thing!!

yu can hate me,
yu can dont like me,
yu can dont forgive me
because
i dont even wanna forgive myself ):

i should be happy be with him today when recess time x)
after all is -END- by NOW!

after school saw fazhu & joan~
then we walk~
rain? WEEHOO~~~
kindda fun x)
me and joan run run run in the rain~
crying and crying~ after all my mum call and !#%@^#!^&*()_+
then was in the rain and runing~~ i open whide my hand was like *WEHOOOO*
then went back my hs with joan~ then i bath~call him and tell him everything~
cos i know is better to be honest with him~
ilovehim so needdy HONEST!!
so tell him every single things! that i lied to him!
and now i feel much more BETTER!!!!
i know he wont like me anymore!!! cos im such a liar!!!
AND BYEBYE~~~!!!
i'll learn to move on even i still love him so much!!!!
T_T
need to use few month time to move on~~~
next year birthday sure sad sad de ):

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forget him!!
find a better one (:

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

JUST WANNA BE HAPPY=)

BACK FROM SCHOOL!!
going to dunno what hotel to makan-.-
SO after blogging get ready and buh bye~
being torture by xiang yang, nick, shue king and the white guy in 2T=(
went up floor cos nick wanna see his darling =X
then folo them x) walking walking~ xiang yang mess my hair!!!T_T
SO MESSY!!! MY GOSH!! saw jian xi and euwen down and they sitting there~
all sit except meT_T i standing~ they talk talk talk~ then suddenly all went back class~so me too~
teacher at my classT_T and i dint wanted to go in =X wan to walk here and there~
xiang yang pei me walk here and there cos he know i no moodT_T trying to fake smile but still emo~
SAW him with that girl... was kindda sad~ IM NOT JEALOUS!! just wanna cry out when i see them so close~
then trying to control my tears!! joan keep looked at me cos she know my tears gonna come out~~!!!
so she pull me back coe she know how hurts am i~
went back class!! sit on my table and look at my beg~ with the thinggy!! then tears coming out~~ haihx... im such a loser!!! told myself not to cry for him anymore!!!!!!! but still cry...
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yu know its love when
yu look into his eye
&& suddenly
yu cant remember your own name.

-Love is piece of shit!-

morning wake up at 8something~
jian hui call me~
he talk talk talk~
he so pissed off-.-
he just cant stand the way "he" play with my emotion~
foo say that be4 too!! didi become korkor jorhx^^
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I wish i could tell you,
Exactly how i feel,
How much yu mean to me,
How much i love yu..
*no one loves yu like i do*
but i am too afraid to tell yu,
because i dont want to be saying,
was it so wrong to love yu, that yu had to hurt me so bad?
i think i am falling so deep to yu and it scares me...


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

-yu love her like how i love you-

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OH KAYS, IM GONNA SHUT UP!
not gonna talk to him anymore!
gonna ignore him because he ignore me!
the one suppose to care me he dint!
but the one who not suppose to care me he did!!
he teman late at night when i have no mood at all~
he worried when im not saying a words~
he no mood cause im sad~
he dont want to sleep cause i dont want to-.-
but why cant my bf do that!
simple~
talk to him he say dont kacau-.-
FINE, seriously PISSED OFF!!!
do yu know how sad am i?!
yu dont even fucking understand how i feel now!
yu know im crying for yu late at night anot?!!!!
i talked to yu, yu treats me like a shit!
FUCK YOU!!!!!
i seriously dont know why i'll fall for this type of GUY!!!
why do i love him so much!
why do i ever can forget the one i love the most and love him ahh!!!
why ahh!!!
and yet he dont even care...
single now!
fine, im being stupid~
byebye..
*sigh cry cry cryT___T

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*sigh no mood
went sch with my no mood face.
cried when i dint see him..
then scared joan see me crying faster wipe away my tears~
foo was coming~~
so fai fai wipe~
trying to SMILE=D
ying,joan,nick,xiang yang,angel,nicole and one more guy in 2T...
they keep ask me what happen to me?!?!
me says :i say im okay wut?
ying says : why yr face like wanna cry?
me says: where got? i damn babi happy=) *fake smile to her=X*
then ciah hui and ying say im smile till so fake-.-
joan looked at me and say issit him?
i say NONONNONO!!!-.-
haihx...
went KH after moral class~
then i WANNA BALIK RUMAH!!
really cant stand it anymore!!
i seriously NO MOOD..
if i cry joan gonna chop me off-.-
so while KH i told teacher i wanna call my mum~
joan dont know xD
went and call and took my beg secretly XD
by now i think joan must be scolding me~~~
tmr is my date to die!!X.X
no mood to write liao~
BYEBYE!!