Monday, December 7, 2009

yu think yu're so good?
let me tell yu!
i know all the stuff yu have done and said behind my back!
yu fking useless asshole idiotic guy!
nowonder "NO girls" wants yu before!
i will CLAP my hands if someone have REJECTED YU again!
and by the time don't come to me and cry again~!~!
IM not a paper that after yu use then can throw it away!
and yu want then take, dOnt wan then can throw!
IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT!
don't forget last time all the while yu was LONELY & ALONE!
when yu cry im the one that comfort yu!
when yu're lonely, IM the one always there for yu!
yu said yu wanna had a gf~! i have done for yu~!
yu know, mostly is i listen to yu everything~! how bout yu?
yes, yu will never dumb me..! ofcos yu will never!
cause later on? YOU WONT HAVE A GF!
yu're such a playboy! am i right? IM SURE IM 100% RIGHT!
when yu got bored of this girl then yu will change y0ur mind..!
yu always change y0ur mind!
being torture by yu is not easy!
being y0ur gf even worst!~!
is super not easy at all~!~!
yu know be4 we couple i only cry for yu once!
that once is when yu cried while yu were talking to me in the phone..
i don't know why i cry..! but i just feel damn pain when yu cry..!
but after we couple..
1month got 31days or 30days!
guess in one month i cry in how many days?
30days inside i cry for 25days!
yu treat me good and bad...
when good the time my mood fly until super high like im in heaven!
when bad.. like im in hell...
thats what yu always give to me..
i learn to give up but not yet learn to let go.. always..!
but NOW.! i think i edi let go everything..!
there's much more people is better than yu..!
hahahahahaha, i feel i so dumb!!!!!
we din't couple at 5th time cause i missunderstand yu..!
so no need to break up..!
YU said yu feel guilty? yu feel heart broken?
let me tell yu, yu dint feel guilty and heart broken!!!!
YOU FEEL LONELY!!!!!!!!
yu love girl only for their LOOKS!
not me said one..! brandon lee said so..!
its true..! yu ask y0urself right NOW!!!
yu're not handsome
yu're not cute
yu're not yeng
yu're not smart
yu're not everything!!!
but i love you for who yu are!
no matter yu had a accident and y0ur leg gone
i still will love you~!
but how about yu? yu won't!!!!!!!
haha, im so dumb~!~!
i last time don't care how people look at me when i go out~!
but after i got yu..
i care how people look at me and i must dress well in order to look ok~!
i know im ugly.. im not as perfect as her..!
i won't hate her neither yu~
i only hate myself why can't i keep the one i love..
why can't i have something perfect!
i don't even have her 1% neither 0.01%
yu made me forget the other him..!
yu make me to fall for yu..!
and now yu want me to get outta here..!
yu know! now im losing my way off..!
yu leave me is the same day he left me alone..!
when he left me yu were there for me..
but now.. yu left me there's no one for me anymore..!
I So bloody frustrated right now~!
ytd till now..!
can't sleep...! no mood to eat..!
computer time sit infront of computer and listen song and chat..
computer time over..!
back to room on the song super loud...!
din't tell my family wht happen to me even they keep asking me..!
lock myself in the room and sit in the corner...!
i edi try my best to keep myself busy..!
i sleep... i have a nightmare about yu and wake up and cry...
all the memories can please just wash away..!
im suffering..
my heart is the one crying and bleeding



im sick of crying
tired of trying
YEAH!, im smiling=)
BUT inside im dying


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