Thursday, September 17, 2009

CAN'T EVEN FORGIVE MYSELF FOR LYING TO HIM!!!

not forgiving myself for doing something really FUCKING NO BRAIN thing!!

yu can hate me,
yu can dont like me,
yu can dont forgive me
because
i dont even wanna forgive myself ):

i should be happy be with him today when recess time x)
after all is -END- by NOW!

after school saw fazhu & joan~
then we walk~
rain? WEEHOO~~~
kindda fun x)
me and joan run run run in the rain~
crying and crying~ after all my mum call and !#%@^#!^&*()_+
then was in the rain and runing~~ i open whide my hand was like *WEHOOOO*
then went back my hs with joan~ then i bath~call him and tell him everything~
cos i know is better to be honest with him~
ilovehim so needdy HONEST!!
so tell him every single things! that i lied to him!
and now i feel much more BETTER!!!!
i know he wont like me anymore!!! cos im such a liar!!!
AND BYEBYE~~~!!!
i'll learn to move on even i still love him so much!!!!
T_T
need to use few month time to move on~~~
next year birthday sure sad sad de ):

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