I was so bored that I switch on my desktop to see what can I do instead of making myself feel like a dead fish. I found this very very old picture while I was clicking here & there. I think this picture took it like half a year ago or more. I miss every single stuff that we had been tru although now we're going our own ways to get a better life because we know that this isn't working out anymore or should I say I'm the only one that think this way. It's not easy to end a two years plus relationship but when you know there's no point being together, then you'll have to move on. At times, I really miss him badly but for now things changed.
A lot of people question me ; why do you act like it doesn't hurt?
Actually it does hurt, a lot. I don't know why but I think I knew this would happen someday ever since the day he left me. For me, a relationship won't last long if that couple broke up a few times or even once. It wasn't easy & it wasn't that hard. ACT is just another common routine for me in school life. Honestly, I'm sad doesn't mean I have to let everyone know by showing my bloody shit sad face right? I think smiling looks better than the bloody sad face. FACTS : smiling doesn't mean I'm happy. It often means I'm hurt, acting happy to pretend that I'm okay. Furthermore, I don't think it's a good news to spread around cause you know one by one pass around & people add few words in & stories change & also cause I really hate rumour. So, I think smiling will do.
That's all for today, bye. :)
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