Friday, May 28, 2010

ai bu ai wo?

why this week so many things happen?
i always ask myself.
what if one day he won't comfort me anymore?
what if he leave me?
what if he love other girls?
i always ask myself...!
i cry to release all my stress and pain.
crying is the best healing myself.
i scared to deeply fall in love because i scared to get hurts.
can you guarantee you forever won't leave me? you can't..
i smile doesn't mean I'm happy.
i scared i am all alone by myself.
i even scared when you're gone.
i depends on you too much.
when im sad you comfort me.
when im pissed you cheer me up.
when i'm bored you'll always be the one that accompany me.
i don't dare to think anymore.
because the ending it's so scary.
haih... ):
maybe because of him
i've learn a lesson.

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