Sunday, May 30, 2010

ding dong :DD
i felt so sad when i see him.. maybe he's the only guy that do that to me. and maybe he's the only guy love me this muchie.. or mayb there's someone else which i don't know. hmmm, we couple already 3month! so fast.. hoho, this morning woke up sms then get ready to go breakfast with bryan.. mum fetch me there then later on bryan reach dy.. then eat dy go cc since i know he really wanted to go hahas :D so, know im at cc blogging :DD hmmmm, i cried yesterday when i see him...! he come all the way to my place just wanna know the answer.. you know from my school to my house there how far anot-.- plus..raining!! he wet wet...HE SO STUPID!!!! ishhh T_T fan shu! zhen fan shu! suan le.. but atlast i also dint give him the answer :P mum said fetch him home.. then i follow him home then he go bath.. then he asked me to stay back for BBQ! hmmm, so i stay till 11.40pm+ then back home and bath lor~ i was the only girl there :O then then then like this.. normal normal~~ :] hmmm, nothing to write dy (: byebye

Saturday, May 29, 2010

goodbye my L O V E

G O O D B Y E M Y L O V E

hellooooo (:
yesterday didn't get to go funfairs with bryan cause mum can't make it )':
haha, never mind :]
i've to learn to pull myself up from now on.
no more tear and sorrow
be happy be happy :D
sigh* yesterday and today at least cried once.
BooO!, cheer up (:
hah, haih T_T
tonight go park play swing!
release some stress! ]:
ding dong ding dong! :DD
smile smile smile! :))
argh.. sigh*
救命啊! D:
我一定要笑一笑! (:
okay, not in the mood D:
byebye :]

Friday, May 28, 2010

ai bu ai wo?

why this week so many things happen?
i always ask myself.
what if one day he won't comfort me anymore?
what if he leave me?
what if he love other girls?
i always ask myself...!
i cry to release all my stress and pain.
crying is the best healing myself.
i scared to deeply fall in love because i scared to get hurts.
can you guarantee you forever won't leave me? you can't..
i smile doesn't mean I'm happy.
i scared i am all alone by myself.
i even scared when you're gone.
i depends on you too much.
when im sad you comfort me.
when im pissed you cheer me up.
when i'm bored you'll always be the one that accompany me.
i don't dare to think anymore.
because the ending it's so scary.
haih... ):
maybe because of him
i've learn a lesson.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

lacking of confidence

Sometimes people are beautiful.
Not in looks.
Not in what they say.
Just in what they are
haih, don't know what's wrong with me today.
feel like crying but still didn't.
yawns* compare..? hate it.
i'm feeling little moody and unhappy.
i don't know what happen. maybe cause of my damn period-.-
irritating me! ISH*
oh bitch bitch bitch bitch!
should i do back the same thing? haih
she used to tell me.
in a relationship must have a equal love.
if not.. that's what happen to me and my ex's
kinda buLlshit! haihx
later math tuition ):
super moody now.
i wish and wish.. whatever he tell me it's really deep inside from his heart.
okay, byebye.
i love you, so do you?

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

loves your kiss ♥

hey FAN SHU!
nonono, its MA LING SHU! :DD
walao, i sienz daoooo upload my bloggyyyy!
hmmmm, i love yesterday♥
had a lovely day with him hehehe xP 14hours!♥
first time in my life do something which i never do before .o.
hohoho, hmmmm.. think back abit weird hehehe! =x
don't know when will do again oh? xP
today unlucky day ):
malay boys play with my hair-.-
wanna eat star fruits end up got worms..
then.. SURAT AMARAN ketiga sent to my house-.-'
waniao-.- lucky rainbow didn't come and find me-.-
if not-.- really BLACK DAY!
hmmm, i very sighh*
tmrw, late go school o.o? haihx
i don't want KH class lahhh!
what to do? ):
stupid single zai not yet help me do my folio-.-
ish, trouble me -.-
haih, today look at jovin like this i abit worry-.-
hope my bf won't do that to me-.-
if not...!
his ball ball will say goodbye to him xP
hehehehehehe =D
aiyoo, i miss his small little eye :D
eh FAN SHU!, now looking at my blog oh?
go look at your phone notes :P
hehe xP
k lahhhh!
lazyy write dyy :
bu baii
♥ strawberry

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

my new picture look so colourful :)
this take on that day went out with steve XD
sienz leh....! wish i can drive and go out!
in my dream lah please-.- ISH
hmmm.. ytd din't really sms my dar sia..
ermm, fei lor this da yeang-.-'
call me at 1am+ SIAO!
eventually, i had a nightmare about him..
woke up and cry and realise it wasn't real!
he tell me he won't betray me.
he tell me he love me the most.
but does all this really meant it? idk ):
haih ):
i need some strawberry to cheer me up from negative stuff!
YEE YERRR! D:
hmmm, OH YA HOR!
ytd at school.. sighh!
SO EMBARRASSING! walaoooooooo :O
let him see dao my sakai attitude at class =x
EEEEEEEEE, but but but
dunno why i feel he ytd so good hahaha
hehehe, suan le ba~
let him see the real me better than let him see i jia jia haha
okok, BYEBYE! :DD
I WAN GO BOOM BOOM!
zhu jian an, wo ai ni :PP

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

helloooooooooo ):
i pity her T_T
she's like the last time me..
what can i do????!! sighhh* i know how she feel
i see her cry makes my heart pain..
i know that feeling really SUCKS! ):
seriously hate this type of guys lahhh!
GIVE THEM SUPER SUPER BIG *hi-5*!
sighh* ish ish ish!
if my bf like that ahh..
wasai.... hope he won't like that please to GOD!
haih* see her cry cry cry until eyes red red..
turn myself to control my tears =x
why can't HE JUST TREAT HER IN A NICE WAY?
plus you're a guy you know anot?!
YERRR! BEH TAHAN!!!
maybe last time i so stupid also tio bully by my ex's
now see my fren happen the same thing i damn dulan!!!!
you think girls let you guys to play meh??! WANIAO!
one day you'll regret you do all this stuff!
YOU'LL REGRET MAKING HER CRYYYYYYY!!! idiotic!

hmmmmmmm, dance till my 'piku chao gan'
walaoooo, damn hard nehhhhh ):
oh oh oh, nowadays i keep think stuff which NOT LOGIC!!
eeeeeeeeee, why he must tll me everything lehhhh?
make till now my heart soft... I KEEP THINK.. sighhh
NOOOOO!, forever NO NO NO NO!
i'm happy with this life.
happy being with him (:
cause he care and and tahan my attitude ohhhh
geng nehhhh!
this type of guy i love the most! hehehehe :PP
harrr... haih.. mou tak gaoooo...
sienzzz lor...
hmmm, hmmmm..
should i have think the stuff he tell me ahh?
my mind is full of that night topic..!
hehehehe :DD
but ahh ermmm... I've decides something =x
duno lah dunno lah!
ishh, k laaaaa
baii baii~~~~~ :DD

Saturday, May 8, 2010

strawberry boy forever mine!

she say she miss you!
miss your kiss and hug xP

Friday, May 7, 2010

helloooooo (:
today such a sleepy day.
hmmmm, eng ann don't be sad siaaaaaaa!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

love love love (:

Your Love,
Our Love,
His Love,
Their Love,
In Love,
Out Love,
Be Love,
True Love,
Cause Love,
Love Love,
Lie Love,
Live Love,
With Love,
No Love,
Yes Love,
Wow Love,
Cool Love,
Sick Love,
Dry Love,
Con Love,
One Love,
Two Love,
Bright Love,
Dark Love,
Heaven Love,
High Love,
Hell Love,
Far Love,
Close Love,
Joke Love,
Laugh Love,
Cheers Love,
Goodbye Love.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i love you, i hope you do so.

I love the way he laughs
I love the way he’s kind
I love the way he smiles
I love the way he cares
I love the way he comfort me
I love how he talks
I love the way he holds me when I’m sad
I love the way he is
I love the way he loves me
I love our precious time together
I love his sweetness
I love that I love him so!
love me for real
love me just like you love yourself
love me until you have nothing else
love me because I love you
love me through the stress I put you through
love me when it hurts so bad
love me when things get frustrating and you get mad
love me because I give my all to you
love me when I make a mistake and fall
love me when I'm wrong
love me when I'm right
love me day and night
love me because I want you to
love me because your heart tells you to
love me because I love you
love me and I'll LOVE you

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I don't think i can continue live a life like this.

love, is there anything else?
I have so must stress on my mind
Somebody please reach out to me!
I just need a little release!
who is going to help? no one.
lost in thought
lost in love
lost in death
lost without love
lost lost lost
im always lost
lost in this world
lost in the way of life
why is everbody lost
in this world im lost
alone I walk the streets at night
alone I pray to end this life
alone I am, alone I stay
alone I live, in endless strife
alone I eat, alone I sleep
alone I live, alone I dream
alone I cry, alone I scream
alone, the hole in which I lay
alone is home, alone is all
alone I am, right to the end

smiling always make us look better (:

hi? hellooooo~ (:
this morning was super moody.
don't know what's wrong with me.
sigh* though he not going to school.
but end up i saw him o.o
my mind is full filled with the msg he sent me.
i don't know what to reply so just kept silents.
sooo, today last period prasong come to my class ask me out ponteng o.o
we went to canteen to buy drinks for my dar and went up to give him.
he always smile till so sweet~~ ><"
sigh* haih haih haih ):
that's all for today.
hope i think happy stuff not the unhappy stuff.
and smile more!! :DD
okay, i wanna go eat my lunch dy.
byebye (:

Monday, May 3, 2010

if you really love a person should give him freedom.
so, he won't have stress.
i try to do that. trying my best.
used to cry all days last time.
end up, now I'm smiling although I'm unhappy.
today, i can't stand it anymore.
it's so damn embarrassing today!
i smile and smile, but tears dropping..
yes i still put a smile on it (:
i told myself everything will be fine sooner or later.
so, continue smile and be happy! :DD
went back home lock myself in the room.
after shower boom-boom then go eat my lunch mum-mum~^^
after that, sitting on my bed thinking what has been happen today.
and somehow i fell asleep :O
then later on had some problem again.
this time really burst into tears!
tissue beside me. sitting on my bed non-stop crying.
haih haih haih ):
you know, i hate the way i say stuff.
actually i wants you to go school when you said you're not gonna go.
actually it's not okay. but i said it's okay, you can don't go school.
i said stuff which not i wanted.
you wasn't in the mood.
instead of plus water. i plus oil and make you feel worst.
i know i keep on do stuff which always make you kinda hard.
what can i do now? haihx ):
you always say sorry. it's not even your fault.
whyy whyy whyyyyyy!
YORRR!!! =(
i always try to think positively.. somehow just go negative!
sigh* sabrina ahhh sabrina! *knock knock*
okay, time to offline.
nights people (: