101 Things Not To Say During Sex

1. But everybody looks funny naked!

2. You woke me up for that?

3. Did I mention the video camera?

4. Do you smell something burning?

5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead...

6. Try breathing through your nose.

7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone!

8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant?

9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door?

10. But whipped cream makes me break out.

11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today.

12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour!

13. Can you please pass me the remote control?

14. Do you accept Visa?

15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights.

17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend!

18. So much for mouth-to-mouth.

19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay?

20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober...

21. (Holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo!

22. Do you get any premium movie channels?

23. Try not to smear my make-up, will ya!

24. (Preparing to incorporate peanut butter) But I just steam-cleaned this couch!

25. Got any penicillin?

26. But I just brushed my teeth...

27. Smile, you're on Candid Camera!

28. I thought you had the keys to the handcuffs!

29. I want a baby!

30. So much for the fulfillment of sexual fantasies!

31. (In a menage a trois) Why am I doing all the work?

32. Maybe we should call Dr. Ruth...

33. Did you know the ceiling needs painting?

34. I think you have it on backwards.

35. When is this supposed to feel good?

36. Put that blender back in the kitchen where it belongs!

37. You're good enough to do this for a living!

38. Is that blood on the headboard?

39. Did I remember to take my pill?

40. Are you sure I don't know you from somewhere?

41. I wish we got the Playboy channel..

42. That leak better be from the waterbed!

43. I told you it wouldn't work without batteries!

44. But my cat always sleeps on that pillow..

45. Did I tell you my Aunt Martha died in this bed?

46. If you quit smoking you might have more endurance.

47. No, really.. I do this part better myself!

48. It's nice being in bed with a woman I don't have to inflate!

49. This would be more fun with a few more people.

50. You're almost as good as my ex!

51. Do you know the definition of statutory rape?

52. Is that you I smell or is it your mattress stuffed with rotten potatoes?

53. You look younger than you feel.

54. Perhaps you're just out of practice.

55. You sweat more than a galloping stallion!

56. They're not cracker crumbs, it's just a rash.

57. Now I know why he/she dumped you..

58. Does your husband own a sawed-off shotgun?

59. You give me reason to conclude that foreplay is overrated.

60. What tampon?

61. Have you ever considered liposuction?

62. And to think, I didn't even have to buy you dinner!

63. What are you planning to make for breakfast?

64. I have a confession..

65. I was so horny tonight I would have taken a duck home!

66. Are those real or am I just behind the times?

67. Were you by any chance repressed as a child?

68. Is that a hanging sculpture?

69. You'll still vote for me, won't you?

70. Did I mention my transsexual operation?

71. I really hate women who actually think sex means something!

72. Did you come yet, dear?

73. I'll tell you who I'm fanatasizing about if you tell me who you're fantasizing about..

74. A good plastic surgeon can take care of that in no time!

75. Does this count as a date?

76. Oprah Winfrey had a show about men like you!

77. Hic! I need another beer for this please.

78. I think biting is romantic -- don't you?

79. You can cook, too right?

80. When would you like to meet my parents?

81. Man: Maybe it would help if I thought about someone I really like.. Woman: Yourself?

82. Have you seen "Fatal Attraction"?

83. Sorry about the name tags, I'm not very good with names.

84. Don't mind me.. I always file my nails in bed.

85. (In a phone booth) Do you mind if I make a few phone calls?

86. I hope I didn't forget to turn the gas oven off. Do you have a light?

87. Don't worry, my dog's really friendly for a Doberman.

88. Sorry but I don't do toes!

89. You could at least ACT like you're enjoying it!

90. Petroleum jelly or no petroleum jelly, I said NO!

91. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper..

92. I'll bet you didn't know I work for "The Enquirer".

93. So that's why they call you Mr. Flash!

94. My old girlfriend used to do it a LOT longer!

95. Is this a sin too?

96. I've slept with more women than Wilt Chamberlain!

97. Hey, when is it going to be my friend's turn?

98. Long kisses clog my sinuses..

99. Please understand that I'm only doing this for a raise..

100. How long do you plan to be "almost there"?

101.You mean you're NOT my blind date?

trip of yesterday

Hey!, ytd went to sunway to play skating..
then after that went to sushi with raymond before that saw brandon, zen and desmond!
LOL, desmond say i very shy don't want to say hi-.- LOL!
after that watch megamind! 3D! awesome! :DDD
after that raymond stay overnight at my house~!
then like this and like that~
i lazy write buh bye!

TRIP OF THE DAY!

this morning woke up at 10am!
went to 'yao pou' eat "ha mee" for breakfast!
after that, went back home. on comp then now im going to fish SPA!
awesome right?
later going Genting! XD
before ending this MY BELOVED COUSIN IS BACK! XD
CHARLENE OH CHARLENE! :DD
GOT TO GO NOW! BYE!

The Goodnight Kiss

One night a guy takes his girlfriend home.

They are about to kiss each other goodnight, but the guy is feeling a little horny.

With an air of confidence, he leans with his hand against the wall and, smiling, he says to her "Darling, would you give me a blow job?"

Horrified, she replies "Are you mad? My parents will see us!"

Him: "Oh come on! Who's gonna see us at this hour?"

Her: "No, please. Can you imagine if we get caught?"

Him: "Oh come on, there's nobody around, they're all sleeping!"

Her: "No way. It's just too risky!"

Him (horny as hell): "Oh please, please, I love you so much!"

Her: "No, no, and no. I love you too, but I just can't!"

Him: "Oh yes you can. Please?"

Her: "No, no. I just can't"

Him: "I beg you... "

Out of the blue, the light on the stairs goes on, and the girl's sister shows up in her pyjamas, hair disheveled, and in a sleepy voice she says:

"Dad says to go ahead and give him a blow job. Or I can do it. Or if need be, he'll come down himself and do it. But for god sake tell him to take his hand off the intercom.."

Temptation

He was happy. His girlfriend and him had been dating for over a year, and so they decided to get married.

His parents helped them in every way, his friends encouraged him, and his girlfriend? She was a dream!

There was only one thing bothering him, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister.

her prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when quite near him and he got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else.

One day little sister called and asked him to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when he arrived. She whispered to him that soon he was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for him that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome.

She told him that she wanted to make love to him just once before he got married and committed his life to her sister. he was in total shock and couldn't say a word.

She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want to go ahead with it just come up and get me." He was stunned. He was frozen in shock as he watched her go up the stairs. When she reached the top she pulled down her panties and threw them down the stairs at him.

he stood there for a moment, then turned and went straight to the front door. He opened the door and stepped out of the house. He walked straight towards his car.

His future father-in-law was standing outside. With tears in his eyes he hugged him and said, "We are very happy that you have passed our little test. We couldn't ask for a better man for our daughter. Welcome to the family."

The moral of this story is: Always keep your condoms in your car!

who's this guy

After a long night of making love, the young guy rolled over, pulled out a cigarette from his jeans and searched for his lighter.

Unable to find it, he asked the girl if she had one at hand.

"There might be some matches in the top drawer," she replied.

He opened the drawer of the bedside table and found a box of matches sitting neatly on top of a framed picture of another man.

Naturally, the guy began to worry.

"Is this your husband?" he inquired nervously.

"No, silly," she replied, snuggling up to him.

"Your boyfriend then?" he asked.

"No, not at all," she said, nibbling away at his ear.

"Well, who is he then?" demanded the bewildered guy.

Calmly, the girl replied, "That's me before the operation."

I could never regret loving you
because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and
that is the most wonderful feeling
because I never thought that I deserved your love.

CHAPTER 1

CHAPTER 1

Her name is NaNa :)
this year is her sweet sixteen.
born without father.
when she born she has a lots of sickness.
so, her mom have to bring her in and out from the hospital.
her mom already lack of money. IT IS SO STRESSFUL for her mom.
and for NaNa her leg has been operate when she was age four or five.
then because of NaNa her mom found a guy at the hospital while when NaNa was on a surgery.

-TO BE CONTINUE-

HEY! :)
yesterday went to wen quan's house and then went to amir ekhsan mamak!
after that, went to bryan's house!
let the picture do the talking! :)

POKER! :DDDDD

the OWNER of the bearrr!

Long time didn't take picture with my beloved bear! :( he must be missing the wife :(


Ahhh! so cute! =3

GOTCHAA!! :DDD

HAHA! :DD

THATS ALL BABEYHHH! :D
im so lazyyyy to write more! :DDDD
muaxxx! <3

Focus the orange! it was sour! ):
HELLO PEOPLE!
GRRRS! today so pissed!
well, i try so hard to remember my SDO account password!
but just can't remember.. I TRY SO HARD! keep type type!
the lousy thing about SDO is can't renew your password! FUCK UP!
FINALLY!, I GIVE UP!
so, not playing anymore! ishhhyyy!
well well well, STUPID ONNIA! today go-.- omg.. she ah-.- NO COMMENTS!
errs, try to be those guai guai lui :)
hmmm~
thats all!
BYEBYE! :)

ANOTHER UNHAPPY DAY.

hello..
i really hate my sister when she have nothing to say then use slap...
do you think slapping people then you can win?
SINCE young mom always give you what you wants.
take you out from danger instead of me..
i have to save money whatever i wanna buy but how about you?
YOU want what then mum give.. i don't mind this..
but.. its your wrong why can't you just stop arguing with me or say sorry..?
instead of that you go whack or slap me like a mad women..
I'M A HUMAN OKAY! I HAVE FEELINGS.. PLUS.. I'M your sister.. SAME BLOOD sister..
you can use my precious stuff without my permission.. but what about me?
i used once then you slap me like shit..
you spoiled my precious heels.. MY FAVORITE PINK ribbon rubber band also use..
YOU WANNA SPOILED EVERYTHING I LOVED only you happy issit?
you always take staff away without my permission.. my money AND CLOTH and etc..
have i gone mad and whack you before? YOU ASK YOURSELF!
you always said sorry then i forgive.. you go make those kind of puppy voice then make me soft and i forgive you...
you'll never know how pain i am inside..
last time.. which is before 7years pass~.. i hate to stay at house.. i rather stay at school 24hours also happy..
last time going home its like a nightmare for me..
but 7years ago make me much more happy..
but before that was like a evil place.. ITS LIKE A HELL FOR ME!
now was much more better...
people always said that my family its so complicated..
they say how can i survive till now? i wonder how can i? hard to answer.
you think i really happy with my family? i don't know.
looking others having a family which have dad and moms with them i feel so jealous.
i wonder why i can't have a complete family..
you know... how much i hate you know..
hate the moment when 'he' whack me because of you..
HATE the moment when mum leave me and bring you out of the danger..
I HATE IT SO MUCH...!
a person who always put a fake smile do you think she's happy? NEVER.
give up..! lazy to write... any mistake don't blame me.. cause i really no mood..

imissyou

why you don't love me?

are you there?


i guess not!

i can't smile

but i'll smile for you

hehe

Not so good. again!

= l

im bored

): ): ):

lets have some fun!

let me think

Ummmm.

i think i got it!

lets take picture

*_-

Weeeeeee!

Are you laughing at me! *blushing*

RAWR! i will be back!!!!


hahahaha
laughing my ass off!

hello, haih..
ermm, yesterday credits RM10 gone by sending wrong number! GRRS!!
then today.. suddenly RM20 gone...
although i know i shouldn't suspects... but.. just.. dunno how to say lah!
very moody whole day!.... not because of the money...! is because why cant she just tell the truth that she take from my phone?? haih....
seriously no mood lahhh...!
today i gonna drink... =x.. long time dint drink but today im gonna...!
sienz lahhh! dar go annual dinner :D
he must be enjoying! :D
lucky he dint realise i was moody when i sms him...
hmmm... okay wanna offie....
haih... hate people thinks that im stupid...!
haih............! credits left rm40 neh!
sienz... WHATEVER..
not my money.
byebye...
im not happy nowadays!

HELLO (:
today didn't went to school because got ceramah!
so, woke up at around 8am+ [ early right? i know. ]
my mom and sister wasn't around.
and around 12pm dar come to my house :D
wow, what a day! x3
and he went back at 4pm because my mom is coming BACK!
so hell YEAH! :P
around 5pm get ready for math tuition.
around 6pm go ezzy book store.
after that, dar come and help me do my math tuition work xD
then 7pm go tuition then 8.30pm finish tuition then meet dar at my tuition centre!
HEEHEE!, he bought me a cherry pie and APPLE JUICE! :DD
awesome!, YUMMY!! :PP

.
today is my last time crying over you.
promise to myself is the last time.
i shouldn't be so jealousy!
after today i won't mind anything anymore.
sabrina, jia you! you can do it =)

hello, correctly not in the good mood.
sometimes i think i don't have to tell people how i feels and keep it to myself and that's it.
but when i can't stand it anymore. I'll cry to myself! argh.. that's kinda stupid!
haihs, feel so weird having this feeling. know its impossible but still go think! stupid right? yeah!
love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you expected to give.
i've nothing to say about today.
that's all, bye.

hello! x]
happy birthday dar :P
a lots of things happen between us but we still make up again (:

wah, today early morning let jovin shocked! WHAT THE HELL!
she tell me her stuff till i seriously damn shocked!
haha, wow wow wow! xD

heh, HEY HUMANS! I'M back to FFS!!!!! :DD
okay le, i busy smelling phone.. xD
SMELL SO NICE HEEHEE :PP

nobody

my head turn turn turn turn turn turn!! D:

NEVER TRUST ANYONE!

[ new haircut! ]

helloo :)
i have a friend used to help me a lots!
used to tell me in this world you can't trust anyone neither himself.
he is a very nice person. when i was so down he'll pull me up!
so, everything i tell him.. even happy or sad. but things change when i get to know something on my birthday. he tell me how he feels and all. from that day on.. we rarely talk because i was too shy! And i even avoid him :O hahahaha =x and i even hated him because one of my friend told me that he say something bad about me. so, i was so foolish! listening to my friend and didn't ask him or anything. And later on he sent few msg and stuck some sense into me! think he must be super disappointed at me :( so, yesterday.. decides to say sorry to him and explain.. well, he's fine! and his last msg was so LONG hahaha! :D and after that both of us sleep! x]
-THE END-

dar, wo ai ni :D

HELLO! :)
byebye :]
will upload picture soon! new haircut :x
looks like shit :\

hello, feeling so moody. 30th may a lots of things happen.. from that day on i know he loves me super much.. hmmm.. and.. he is the first guy ever make me feel this way.. argh.. oh ya, yesterday from 4pm sleep till next morning 6am yet still lazy to get up for school. AND... sabrina is so unhappy when you do stuff which she doesn't like it.. N-O-W~ i wanna offline~ BYEBYE!

ding dong :DD
i felt so sad when i see him.. maybe he's the only guy that do that to me. and maybe he's the only guy love me this muchie.. or mayb there's someone else which i don't know. hmmm, we couple already 3month! so fast.. hoho, this morning woke up sms then get ready to go breakfast with bryan.. mum fetch me there then later on bryan reach dy.. then eat dy go cc since i know he really wanted to go hahas :D so, know im at cc blogging :DD hmmmm, i cried yesterday when i see him...! he come all the way to my place just wanna know the answer.. you know from my school to my house there how far anot-.- plus..raining!! he wet wet...HE SO STUPID!!!! ishhh T_T fan shu! zhen fan shu! suan le.. but atlast i also dint give him the answer :P mum said fetch him home.. then i follow him home then he go bath.. then he asked me to stay back for BBQ! hmmm, so i stay till 11.40pm+ then back home and bath lor~ i was the only girl there :O then then then like this.. normal normal~~ :] hmmm, nothing to write dy (: byebye

goodbye my L O V E

G O O D B Y E M Y L O V E

hellooooo (:
yesterday didn't get to go funfairs with bryan cause mum can't make it )':
haha, never mind :]
i've to learn to pull myself up from now on.
no more tear and sorrow
be happy be happy :D
sigh* yesterday and today at least cried once.
BooO!, cheer up (:
hah, haih T_T
tonight go park play swing!
release some stress! ]:
ding dong ding dong! :DD
smile smile smile! :))
argh.. sigh*
救命啊! D:
我一定要笑一笑! (:
okay, not in the mood D:
byebye :]

ai bu ai wo?

why this week so many things happen?
i always ask myself.
what if one day he won't comfort me anymore?
what if he leave me?
what if he love other girls?
i always ask myself...!
i cry to release all my stress and pain.
crying is the best healing myself.
i scared to deeply fall in love because i scared to get hurts.
can you guarantee you forever won't leave me? you can't..
i smile doesn't mean I'm happy.
i scared i am all alone by myself.
i even scared when you're gone.
i depends on you too much.
when im sad you comfort me.
when im pissed you cheer me up.
when i'm bored you'll always be the one that accompany me.
i don't dare to think anymore.
because the ending it's so scary.
haih... ):
maybe because of him
i've learn a lesson.

lacking of confidence

Sometimes people are beautiful.
Not in looks.
Not in what they say.
Just in what they are
haih, don't know what's wrong with me today.
feel like crying but still didn't.
yawns* compare..? hate it.
i'm feeling little moody and unhappy.
i don't know what happen. maybe cause of my damn period-.-
irritating me! ISH*
oh bitch bitch bitch bitch!
should i do back the same thing? haih
she used to tell me.
in a relationship must have a equal love.
if not.. that's what happen to me and my ex's
kinda buLlshit! haihx
later math tuition ):
super moody now.
i wish and wish.. whatever he tell me it's really deep inside from his heart.
okay, byebye.
i love you, so do you?

loves your kiss ♥

hey FAN SHU!
nonono, its MA LING SHU! :DD
walao, i sienz daoooo upload my bloggyyyy!
hmmmm, i love yesterday♥
had a lovely day with him hehehe xP 14hours!♥
first time in my life do something which i never do before .o.
hohoho, hmmmm.. think back abit weird hehehe! =x
don't know when will do again oh? xP
today unlucky day ):
malay boys play with my hair-.-
wanna eat star fruits end up got worms..
then.. SURAT AMARAN ketiga sent to my house-.-'
waniao-.- lucky rainbow didn't come and find me-.-
if not-.- really BLACK DAY!
hmmm, i very sighh*
tmrw, late go school o.o? haihx
i don't want KH class lahhh!
what to do? ):
stupid single zai not yet help me do my folio-.-
ish, trouble me -.-
haih, today look at jovin like this i abit worry-.-
hope my bf won't do that to me-.-
if not...!
his ball ball will say goodbye to him xP
hehehehehehe =D
aiyoo, i miss his small little eye :D
eh FAN SHU!, now looking at my blog oh?
go look at your phone notes :P
hehe xP
k lahhhh!
lazyy write dyy :
bu baii
♥ strawberry

my new picture look so colourful :)
this take on that day went out with steve XD
sienz leh....! wish i can drive and go out!
in my dream lah please-.- ISH
hmmm.. ytd din't really sms my dar sia..
ermm, fei lor this da yeang-.-'
call me at 1am+ SIAO!
eventually, i had a nightmare about him..
woke up and cry and realise it wasn't real!
he tell me he won't betray me.
he tell me he love me the most.
but does all this really meant it? idk ):
haih ):
i need some strawberry to cheer me up from negative stuff!
YEE YERRR! D:
hmmm, OH YA HOR!
ytd at school.. sighh!
SO EMBARRASSING! walaoooooooo :O
let him see dao my sakai attitude at class =x
EEEEEEEEE, but but but
dunno why i feel he ytd so good hahaha
hehehe, suan le ba~
let him see the real me better than let him see i jia jia haha
okok, BYEBYE! :DD
I WAN GO BOOM BOOM!
zhu jian an, wo ai ni :PP

helloooooooooo ):
i pity her T_T
she's like the last time me..
what can i do????!! sighhh* i know how she feel
i see her cry makes my heart pain..
i know that feeling really SUCKS! ):
seriously hate this type of guys lahhh!
GIVE THEM SUPER SUPER BIG *hi-5*!
sighh* ish ish ish!
if my bf like that ahh..
wasai.... hope he won't like that please to GOD!
haih* see her cry cry cry until eyes red red..
turn myself to control my tears =x
why can't HE JUST TREAT HER IN A NICE WAY?
plus you're a guy you know anot?!
YERRR! BEH TAHAN!!!
maybe last time i so stupid also tio bully by my ex's
now see my fren happen the same thing i damn dulan!!!!
you think girls let you guys to play meh??! WANIAO!
one day you'll regret you do all this stuff!
YOU'LL REGRET MAKING HER CRYYYYYYY!!! idiotic!

hmmmmmmm, dance till my 'piku chao gan'
walaoooo, damn hard nehhhhh ):
oh oh oh, nowadays i keep think stuff which NOT LOGIC!!
eeeeeeeeee, why he must tll me everything lehhhh?
make till now my heart soft... I KEEP THINK.. sighhh
NOOOOO!, forever NO NO NO NO!
i'm happy with this life.
happy being with him (:
cause he care and and tahan my attitude ohhhh
geng nehhhh!
this type of guy i love the most! hehehehe :PP
harrr... haih.. mou tak gaoooo...
sienzzz lor...
hmmm, hmmmm..
should i have think the stuff he tell me ahh?
my mind is full of that night topic..!
hehehehe :DD
but ahh ermmm... I've decides something =x
duno lah dunno lah!
ishh, k laaaaa
baii baii~~~~~ :DD

strawberry boy forever mine!

she say she miss you!
miss your kiss and hug xP

helloooooo (:
today such a sleepy day.
hmmmm, eng ann don't be sad siaaaaaaa!

love love love (:

Your Love,
Our Love,
His Love,
Their Love,
In Love,
Out Love,
Be Love,
True Love,
Cause Love,
Love Love,
Lie Love,
Live Love,
With Love,
No Love,
Yes Love,
Wow Love,
Cool Love,
Sick Love,
Dry Love,
Con Love,
One Love,
Two Love,
Bright Love,
Dark Love,
Heaven Love,
High Love,
Hell Love,
Far Love,
Close Love,
Joke Love,
Laugh Love,
Cheers Love,
Goodbye Love.

i love you, i hope you do so.

I love the way he laughs
I love the way he’s kind
I love the way he smiles
I love the way he cares
I love the way he comfort me
I love how he talks
I love the way he holds me when I’m sad
I love the way he is
I love the way he loves me
I love our precious time together
I love his sweetness
I love that I love him so!
love me for real
love me just like you love yourself
love me until you have nothing else
love me because I love you
love me through the stress I put you through
love me when it hurts so bad
love me when things get frustrating and you get mad
love me because I give my all to you
love me when I make a mistake and fall
love me when I'm wrong
love me when I'm right
love me day and night
love me because I want you to
love me because your heart tells you to
love me because I love you
love me and I'll LOVE you

I don't think i can continue live a life like this.

love, is there anything else?
I have so must stress on my mind
Somebody please reach out to me!
I just need a little release!
who is going to help? no one.
lost in thought
lost in love
lost in death
lost without love
lost lost lost
im always lost
lost in this world
lost in the way of life
why is everbody lost
in this world im lost
alone I walk the streets at night
alone I pray to end this life
alone I am, alone I stay
alone I live, in endless strife
alone I eat, alone I sleep
alone I live, alone I dream
alone I cry, alone I scream
alone, the hole in which I lay
alone is home, alone is all
alone I am, right to the end

smiling always make us look better (:

hi? hellooooo~ (:
this morning was super moody.
don't know what's wrong with me.
sigh* though he not going to school.
but end up i saw him o.o
my mind is full filled with the msg he sent me.
i don't know what to reply so just kept silents.
sooo, today last period prasong come to my class ask me out ponteng o.o
we went to canteen to buy drinks for my dar and went up to give him.
he always smile till so sweet~~ ><"
sigh* haih haih haih ):
that's all for today.
hope i think happy stuff not the unhappy stuff.
and smile more!! :DD
okay, i wanna go eat my lunch dy.
byebye (:

if you really love a person should give him freedom.
so, he won't have stress.
i try to do that. trying my best.
used to cry all days last time.
end up, now I'm smiling although I'm unhappy.
today, i can't stand it anymore.
it's so damn embarrassing today!
i smile and smile, but tears dropping..
yes i still put a smile on it (:
i told myself everything will be fine sooner or later.
so, continue smile and be happy! :DD
went back home lock myself in the room.
after shower boom-boom then go eat my lunch mum-mum~^^
after that, sitting on my bed thinking what has been happen today.
and somehow i fell asleep :O
then later on had some problem again.
this time really burst into tears!
tissue beside me. sitting on my bed non-stop crying.
haih haih haih ):
you know, i hate the way i say stuff.
actually i wants you to go school when you said you're not gonna go.
actually it's not okay. but i said it's okay, you can don't go school.
i said stuff which not i wanted.
you wasn't in the mood.
instead of plus water. i plus oil and make you feel worst.
i know i keep on do stuff which always make you kinda hard.
what can i do now? haihx ):
you always say sorry. it's not even your fault.
whyy whyy whyyyyyy!
YORRR!!! =(
i always try to think positively.. somehow just go negative!
sigh* sabrina ahhh sabrina! *knock knock*
okay, time to offline.
nights people (:

HAPPY!
SUPER HAPPY!!>.<
i'm super super SUPER hyper and happy now!! ;D

hello (:
today didn't get to go school!
first, because yesterday talk on the phone with him until 3.45am!
we talk for like 2hours plus plus!
i was kinda blur that time!
woke up at around 1am+
reply his msg then he tell me what's the meaning of 'honeymoon'
i was so lazy to type msg that time..!
then i tell him call me lar.. i lazy type larhx..!
so he called me! we talk alots of stuffie x)
ahaha, he damn blur xD
both of us very energetic!
then he told me his not going to school tmr.. maybe
so i told him to go! END UP! myself also not going ahaha!
i was badly sick! neighbor bought me to clinic!
arhg!, got fever, headache and a very bad gastric!
so i told him that x)
then he ask me to eat and i say i scared FAT!
ahahaha, then he say few things blablabla~
errrmm~ then i told him "fine lahhh! i eat lor..! happy?"
then he said "hmmm.. happy"
so =.="
btw, he also didn't go school!-.-
so now like sms-ing with him!
i'm kinda bored!
DON'T WANNA EAT MEDICINE!!!
HATE IT!

hello x)
my blog its so dead!
i have no idea what happen to YOU!
maybe im scared to trust peopls nowadays!
but but but... I STILL TELL YOU! because to me you're still the best.
among all.. you can read my mind.. i have no idea.. you're super smart!
arhgx~~~ don't angry me le lahh! you're NOT wasting your time sms-ing with me!

friday went to PTAG chinese new year stuffie x)
WUUOO~
was kindda shock when kevin talk to me -o-
nyaaa~~! unknown yuki came and said "hug hug"!
i was like HAR?? then ignore ahahaha
kevin was like dot dot dot!!
yuki and the other girl raping kevin XD
i was laughing doing nothing!
after that..
leave the party and go yamcha with him at SMC!
he so... PAISEH!! HAHAHA ;D

since thursday i play maple XD
yesterday we gacha together x)
ahahaa, got lucky scroll and BULLSHIT item-.-

weeeeeeee ;D
i'm super happy today x)
there's some fella on maple keep on want the trust from me-.-
i don't even know him dots..
he want to lend my poison mushroom!
so i ask him to ask permision from my maybank!
cause he's the one buy for me xD
then the guy ask and he said NO xD
then the guy said "i wan her to be my gf!"
then he say "too bad.. she's mine"
IM SO HAPPY when he said that>.<
then he went eat lunch x)
we sms-ed~~~
then somehow i sent him "you're mine x)"
then he reply "lol ya im yours"
im like... smiling non-stop! xD
then we chat chat chat~~ XD
owhx, kylie said kevin wan 'COW' me...-.-
i feel so dot dot dot...!
ahahaha, im so so so happy!
now he taking nap x)
HE LOVE TO SLEEP!=.="
ahahahaha, hmmm..
maybe i have no chance but at least im happy then ennuf!
atleast can be with him then im happy xD
i don't want much!
im not gonna be greedy~~!!!
be happy for what i have NOW!!><
byebye x)
lvl31! in 4days!
thanks to him too for helping me>.<
baiibaii xD

WOOTS!
yesterday slept at 2am!
was talking on the phone with *******! x3
we talk for like 3-4hours
hahaha, din't know he play maple! O_O
and and and OMG...
this kwok tung damn... dot dot dot!!!
he arr.. swt-ness!! no comment for him le lah!!!

and this morning i get up at 7am!
mum said no need go school since edi so late for school!
but but but!, i still wanna go!>.<
hahaha, hmmm... sleepy!=O

i like got little feelings for him..
but but but!! if tell than i scared friend also don't have le..
so its better to keep it to myself (:

10/2/2010- horrible day at school! YUCK!

11/2/2010- 7.00-8.30pm maths tuition x)

8.30-9.25pm yamcha with raymond at SMC! thanks raymi^^

12/2/2010- din't get to go school=/ mama want balik kampung!

13/2/2010- drunk with my few cousin!=.=" ahhahaha..pengsan~~~~~

14/2/2010- ANGPAO DAY! hehehehehe! x) fun!

16/2/2010- errrr.... i can't think of anything =/

17/2/2010- go date date with all my honey x)
bought couple sit XD
watch The Lightning Thief
go shopping while x)
ps:/ sorry nick ahh!, can't get to play with you ): sowwie!!

18/2/2010-mum and jiejie go out lerhx=/
hahaha, early morning kacau Isaac XD
teeeeheeeee XDDDDDDD

without any edits!

thanks to the 'unknown' people which i don't know who was it-.-
i love it x)
but if you're not telling who are you then i gonna be super angry!-.-
btw, thanks yaaaaaaaaa x)

and and and!
such a horrible day! very very...
ISH! dont wanna write it here..
bye!

haih, my jieejiee arhs..
she sick lerhx..
she still wan walk to MCD buy things to eat..
i help her she also don't wan..
and and and and and..
I FINALLY called him-.-
since sat till today..
i spend the whole time to think how to talk and say to him..
haihx haihx~~~~~~~
dunno what to say...
he sounded like im annoying..
yeah, sure lahhh..!
hahx..
dunno what to sayyy..!
you know..i know...
and because of this..
we can't talk like normal..
see each other like normal...
haihx..
i wish and wish i could really forget all the memories btw you and me..!
so, i could share with you all my stuff now..!
i wanna wanna tell you so much of things..
but it seems you're no longer the last time you..
and i can't get to tell you things i wanna say..
its so hard.. you won't care..
and you wouldn't wanna listen anymore..
i wish time will go back and i'll redo everything.

praying hard that we both will be back besttie!
like how i always tell you my stuff and we both share secrets..
hopes God hears my prayer.

OK!, let me tell you something!
just incase when you see me, you'll heart attack tmr!
i cut my fringe until super short! ):
very weird!
HOLY MAMA~!~!~!

5/2/10
8pm-11pm go out with alex, lee, candy and candy bro x)

6/2/10
hello!, hahahaha x)
night talk to him for 2hours x]
we talk crap and stuff! xD
hear "bad romance" together x)
saying funny stuff ;D
hahahaha, i miss him! D:
i made him laugh laugh laugh xD
i also laugh alots too =D
he keep on "jek jek jek"
to stop him from saying 'jek'
i said "i love you!"
then he start to laugh-.-'
then he continue say 'jek' AGAIN!-.-
he arrr... funnie lahhhhh! xP
we hear songs together xD
hahaha, love it x_x
we both talk until wanna sleep x_x
so someone needda end the call x)
we both are lazy! ahahaha
cause i put my phone at my ear there with my pillow x)
cause lazy hold it lahhh! ;p
then his phone put it on his study table there
ahahaha, both also keep on say goodnight, bye, ok. (:
ahahaha, for like 10mins also not yet ended the call-.-'
ahahaha, and FINALLY he said "OK, 1, 2 & 3!" then call ended!
and im sleeping >_<
so damn long din't talk him like this lerhx x]

7/2/10
early morning wake up!
early breakfast x)
and continue online.
and and and
should i call 'him' anot?
yes or no?
haih, at night see first lar..!
byebye

if you think i'm ugly than you won't be much differents from me,
cause yu're even WORSE!


what did i do huh.
you will never care, never ever.

don't make me hate you

NONE EDIT!
natural (:

guess what?
nowadays im sleeping super late yet wake up early and go school late!
weird right? haih~
so there is 4people gonna get gantung at my class!
sad larhx ): such a boring class!
had fun at koperasi today! ;D
leng, boon, ryan and me! ;D
eeeeeee, clean up!
having fun! x)

chill raymii! ):
don't angry lorhx. smile (:

back home and i wanna take bath!
but end up fainted =/
NOT fainted but just no strange at all ;/
after had a dream and woke up!=/
called him, ask is he going school tmr?
so i could ask him to pass back my stuffie.
when he reply, and gotcha a girl background voice with no no no.
he said no and that girl continue say no no no..
i was like stunned there... din't say anything.. then just end with a bye.

and my grandpa&ma badly sick!
mum is staying over night at hospital company them.
and my little baby shasha is SICK!
high fever.
and
ME!, not telling you.
sadly!, our family people getting sick sick sick :x
hope i recover soonie!
everyone recover soon (:
later go gaigai with alex-.-
no ones at home.
such a bored day!

To DesmondLTW!, AndrewMOK! and PrasonG!.
i ain't running away from anyone!
so, STOP saying im running away from someone or wtvr.
i just walk like normal!
i'm not running away from him! arhgx =/
please don't say it again!
you'll make me upside down =

I wonder why do I have to smile when I am feeling the opposite..
My heart is having three empty spaces to occupy more people.
To you, you, and you.
Things we've been through are so much, memorable and precious.
But somebody took over me, so far, so easily.
I don't feel appreciated.
I relied on you too much.
I thought you were mine but I was being a fool.
That's all. I miss you still. I don't love you.
My phone call with someone yesterday was long, about two hours. And I can conclude that, no matter how, and what, a female is always a female.
They cry over stupid things because of love.
Everyone is so dumb when it comes to love.

SabrinaNg!, you're so paranoid!


My feeling now is a mixture of excitements, emoness, happiness, and desirableness

Eventually I cried after the dream. En la fuck it much. Very happy to have that dream but meanwhile very sad. I wished to stay in the dream forever.

hello..
after school...
i look and look at her..
she pin up her hair same as me.
she seriously awesome!
whaoo, she's like from heaven yet im from hell =/
i looked at her... so big different!
haha, nowonder.
i kept silents and somehow..
something POPS out...
i see and see...
look at the ground...
trying not to think back something worse!

this morning guess what time i WOKE UP?
oh goshh, 4.15am! siao right!
i though was 6.15am lerhx!
i rush to the bathroom and take bath!
AND after bath i look at my phone again its 4.35am ONLY!
WHAT TAA! siaooo!

lol, few people commented the way i pin my hair today!
ishhhhh!, ahahaha! messy hor? yeap (:
arhgx, this andrew ahhh!=/
early morning call me 'cat cat cat'
didn't even say hi then cat liaows! grrrs =/

oh yahhh!, people tmr come koperasi buy something!
im having my dutyy!
if i count wrong money than tell me ahh!
if you see me =/ means something wrong..
but i think i mostly will ;D although i feel =/

this few days having nightmares!
very very very sad dreams...
to avoid dreams so i drink 5-10% ALCOHOL!

not really feeling well..
mum bring me to hospital check up again~!
sadlyyyyy!, doctor bla bla bla!
then back home mum bla bla blah again! =/
hope everything turns to normal!

hahahaha, not going to math tuition todayy!
mum doesn't allowed! WHAT THE SHYYIT! -.-
grrrrrrs =/

lol, i called desmond!
wanted to ask him something and stuffie!
end up din't!
cause his friends was with him and they we're laughing=.=
and i ended the called!

okays, time to eat medicine! =(
buh byeeeeee

hello x)
lol, today don't know what happen to me! =/
im on duty for koperasi today!
something went wrong with me!
i keep on count wrong money..
people give me RM5 and i return them back RM11!
leng like scolded me! not really like scold~
but he like "OI~!~! work nicely lahh!"
haihx, i cant concentrate! because of 'something' no! 'someone'
LOL!! WAT TAAAA!
nevermind!
i'm so proud that i din't ponteng my BM tuition!
my form4 friends was like saying im gonna be so dead!
cause i ponteng for 4weeks ler =X
BM tuition was alright! (:
leng, martin, shayne and NICK! yay!
hahaha, he finally come to my tuition!
yawns, after BM got english tuition!
i enter the english class and i was like
'teacherr!, today yu're so SEXYYYYY!' ;D
hahahaha, shuan went in was like 'whao whao whao'
LOL!, after tuition was really heavy rain! ):
OH NO! x)
ahaha, thanks to lyx that helped me x)




ahahaha, woots!
im pretty in a way you'll never know x)

hey people (:
guess what?
YAY!, YAY!, YAY!!
my class finally got a chinese GIRL!!!!
when she enter my class!
she's like so bright and like an angel got wings behind her x]
hahaha, i happy till ki siao!!
those who are reading my blog.
if yu're from my school!
tmr come to koperasi BUY SOMETHING! (:
come to my counter x]
lol lol lol!

Please let me to forget all my memories!
now!, i get the answer...
i won't care anymore..
if i continue care only will makes you avoid me..
please let all the bad/sweet/loving memories GO AWAY!
POOF POOF POOF!!! CHU CHU CHU!!!! go AWAY!!!!
i feel like a damn fool caring so much!
now i know who you care the most..
i know and know..
OMG, SHUT UP sabrina!!!!

NOW!, get a life!
SMILE MORE ;D
you'll never see how i feel!
cause i always hide all my feelings!

buh bye friends (:
sorry alex!, ffk you again x]
when i free only go your house play dancing matt!

hello! )=
yesterday thunder was so damn loud! T_T
you know!, i scared till don't know like how! macam cat=.="

then around 8.45pm went to the park.
alex from permai come to bayu find me chit chat~
so i walk to the park that near by my house x)
then we chit chat~!~!
then chat till 9.55~ gonna 10pm jorhx =O
then he pei me all the way back home~
be4 that he ask me to go near him..
then i go lorhx=.=
then he go and hit my forehead=.=!!!
i was like "OUCH!" pain larhx!
he's like forget bout him la!=.=
i was like LOL=.="
then after back home bath and sleep! =D

today at school damn babi-ted lar ):
clip clip clip hair! T________T
so damn embarrassing! =X
tmr still needda find that teacher!
i wanna FFK her x) YAY! ahahaha

eeeee, s2piak zhen yang!!! ):
keep insulting me about alex! S2PID!!
lol, ignoring x)
ahahahahahahahaha! ;P

ohhh, xiang yang said he looks like a girl? from far!
eh lehhh!, nononoo! somemore he say he lengluii==
hahaha, i said i more lengluii xP
YES!, pretty pretty pretty!^^

lol, raymond damn cute XD
hahahaha, eat ice-cream till ~.~
HAHAHAH, LOL! woots x)

I WANNA forget all the things we did! =/
why i keep on thinking we might patch back?
WHY WHY WHY!!!???!!!
please stop thinking la DONG!
it won't happen..!
stupid sabrina! ):
stop thinking too MUCH! ishh!=\

YEA YEA!, you're amazing, but did i mention that you're a snob.?
i seriously hate you when yu talk bad about 'him'!
so what if your looks its so great?
but your inside looks like piece of shitty! *Phuiii!=O*
JUST STFU! i'll 'never' like this kind of person!
to me you're awful & filthy!