Friday, December 25, 2009

hi! :]
blog being so DEAD =O
ermmm, at kuantan i always go CC
and arr.. the CC ppl so so so weird! :x
thanks to whoever who belanja me for 5hours that person=="
idk him-.-
he so noisy sit beside me==
i keep scold KANASAI==!!
then they give me a nick name called "KANASAI GIRL"
and they give my cousin name as "OI"
then my time over then he dunno put what ID at the pc then can play liao==
then use lurhx~.~
i use his acc till i offline! night =O
then ytd at CC had lots of fun!>.<
they very friendly!
+lengzaiiii :O
2 of it from KL! the rest all from kuantan geh=.=
then then i know all of them from [steps]*game
they come add me as buddy then talk then i ask yu're fro kuantan==?
then they say how yu know?
then i reply! yu also at CC?
then they reply HOW YU KNOW?
then i say yu're not the 1st one==
ahahahahaha=="
all also sit near me derhx==
then all the guy laugh==
so LAME!!!!!=-=
and LOL LOL LOL
stupided christmas!
lalalalala~!~!~!
oh byebye!!
time for steps!
and i married at steps liao!!><
its also from kuantan geh==
sampat=.=
k la
bye kanasai

Saturday, December 19, 2009

HI :O
MOODY!
i hate to be blamed by someone!
when i say i dint means i dint la!
FKER!!!
idk since when yu don't trust me anymore..!
the 1st time also like that!
NOW edi 2nd time liao~!
haihxT-T
OKAYS!!!
birthday coming soonie>.<
i wish got bear bear for mieeeee^^
last year all give me RM50 for present=="
this year go MCD XD
gonna invite everyone EXCEPT the one i dislike!><
cause i wanna be HAPPY><
ahhhhhh buuuuuuuuuu~
ahhhhhhhhhhhh bekkkkk~
KANASAIIIIIII~!~!
yu know, ytd i talk to bryan in the phone~
he said i stay at kuantan then start to say KANASAI~!
cause KUANTAN start with (K)
so kanasai xD
LOLS"
ahahhaahahhaa
come here so sien!><
all i do is go cc play=.=
haihx~!~!~!~!
k lor k lor xD
byebye~
dragonica time!><
love yu all<3

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

why i can talk to yu whole night
why just only say goodbye and still wanna see yu?
inside all my frens yu're the speacial ones?
always yu're the one i can depend on!
i can't wait to know our future!
come near abit and i'll let yu hold hand!
be brave abit and i'll follow yu go!
what yu're waiting for? not much time left!
if still like that ITS TOO LATE!
go forward abit and i will agree!
impluse abit and i wont go away!
is just 3words! if yu say out and yu can have me!
why when yu're lonely and alone only wants me to company yu?
why when i moody or sad only can let yu comfort me?
in our heart really got that type of feelings
why can't we just don't hide and face the problems!
just tell me yu love me and i'll NEVER GO!

Saturday, December 12, 2009



hello! :]
the picture that i edit nice marhs?>.<
why i edit this picture it because...
if yu fall in love yu have to let it go also!=)
learn learn learn! :]
i use to put my love at my first place :]
but now!, i put at 3rd! ;/
cause i think love is not everything? ><
i though without my bf i would rather die or can't live anymore?
but i think i was WRONG WRONG WRONG! :x
cause love always make people sad or cry EVEN make people go suicide>ohhhh nononononono~!~!>.<
so i better don't fall inlove anymore>.<
i forget my past!>.<
everything! every single thing!
i even forget my bf? who was it? wake up everything was just gone :]
*pooof!*
OHHH!!!!!! DAMN IT!
my damn sister keep on talking about christmas!
haihx>.<
hate her when she talk about!!
make me damn errr... moody?
i can't belive this year christmas i gonna be sad? or LONELY!
hahahahahaahahahahaha >_<
i think my birthday also sad sad sad ~.~
but but but but!! must be happy?
i feel sad, that is why i laugh!
i hate christmas for NOW!!
so don't talk to me about it! orelse!
i gonna screw yu UP!!!
and byebye :] >.<


Thursday, December 10, 2009

hello :]
erm, ytd so sleeppy and sleep at 3am+
haihx... can't sleep==
one day take 3bath liao==
erm... yoooh!
errrrr, my room now... haihx=="
today i pecah one bottle of glasse..
so now my floor got alots of little piece of glass xD
yu know wut? i feel like taking it and cut myself!
cut cut cut cut!!
looking at my hand bleeding :]
the glass break is like how my heart break~
wuuooowuhooo!!! LOLS==
suddenly feel like crying== my mind empty>.<
should get used to it!^^ weeeee ;D
BOOM! hahahahaah==
lvl14 then lazy play xD
lvl13 go kill lvl15 and 19 monster xD
altought im so scared but learn!!!!!!! STUPID SABRINA!!!
scary catT_______T
errr errr errr.....! wht to say nehhhh?!
ermmmmm, this few days time pass damn fast>.<
every night write my diary be4 sleep nehh xD
wanna see? blekkkkk=P Nononono ;/
LOL LOL LOL.........
ermmmm, errrrrr, tell yu something!
nowdays i wont wear short pant or wtvr!
NEVER AGAIN!!!
k la, byebye
(dunno wht to say)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Playing dragonica!^^
meet new fren!^^
is nick fren!^^
errmmm, i dunno his real life name but i call him clock! :]
tick tock tick tock~!~!~!
hahahahahaha :x
play with him yu will seriously feel DAMN safe!
hahahaha, although no exp XD
ermmmm, sorry clock!
i dc-ed >.<
so i own yu PVP~!~!
hahahahahaha, LOLS!!!
okay, everyone! pray that i will die soonie!!
having fever~! MUM damn noisy~!~!~!
erm, i dint eat madicine! hahaha==
i think cause this few day dint sleep well and eat well~!
breakfast = my dinner=.="
or sometimes i dint even eat whole day..=="
well well well, haihx...! feeling super weak~!
i always keep myself super BUSY~!
nothing to do? then i sleep==
orelse head to the comp and play non-stop!
or watch youtube~! see, im so busy==
msn, chit chat chit chat chit chat~.~
macam 8poh=.= ahahahaha
i went school and take my result>.<
okay, all FAILE!!!
T____________________T
erm...., english pass xD
so all E and 1C
and errr? the class thinggy is at 31st dec only can see xD
and wow wow wow
birthday coming soonie xD
errrrr, so i not gonna follow joan at sat~.~
i think raymond, foo, candy, may, joan, kah yen.
still got few more ppl xD
errr, i dunwan go==
joan keep call me go go go cause of dunno
but NOWAY!!!!! phewit!
who care lar~
LOLS, who give a shit damn about it!
k la, i seriously very sleepy!!!
only 10.20pm~! but sleeppy!!
ytd wake up at 2am~.~
WOW, hot hot hot!
fever fever fever!!!
getting higher higher!
lets all come to my funeral party
WUUUHOOOOO!^^
k la k la k la xD
i mau tidur==
ermmm? anything else? NO!!
then byebye



Monday, December 7, 2009

yu think yu're so good?
let me tell yu!
i know all the stuff yu have done and said behind my back!
yu fking useless asshole idiotic guy!
nowonder "NO girls" wants yu before!
i will CLAP my hands if someone have REJECTED YU again!
and by the time don't come to me and cry again~!~!
IM not a paper that after yu use then can throw it away!
and yu want then take, dOnt wan then can throw!
IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT!
don't forget last time all the while yu was LONELY & ALONE!
when yu cry im the one that comfort yu!
when yu're lonely, IM the one always there for yu!
yu said yu wanna had a gf~! i have done for yu~!
yu know, mostly is i listen to yu everything~! how bout yu?
yes, yu will never dumb me..! ofcos yu will never!
cause later on? YOU WONT HAVE A GF!
yu're such a playboy! am i right? IM SURE IM 100% RIGHT!
when yu got bored of this girl then yu will change y0ur mind..!
yu always change y0ur mind!
being torture by yu is not easy!
being y0ur gf even worst!~!
is super not easy at all~!~!
yu know be4 we couple i only cry for yu once!
that once is when yu cried while yu were talking to me in the phone..
i don't know why i cry..! but i just feel damn pain when yu cry..!
but after we couple..
1month got 31days or 30days!
guess in one month i cry in how many days?
30days inside i cry for 25days!
yu treat me good and bad...
when good the time my mood fly until super high like im in heaven!
when bad.. like im in hell...
thats what yu always give to me..
i learn to give up but not yet learn to let go.. always..!
but NOW.! i think i edi let go everything..!
there's much more people is better than yu..!
hahahahahaha, i feel i so dumb!!!!!
we din't couple at 5th time cause i missunderstand yu..!
so no need to break up..!
YU said yu feel guilty? yu feel heart broken?
let me tell yu, yu dint feel guilty and heart broken!!!!
YOU FEEL LONELY!!!!!!!!
yu love girl only for their LOOKS!
not me said one..! brandon lee said so..!
its true..! yu ask y0urself right NOW!!!
yu're not handsome
yu're not cute
yu're not yeng
yu're not smart
yu're not everything!!!
but i love you for who yu are!
no matter yu had a accident and y0ur leg gone
i still will love you~!
but how about yu? yu won't!!!!!!!
haha, im so dumb~!~!
i last time don't care how people look at me when i go out~!
but after i got yu..
i care how people look at me and i must dress well in order to look ok~!
i know im ugly.. im not as perfect as her..!
i won't hate her neither yu~
i only hate myself why can't i keep the one i love..
why can't i have something perfect!
i don't even have her 1% neither 0.01%
yu made me forget the other him..!
yu make me to fall for yu..!
and now yu want me to get outta here..!
yu know! now im losing my way off..!
yu leave me is the same day he left me alone..!
when he left me yu were there for me..
but now.. yu left me there's no one for me anymore..!
I So bloody frustrated right now~!
ytd till now..!
can't sleep...! no mood to eat..!
computer time sit infront of computer and listen song and chat..
computer time over..!
back to room on the song super loud...!
din't tell my family wht happen to me even they keep asking me..!
lock myself in the room and sit in the corner...!
i edi try my best to keep myself busy..!
i sleep... i have a nightmare about yu and wake up and cry...
all the memories can please just wash away..!
im suffering..
my heart is the one crying and bleeding



im sick of crying
tired of trying
YEAH!, im smiling=)
BUT inside im dying


Sunday, December 6, 2009

hello :]
okay, 2nd post of today :]
ermm? ermm? erm....?
what to say arhx?
LOL, bored-ness xD
hmmmmm? O.O
fixing my sims card :]
then after that can sms and talk in the phone liao ><
oh than... erm....
im a happy girl with a happy world~~~
smile smile~ smile smile smile~!!
lol, teeeheee><
cant wait to get my phone and see my sms><
that guy msn me and say he sms me something><
wondering wht he sms me jekkk!!!
fai faii fix my sims card and i wanna see><
nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!~!
meow meow meow~!~!
oh hi :]
yesterday HAD fun! :]
watch new moon 2nd time liao==
set btw ah bi and raymond :]
im so hungry during the show=.=
then i was like telling raymond im hungry :x
then he also say me too then continue ee may also say samething~
then hi-5 *PIAK!*
went sushi XD *YUMM-YUMM!!*
after sushi me and jovin go skate~~!
start to no mood=.="
okay, candy ahh=.= feel like slapping her edi=.="
make me so mou min!!
then she explain everything to that guy :]
tht guy come ask her who is the one actually wan my number?
this sei candy go say me=.="
i edi no mood somemore she plus fire in=.=
then after that i skate skate~!~!~!!!!
moodless~~!
then that guy go ask candy i beh song him issit?==
SWT!!!
later on candy wants me to tell him i dint beh song him la=.="
go tell lor=.="
sherwin: why yu like beh song me?
me : no arrr. got meh?
sherwin : okay, then why no mood?
me : got meh? *smile*
sherwin : your face telling me yu no mood or sad?
me : oh, SMART! yeah, anything?
sherwin : nothing
me : bye
then went out and BYEBYE!
then go cake cake~
then then then...
transportation problem~
then candy wanna take pictre with THAT GUY=.=" her wish..
fine lor, go skating part there nyam nyam that guy not yet go xD
then he saw me come after me then i was like can take picture?
sherwin : sure sure sure
i was like ermmm, not me ahhh! is candy :]
he was like har? oh okay...
LOL!
then help both of them take picture lurhx xD
haihx, DONE candy wish liao~
how about my own wish? no one can help :]
true true true~
help raymond,joan,onnia,candy,bryan and jade wish ome true~
how about mine? who gonna help me? NO ONE!
haihx, thanks alots to aaron, nick, raymond and shue king!
i will smile smile smile!^^
sorry nick ahhh><
mafan yu so much>

Friday, December 4, 2009

FUCKED UP!
yesterday my phone DIED!
even my sims card also DIED!!
WTF going wrongT_T
i regrets!!!!
throw my phone too hard? too pissed=.=
and all fall into pieces!
lalalalaalalalalalalalala~~!!
haha, brandon! stop saying haih or haiz or haiyoyo..=="
copy me jekk=.="
AND dont keep call me say "i can do it"
let me tell yu back! i cant do it lol!
hahaha, seriously can't!
cause sabrina always can't no matter what!
wah, if yu see this i gonna dead :x
but i seriously can't! =X
ytd sleep at 4am++
just to think what to wear~!
cant sleep LOL!!!!
sms-ing~!~!
i so so so so so so moody this few days...!
thanks to bradon lurhx><~
eh, brand if i cry yu follow cry o? if yu will only say la=="
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!^^
im so so so so so so so so dunno wht to say~~~~~~
meow meow~!~!~!
thanks exz~!~!~! lovieee yu<3<3<3!!!
lol lala lol lala

let me tell yu some secrets><
i have a BABY!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA :x


Thursday, December 3, 2009

GRATS MYSELF!! :]
maxed in 2b at ffs XD
from 700m-2b XD
thanks to my owner XD
hahahahahahaha xD
im into Royal Blood family!
thats all :D

yesterday night super no mood=.="
i don't know why but somehow just damn pissed!
ps:/ sorry phone! ytd throw yu so hard! *sayang back xD*
haha...=.="
ytd cry to sleep=.="
oh lol~!~!
aiyoyoyoyo, sometimes wanna shout out loud!
haihx...~!~!
yu said he wasn't the guy for me..
yu said yu can do better than him..
yu said that yu wont do the samething..
yu say and say and say...
but let me tell yu...
i have no feelings anymore..
neither him or yu!
JUST NO FEELINGS!!!
GET IT..?!?!!!!!
i will choose NO ONE..!
cause yu guys sure say good thing de la
after that all the words can throw into garbage!
i edi not that stupid liao la=.="
just dont compare yu and him=-=
i choose myself^^
wo ai mei you ren


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Hello :]
this few day sms sms AND sms!^^
mostly is sms brandon lur~
ps/: ytd sleep dint reply yu =X
HAHAHAHAHA!!
WOW! *shock*
bryan dint play comp for few week ohhh!!!
HAPPY!!!! *clap hand!!*
atleast he learn xD
teeeeeheeeee!^^
oh no!!>.<
i pokai~!~!~!
tak boleh go sunway :x
LOL!
going yamchaaa with brandon they all~~~~~
nuuuuuuuu~!~!~!~!
so bored at house la~
sabrina lalalalala~~~~
computer download maple and sdo liao~!~!
weeeeewit!!!!>.<
but i still sms while i play games=.="
cause it seems i had 50% for dunno wht=.="
shuang dao BOOM!
everyday spend over rm10 in phone=.="
anything sms pun boleh xD
i'll reply xD

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

hell0 :]
yu know ytd damn funnie!
not funny la..
just that i keep laughing for no reason..!
laugh until cry==
LOL!!!
i just got one new kai didii`
candy bro xD
awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!, he's SO cute>.< l
alalalalalalalalalalaala~!~!
LOL!!!
i laugh again=.="
dunno why!!
i find myself much more happy liao><
maybe let go le bah?
YES, SHUU SHUU SHU!!
get lost =PPPPP
i remember i always use to cry..
but nowwwwww!!!
HAPPY GIRL!!!! :]
muahahahahaha <------- she sot sot liao xDDDD
k la xD
always appear offline at msn derhx xD
find me and i'll reply XDDD
if i don't means not in the good mood!!!
baiibaii!
wo ai mei you ren