Diara's diary

This few day I'm not in a good mood`i don't know what happen to me.i feel like crying for alots of times.but just cant cry out~i have a friend name called "ah di" he suddenly got a sick like cannot move and talk, just can sleep... i feel damn sad=( i remember the time when my cousin and i went ice skating ,he still very active. but now suddenly tell me, he might die.
why everyone serounding me like one by one going awayT.T
can yu all stop going away from me?
im tired of crying every night

i fake to smile:(