spending my holiday like crap.. going cyber cafe desperately. having period yet still drinking cold water. he came my house over night for 2nights. we sleep & huge each other. i miss the old him. and i hate the current me cause i'm getting more greedy. reading back those post i used to up in my blog. sigh* i just fucking hates my attitude. i hate how i get jealous easily & pissed at him always over little things. i just want to be a better person and girl.friend.

Pissing me off

so fare i finally update my blog.

a lot of stuff happened. i din't know people was talking bad about me till i check out on facebook.
shaun lee, do you think i will scam her lens? are you brainless or what? watch your mouth, idiot!
another things is that i had this friend i used to loved so much that i always make food and talk to her but now we're nothing.. we argue and somehow she cried... i admit i was so mean that i scold her.. but i really don't want her to continue do wrong stuff.. i care for both of my friends.. but how!!
& another thing is my sister is so busy that she can't collect the lens so i have to just wait for her to get the lens back today. if not that humans though i scam people. those people must be fucking brainless-.- c'mon! common sense! will i so stupid scam my own school people when we have to face each other everyday..? fucktard shaun -.- i wanna rip his mouth apart! grrrs.. recently damn stress over everything.. OH STOP! today is joan birthday! hahaha x) pity her... her birthday still have to worry about her friend's problem xD alright.. i don't know who to talk to so i talking to my blog.. here come headache.. -.- sucks