hello x)
my blog its so dead!
i have no idea what happen to YOU!
maybe im scared to trust peopls nowadays!
but but but... I STILL TELL YOU! because to me you're still the best.
among all.. you can read my mind.. i have no idea.. you're super smart!
arhgx~~~ don't angry me le lahh! you're NOT wasting your time sms-ing with me!

friday went to PTAG chinese new year stuffie x)
WUUOO~
was kindda shock when kevin talk to me -o-
nyaaa~~! unknown yuki came and said "hug hug"!
i was like HAR?? then ignore ahahaha
kevin was like dot dot dot!!
yuki and the other girl raping kevin XD
i was laughing doing nothing!
after that..
leave the party and go yamcha with him at SMC!
he so... PAISEH!! HAHAHA ;D

since thursday i play maple XD
yesterday we gacha together x)
ahahaa, got lucky scroll and BULLSHIT item-.-

weeeeeeee ;D
i'm super happy today x)
there's some fella on maple keep on want the trust from me-.-
i don't even know him dots..
he want to lend my poison mushroom!
so i ask him to ask permision from my maybank!
cause he's the one buy for me xD
then the guy ask and he said NO xD
then the guy said "i wan her to be my gf!"
then he say "too bad.. she's mine"
IM SO HAPPY when he said that>.<
then he went eat lunch x)
we sms-ed~~~
then somehow i sent him "you're mine x)"
then he reply "lol ya im yours"
im like... smiling non-stop! xD
then we chat chat chat~~ XD
owhx, kylie said kevin wan 'COW' me...-.-
i feel so dot dot dot...!
ahahaha, im so so so happy!
now he taking nap x)
HE LOVE TO SLEEP!=.="
ahahahaha, hmmm..
maybe i have no chance but at least im happy then ennuf!
atleast can be with him then im happy xD
i don't want much!
im not gonna be greedy~~!!!
be happy for what i have NOW!!><
byebye x)
lvl31! in 4days!
thanks to him too for helping me>.<
baiibaii xD

WOOTS!
yesterday slept at 2am!
was talking on the phone with *******! x3
we talk for like 3-4hours
hahaha, din't know he play maple! O_O
and and and OMG...
this kwok tung damn... dot dot dot!!!
he arr.. swt-ness!! no comment for him le lah!!!

and this morning i get up at 7am!
mum said no need go school since edi so late for school!
but but but!, i still wanna go!>.<
hahaha, hmmm... sleepy!=O

i like got little feelings for him..
but but but!! if tell than i scared friend also don't have le..
so its better to keep it to myself (:

10/2/2010- horrible day at school! YUCK!

11/2/2010- 7.00-8.30pm maths tuition x)

8.30-9.25pm yamcha with raymond at SMC! thanks raymi^^

12/2/2010- din't get to go school=/ mama want balik kampung!

13/2/2010- drunk with my few cousin!=.=" ahhahaha..pengsan~~~~~

14/2/2010- ANGPAO DAY! hehehehehe! x) fun!

16/2/2010- errrr.... i can't think of anything =/

17/2/2010- go date date with all my honey x)
bought couple sit XD
watch The Lightning Thief
go shopping while x)
ps:/ sorry nick ahh!, can't get to play with you ): sowwie!!

18/2/2010-mum and jiejie go out lerhx=/
hahaha, early morning kacau Isaac XD
teeeeheeeee XDDDDDDD

without any edits!

thanks to the 'unknown' people which i don't know who was it-.-
i love it x)
but if you're not telling who are you then i gonna be super angry!-.-
btw, thanks yaaaaaaaaa x)

and and and!
such a horrible day! very very...
ISH! dont wanna write it here..
bye!

haih, my jieejiee arhs..
she sick lerhx..
she still wan walk to MCD buy things to eat..
i help her she also don't wan..
and and and and and..
I FINALLY called him-.-
since sat till today..
i spend the whole time to think how to talk and say to him..
haihx haihx~~~~~~~
dunno what to say...
he sounded like im annoying..
yeah, sure lahhh..!
hahx..
dunno what to sayyy..!
you know..i know...
and because of this..
we can't talk like normal..
see each other like normal...
haihx..
i wish and wish i could really forget all the memories btw you and me..!
so, i could share with you all my stuff now..!
i wanna wanna tell you so much of things..
but it seems you're no longer the last time you..
and i can't get to tell you things i wanna say..
its so hard.. you won't care..
and you wouldn't wanna listen anymore..
i wish time will go back and i'll redo everything.

praying hard that we both will be back besttie!
like how i always tell you my stuff and we both share secrets..
hopes God hears my prayer.

OK!, let me tell you something!
just incase when you see me, you'll heart attack tmr!
i cut my fringe until super short! ):
very weird!
HOLY MAMA~!~!~!

5/2/10
8pm-11pm go out with alex, lee, candy and candy bro x)

6/2/10
hello!, hahahaha x)
night talk to him for 2hours x]
we talk crap and stuff! xD
hear "bad romance" together x)
saying funny stuff ;D
hahahaha, i miss him! D:
i made him laugh laugh laugh xD
i also laugh alots too =D
he keep on "jek jek jek"
to stop him from saying 'jek'
i said "i love you!"
then he start to laugh-.-'
then he continue say 'jek' AGAIN!-.-
he arrr... funnie lahhhhh! xP
we hear songs together xD
hahaha, love it x_x
we both talk until wanna sleep x_x
so someone needda end the call x)
we both are lazy! ahahaha
cause i put my phone at my ear there with my pillow x)
cause lazy hold it lahhh! ;p
then his phone put it on his study table there
ahahaha, both also keep on say goodnight, bye, ok. (:
ahahaha, for like 10mins also not yet ended the call-.-'
ahahaha, and FINALLY he said "OK, 1, 2 & 3!" then call ended!
and im sleeping >_<
so damn long din't talk him like this lerhx x]

7/2/10
early morning wake up!
early breakfast x)
and continue online.
and and and
should i call 'him' anot?
yes or no?
haih, at night see first lar..!
byebye

if you think i'm ugly than you won't be much differents from me,
cause yu're even WORSE!


what did i do huh.
you will never care, never ever.

don't make me hate you

NONE EDIT!
natural (:

guess what?
nowadays im sleeping super late yet wake up early and go school late!
weird right? haih~
so there is 4people gonna get gantung at my class!
sad larhx ): such a boring class!
had fun at koperasi today! ;D
leng, boon, ryan and me! ;D
eeeeeee, clean up!
having fun! x)

chill raymii! ):
don't angry lorhx. smile (:

back home and i wanna take bath!
but end up fainted =/
NOT fainted but just no strange at all ;/
after had a dream and woke up!=/
called him, ask is he going school tmr?
so i could ask him to pass back my stuffie.
when he reply, and gotcha a girl background voice with no no no.
he said no and that girl continue say no no no..
i was like stunned there... din't say anything.. then just end with a bye.

and my grandpa&ma badly sick!
mum is staying over night at hospital company them.
and my little baby shasha is SICK!
high fever.
and
ME!, not telling you.
sadly!, our family people getting sick sick sick :x
hope i recover soonie!
everyone recover soon (:
later go gaigai with alex-.-
no ones at home.
such a bored day!

To DesmondLTW!, AndrewMOK! and PrasonG!.
i ain't running away from anyone!
so, STOP saying im running away from someone or wtvr.
i just walk like normal!
i'm not running away from him! arhgx =/
please don't say it again!
you'll make me upside down =

I wonder why do I have to smile when I am feeling the opposite..
My heart is having three empty spaces to occupy more people.
To you, you, and you.
Things we've been through are so much, memorable and precious.
But somebody took over me, so far, so easily.
I don't feel appreciated.
I relied on you too much.
I thought you were mine but I was being a fool.
That's all. I miss you still. I don't love you.
My phone call with someone yesterday was long, about two hours. And I can conclude that, no matter how, and what, a female is always a female.
They cry over stupid things because of love.
Everyone is so dumb when it comes to love.

SabrinaNg!, you're so paranoid!


My feeling now is a mixture of excitements, emoness, happiness, and desirableness

Eventually I cried after the dream. En la fuck it much. Very happy to have that dream but meanwhile very sad. I wished to stay in the dream forever.

hello..
after school...
i look and look at her..
she pin up her hair same as me.
she seriously awesome!
whaoo, she's like from heaven yet im from hell =/
i looked at her... so big different!
haha, nowonder.
i kept silents and somehow..
something POPS out...
i see and see...
look at the ground...
trying not to think back something worse!

this morning guess what time i WOKE UP?
oh goshh, 4.15am! siao right!
i though was 6.15am lerhx!
i rush to the bathroom and take bath!
AND after bath i look at my phone again its 4.35am ONLY!
WHAT TAA! siaooo!

lol, few people commented the way i pin my hair today!
ishhhhh!, ahahaha! messy hor? yeap (:
arhgx, this andrew ahhh!=/
early morning call me 'cat cat cat'
didn't even say hi then cat liaows! grrrs =/

oh yahhh!, people tmr come koperasi buy something!
im having my dutyy!
if i count wrong money than tell me ahh!
if you see me =/ means something wrong..
but i think i mostly will ;D although i feel =/

this few days having nightmares!
very very very sad dreams...
to avoid dreams so i drink 5-10% ALCOHOL!

not really feeling well..
mum bring me to hospital check up again~!
sadlyyyyy!, doctor bla bla bla!
then back home mum bla bla blah again! =/
hope everything turns to normal!

hahahaha, not going to math tuition todayy!
mum doesn't allowed! WHAT THE SHYYIT! -.-
grrrrrrs =/

lol, i called desmond!
wanted to ask him something and stuffie!
end up din't!
cause his friends was with him and they we're laughing=.=
and i ended the called!

okays, time to eat medicine! =(
buh byeeeeee

hello x)
lol, today don't know what happen to me! =/
im on duty for koperasi today!
something went wrong with me!
i keep on count wrong money..
people give me RM5 and i return them back RM11!
leng like scolded me! not really like scold~
but he like "OI~!~! work nicely lahh!"
haihx, i cant concentrate! because of 'something' no! 'someone'
LOL!! WAT TAAAA!
nevermind!
i'm so proud that i din't ponteng my BM tuition!
my form4 friends was like saying im gonna be so dead!
cause i ponteng for 4weeks ler =X
BM tuition was alright! (:
leng, martin, shayne and NICK! yay!
hahaha, he finally come to my tuition!
yawns, after BM got english tuition!
i enter the english class and i was like
'teacherr!, today yu're so SEXYYYYY!' ;D
hahahaha, shuan went in was like 'whao whao whao'
LOL!, after tuition was really heavy rain! ):
OH NO! x)
ahaha, thanks to lyx that helped me x)




ahahaha, woots!
im pretty in a way you'll never know x)

hey people (:
guess what?
YAY!, YAY!, YAY!!
my class finally got a chinese GIRL!!!!
when she enter my class!
she's like so bright and like an angel got wings behind her x]
hahaha, i happy till ki siao!!
those who are reading my blog.
if yu're from my school!
tmr come to koperasi BUY SOMETHING! (:
come to my counter x]
lol lol lol!

Please let me to forget all my memories!
now!, i get the answer...
i won't care anymore..
if i continue care only will makes you avoid me..
please let all the bad/sweet/loving memories GO AWAY!
POOF POOF POOF!!! CHU CHU CHU!!!! go AWAY!!!!
i feel like a damn fool caring so much!
now i know who you care the most..
i know and know..
OMG, SHUT UP sabrina!!!!

NOW!, get a life!
SMILE MORE ;D
you'll never see how i feel!
cause i always hide all my feelings!

buh bye friends (:
sorry alex!, ffk you again x]
when i free only go your house play dancing matt!

hello! )=
yesterday thunder was so damn loud! T_T
you know!, i scared till don't know like how! macam cat=.="

then around 8.45pm went to the park.
alex from permai come to bayu find me chit chat~
so i walk to the park that near by my house x)
then we chit chat~!~!
then chat till 9.55~ gonna 10pm jorhx =O
then he pei me all the way back home~
be4 that he ask me to go near him..
then i go lorhx=.=
then he go and hit my forehead=.=!!!
i was like "OUCH!" pain larhx!
he's like forget bout him la!=.=
i was like LOL=.="
then after back home bath and sleep! =D

today at school damn babi-ted lar ):
clip clip clip hair! T________T
so damn embarrassing! =X
tmr still needda find that teacher!
i wanna FFK her x) YAY! ahahaha

eeeee, s2piak zhen yang!!! ):
keep insulting me about alex! S2PID!!
lol, ignoring x)
ahahahahahahahaha! ;P

ohhh, xiang yang said he looks like a girl? from far!
eh lehhh!, nononoo! somemore he say he lengluii==
hahaha, i said i more lengluii xP
YES!, pretty pretty pretty!^^

lol, raymond damn cute XD
hahahaha, eat ice-cream till ~.~
HAHAHAH, LOL! woots x)

I WANNA forget all the things we did! =/
why i keep on thinking we might patch back?
WHY WHY WHY!!!???!!!
please stop thinking la DONG!
it won't happen..!
stupid sabrina! ):
stop thinking too MUCH! ishh!=\

YEA YEA!, you're amazing, but did i mention that you're a snob.?
i seriously hate you when yu talk bad about 'him'!
so what if your looks its so great?
but your inside looks like piece of shitty! *Phuiii!=O*
JUST STFU! i'll 'never' like this kind of person!
to me you're awful & filthy!