hello! (:
boring! )':
going to MCD the coming friday! (:
i just feel like going x) no ideaaa =/
haha, suddenly wanna make myself to look better! x)
pretty pretty pretty! x)
if you wanna judge me please look at the mirror before yu judge me!
although im not so pretty but MY HEART is much better than yu!
if im ugly, what about you?
you won't be much differents from me.
your heart its SO UGLY until i wanna VOMIT!
just STFU before you wanna judge me (:

dummy cousin so damn what nerhx=.="
i thought "sab sab sui" suppose to be me? XD
how come his cousin calling him "sab sab sui"? LOL!!
i given him "dummy" this nickname since 2008!
HAHAHA, just sounds so nice to him ;D

i was reading the msg for this month..
cause yesterday i seriously DAMN BORED! )':
suppose to go alex house for the dancing thinggy!
end up!, NOT going T^T
i still can't believe i'm awake from my dreams! =

Why there's so many thing to be worried in this world?
Why cant everything be simple and easy?
Why do everybody loves to makes thing so complicated .
Whats the point?
Why everyone loves to find trouble?
Why why why? ..
I only wanted everything to be simple .
If you don't like what I do,
then just fuck off.
I can live happily on my own .
I doesn't need anyone.
Love and friends will only makes you suffer.
Why bother to have it .
Words really can bring people down.
I want a simple life!
Please grant me one ='(

hieee (:
LOL!, wanted to go sunway yesterday!
wasn't so happy yesterday!
he went =/ with nick >_<
my miamia don't let me go ):
and prasong ask me am i invited to joel's party?
i din't get to reply him! cause i was BUSY!
and xin yu told me something!
i was SHIOK! =O
i called nick! but noody's picking up ):
aiks!T_T
he's so kns x)
LOL, StOP saying KANASAI la deyhh! (:
hahahaha x))
called dummmmyyyy! =X
the mum pick up x)
she talk to me =D
lol, she still recognise my voice xD
hahahaha, ask about some stuff and all!
whaoo, hahaha! damn funnie lar his mummy! ;D
laughing x)
LOL, im not so happy but what to do?
still have to move on my life la deyyhhh!
'Death' is no big deal because Life is just blah blah blah.
You hope for blah blah blah and sometimes you find it but mostly it's blah blah blah and waiting for blah.
And hoping you were right about the blahs you made.
And then just when you think you got the whole damn blah thing figure out and your surrounded by ...

hello..
guess now what time?
4am+
im still awake...
i don't know what to do..
all i feel is dot dot dot --
empty empty mind...
i found out who is CG=.=
at chatbox that CG==
stupid dummy lar youuhhh..
haihx...
seriously hate myself~!~!~!
gotcha another blog=.="

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i wanna cry long time ago
but just kept silents and smile (:
i can't do it anymore.
moody moody moody!
don't blame me.
because i'm human.

temporary not using digi SIM card.
using maxis.
at night still got one more post.
very colourful.
at 9.30

what happen to me!T_T
i feel damn what lahh!
don't think so much...!!!
never gonna return (:
remind myself again!
"never gonna return BACK!"
oh good! x]
ahahahahaha, im crazy==
no, im not!
can anyone teach me how to make prasong LAUGH?
heheheheehe ;D

can you just stop stop stop it!
i really find it damn kanasai annoying!
just BYE? and don't repeat it!
i don't hate you.
but just friend? YES! only that!
ishhh! ',:...:,'

lol lol lol!
i feel something wrong when after school.
like heart pain=.="
yes, it is lol!
hurts? weird right?==
wasai~==
i felt so weird after all la deng!
lalalalaa, don't give a damn~

hello (:
what happen to me?!
i feel so weird after all!
well, be happy for now!

im so so so sorry!
i don't mean to hurts you!
but just don't wanna force myself to do something i don't like.
please understand okay? prefer remain friends (:

anyways, thanks alots to raymond!
hahaha, today skip BM tuition! ;D
raymond company me until 4.20!
4.30 i got english tuition (:
omg, raymond sing damn nice weih x]
we went padang after yamcha at smc =]
chit chat & hear songs!
he sing "蔡卓妍 & 林俊傑- 小酒窩"!
damn damn nice lol! hahahahaha x)
he wanna be a singer (:
cool right? yeap xD lol
and good news!, i saw billy!<3
found found found! nyahahaha! ;D
lucky i still remember how billy looks like!
although i only see him once only x]
awwwhx, billy billy billy!<3
raymond!, YOU better take care of billy next time!

went tuition saw shayne x]
haha, he wanted me to wear the same dress or shirt like last week!
but too bad!, i wear pink x]! hahahahaahahahaha xP

okay, byebye!
lazy write ler la!

PRASONG!, smile smile smile! ;D

Girls are like the apples on a tree
while boys are the pickers
When i lost you
i also lost the smile on my face
i always tell myself smile no matter what!
i want to be with you.. can i? you'll said 'no, sorry'
that's why they call them dreams
because they'll never be real
i though i would love you forever
but that's a long time to be wrong
can i be the reason for the smile on your face?
because.. i have feelings too
never make somebody your everything
cause when they're gone you've got nothing
A broken heart never really heals...
never make someone priority when they only make you an option
I'm only happy in my dreams..
because... I'm with you!
i love walking in the rain cause no one knows i'm crying
you're the drug that keeps me from dying
i can see you but you can't see me
secretly obsessed with you
i wish you loved me like how i loved you
i hate you, i despise you but why must i like you
the sight of you makes me sick, but why are you the one i want to pick?
i know you don't love me so why am i TRYING?
i wish i never loved you & never cared
love means nothing if no ones there to share it
how come you have enough time to go out and make other people fall in love with you,
but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the one who already does?
ALL i wanted is a guy to prove to me that they're not all the same
He's all i ever wanted and he never even knew..
can't you just pretend to be nice?
WAITING FOR YOU
can't you see?
I♥YOU

hello (:
according to me

someday when you find that special someone they become your world
you trust them with the most valuable thing you have
your HEART
you tell them that you love them and how they are your dream come true
that your love for them is forever no matter what
and then when they walk away, they take every bit of happiness you ever had
but it's funny because even though they've hurt you,
you still love them with what's left
and then you see him with her,
and remember all the memories you had with him,
and that he's holding was once holding yours.
He sees you and you pretend that you're over him,
and you've got this great new boy.friend and you're happy but..
It's all lies.... as you still love him....

no matter how much you wish you could turn back the time,
when you were the girl he said those three special words to YOU!
when he makes you think he still feels the same for you
and she's just someone it's not true...

you think you want to know all about his new girl
but really you just want to see if she's better than you..
then you realise that you still LOVE HIM.
but everyday you put a brave face on to show that deep down you're not hurting inside.
when the truth is you just don't see the point anymore..

but everyday you have to hold your chin up high
and get through it because someone somewhere out there will be..
A guy who will love you and will treat you like the princess that you deserve to be..
its just a case of finding that special person (:


nice nice nice? x]
not talking about me or anyone! x]

I'm telling a story! (:

love is only a feeling after all
'people' tell you to move on but....
do they know how hard it is?
my heart is BREAKING inside!
and you don't know how much..
you can't see inside...
where my heart is into
so how do you know how i feel like
i sit in the corner of my room thinking...
what have i lost......
and what have i done
if your heart is broken once...
does it mean it will never be fixed??
you could try and see but you never know what will happen..
it could look like this.... ishh
or it could still be into.....
i'll never forget the day when you said you love me<3
but then i could never forget the day you said goodbye ):
i still love you..!
but if it hurts after then what is the point?
what do you do when you love someone so much..
do you....
A. forget them..
B. move on
or
C. carrie on love them and keep getting hurt!!
i feel more and more lost inside everyday..
and my besttie try to help me fix my broken heart but it din't work cause...
the only person i know that can fix my broken heart is...
YOU
our love was like a rose...
you can only keep it in water for so long until it...
dies.. just like our love....
i tried and tried to win you past all the fights but...
i lost the fight..!
now i look back and wish i could just go back in time..
and win it!!
i can't keep thinking what if...
cause i can't because all i think about is.....
YOU!!!!!!
please just fix my broken heart because...
it is hurting me!!!

-THE END-

nice?
i'm not telling anyone.
just write it cause im so bored!

everything is leaving
i'm just a empty paper
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im so happy! ;D

my blog gonna change link soonie :]
im not sabrina not anyone anymore ;D
i'm a person for you guys to played.
done playing then yu can throw it..
sticking paper? yeah..
easy stick easy take it out.

hello (:
such a boring day!
all the while i was listening songs! =D
today since im so bored
then i clean up my table!
found the picture! YAY!
i change my BM tuition to tmr :]
with shayne and leng ;D
but im gonna SKIP it! x]
today i damn lazy to online=.=
until 8pm+ only online!
then go youtube watch boys over flowers!
LOL, gabriel! must smile more :]
a big big smile whenever yu see me!
if not yu look scary when yu dint smile>.<
today so weird =/
weird day then
okay, byebye?^^
lazy write ler larrr!

obba!
hello (:
today ah bi at school bleed!!
OMG!!, scary teeth!
after school he went back early!):
then end up only left few of us!
nyahehehe*evil laugh*
damn happy see rachel whack johan!
cause johan always bully me!
finally can see someone bully johan!
YAY! *clap hand*
later on everyone went back.
only left raymond with me!
then i give him half an hours to bath and do his stuff!
then i go makan first...!
after raymond done everything.
he company me put my bag at floric.
then we went playground!
talk talk talk!
laugh laugh laugh!
i keep on say obba obba obba x]
nice to say obba this words x]
then raining! =O
we walk to the pondok and sit there..
then foo called him=.=
than after that..
went back to raymond house go see his puppy [billie]
so cute!!!>_<
then after that went back floric take my bag to new book store.
then went 711 buy drinks!
later on, we sit behind the new book store there chatting.
after that, he company me to PTAG change my bm tuition..!
i lazy to tuition tonight! damn tired!
after that my mum called! say she reach new book store..!
then my mum help me take the bag and book stuffie..!
then she went mcm buy stuff..!
so raymond company until i back home!

swts-.-'
thank you so much to raymond! =D
hmmmmm, nothing else tosay about today!
happy thats all?
byebye (:

hoping everything its alright (:
today yvonne and kang qing suddenly come my house..!
i was talking in the phone with nick then saw them infront of my house=.=
WOOTS!
i was like doing nothing...!
then yvonne say about aaron looi x]
then then we talk lots of stuffie XD
and my stupid sister go take my 50bucks=.="
idiotic her! it was my present from my aunt=.=
she damn kanasai!!!=.="
nevermind=.=
forgive and forget (:
obba obba obba obba obba! )':
yesterday video call with dummy at msn~
then he damn kns=.=
i made him laugh!
YAY! hahahahahas
okays.
lazy to write~!~!~!
goodbye

hello ;D
lol, what a boring day ):
he's busy, im boring.

kanasai xiang yang nothing else better to do!
keep playing missed call with me=.=
s2piD x)

boring boring boring!
i use Digi SIM card!
sms and sms~
pweewit!, haha
i know some secrets >_<
hehe, not telling out x]

okay larhx, lazy type lerhxT_T
byebye!^^
♥babo♥

MY LIFE SONGS :]

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult,
Hard to please,
Forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
Can't show up on time,
Even if it would save my life.
According to you, According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
He can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite.

hello? =(
since tuesday i nervous until now.
nervous until sick! =O
everyone its so weird including me
i really hate myself now! REALLY REALLY REALLY!
i very pissed off...!
don't know what to say!
buhhh-byeeeee

hello..
today damn unhappy..!
feel like crying..!!!
stupid larhx meeee!
haihx haihx haihx.......
i damn moody now ahhh!
hit my pillow dunno how many times leee!
babi sakai orang hutan!=.=
i damn mooddy!
ishhhhhhhh! stupid!
where's my another half?
DEAD! =O
lalalala, stupid=.=
kns kns kns kns!!!!
arhgx=.= idiotic lar me!
nvm, stupid ugly me!
"ugly people will never get the one they loved (:"
hahaha, although they get but will end when they wake up!^^
seriously!, byebye

hello =]
birthday party was perfectly good!
haha, i love all my present! :]
i'll upload the picture when i got them back to me! :]
hmmmm, thanks alots to my beloved friends that come!
haha, 1st time shisha was okay. weird :]
lucky im not like addicted XD
candy and aaron vomited! =O
happy happy happy (:
around 9.45 went back
and mum bought me MCD.
sms with him until i sleep :O
i think around 1am xD
YAY! ahahahaha!
okay, byebye! :]

hihi! :]
WOOTS!
i don't know since when i start to say "NUTS"
not "KANASAI" anymore XD
haha, he's so weird!
haha, he make me to turn nuts sometimes!>.<
OOoOMG, gabriel! today yu look so pissed off!!
chill chill chill!! ;D
scaryyyyyyyyy!T____T
and and and?
i can't stop thinking about someone x]
lol, yu'll never ever know who is it xP!
byebye!

hello :]
hmmmm, my eye bengkak this morning when i woke up!
its so scary=.=
ermmmm, THANKS raymond!
ahahahahaha, he company me until my mum came and fetch me back!
its gonna be 2pmT_T
my mum over sleep!!! she forgoted meT_T
*mummy!, how could yu forget meee!*
then this morning!, ahahahaha!
wooohoooo, woke kah weng up :x *sorry>.<*
i called him at 6.20am! he was still sleeping!
the voice so weird! ahahaha! then 20mins later i call him again!
then he's like.. okok, i sent yu now.
jadual!!!! ahahaha, i lost it! T_T
and im so late for school today..!
ermmm, on the way home i asked my mum to go bubble tea SHOP!
then tell the aunty i need the place! :]
just went english tuition at PTAG!
its so empty! WHAO!=.=
4people only=.=
WHAT THE F!=.=
i should sing *lonely, english tuition its so lonely! i have nobody. wo-o-o-o*
LOLS!!!=.=
few hours later its my birthday! YAY! not that happy..
BUT SMILE!!! hahahahahahaha=.=
lol, eh!, brandon!? brandon! BRANDON LEE!!!==
seeing my blog now hor?=.=
haha, thanks alots for helping me when i needed a fren!
hahaha, thanks!!! XD
okay, im so tired! today have to stay up to 12am something... OMG!
ok la, byebye!

WAT TA FUCK!
im same class with the bloody twins=.=
fking no luck=.= NO LUCK! damn bastard! xPPP!!!
ahahaha, im so good girl=.= do homework! XD WOOTS!!
but smsing and sambil do lor=.= orelse i will zzzzz pig!
school day was SUCK!
my hairT-T bastard!
teacher always call me down=.=
hmmmm? yesterdy ter sleep! ahahaha!
then woke brandon up after i took my shower!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhh, COLD!!!T_T
today terr pissed off and scolded ah bi!>< sorry nehx!
out of sudden so pissed off! like wanna cry like that=.=
arhgx, sabrinaaaa sabrinaaa! YO, happy!
ahahaha, this morning really happy!
ahahaha, cause of something=.=
when i saw the sms happy till cant sleep back=.=
its 5am=.=
lols!!!!, but ahahaha!!! think back also feel happy!!! XD
LOLS!!! wtvr=.=
buh bye=.=
lazy write XD
meowwwwww! POOF! byeeebyeeeeee

hihi! :]
im back to kl few days AGO! :]
so bored at house..
all i do was sms and play comp=.=
SO SIENS!!!!! :I
4more days to my birthday! *YAY!*
thought im not happy at all =/
but still! gotta HAPPY!!!![meowwwww*]
yesterday so sien and sms
(brandon, desmond, shueking, andrew)
sms the same thing "im bored =/"
then all reply me the same thing=.=
"same same"
then johan also reply me same same=.=
i dint even sms him=.= then i ask how come all reply same?
then all reply me cause we are together!
LOLS!!!!=.=
then wanted to go nick house XD
but then FAIL! XD
we went palma search for jovin"xin yu"! :]
then later on rain=.=
we stuck at the pondok there @@
sing lalalalalalalalalalalala=.=
then after that nick went to my house waiting for his fren!
then after that his fren back home!
me and nick walk back to palma and go his house fren!
then while walking the fren sms and said "he saw us walking=="
then we both reach his fren house! then i walk back lerhx..
then sms sms sms!!
i miss ckt♥!
after 4weeks going back to kuantan see him! YAY! :]
he's white, cute, GOOD!, gentleman! just that his younger then me :/
sms sms sms each other everyyydayyy! arhgx>_<
misssssssseeeeeddddd himmmmm!>_<
i ♥ you ckt! x]