I gotto move on and be who i am!
since his reation only O.O

what liying say was kindda make sense!

Yιиg :]: if not -.-
Yιиg :]: he wouldnt say all the if if if
Yιиg :]: meaning he wants to and will
Yιиg :]: and if yu say all those stuff
Yιиg :]: he jst reply O.O
Yιиg :]: it means nothing anymore -.-
Yιиg :]: if not, he would say something else that actually make sense -.-
Yιиg :]: stupid bryan..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : haihx
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : okays
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : understand why he write O.O
Yιиg :]: maybe
Yιиg :]: if he says something else more later or whenever
Yιиg :]: its different lor
Yιиg :]: dont fall for him again SABRINA !
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hmmm
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : can make me hurts until i not falling for him anot!?!
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : so i will really get lost man!
Yιиg :]: nevermind, alot of friends to guide you
Yιиg :]: u wont get lost
Yιиg :]: jst try to forget about him once and for all
Yιиg :]: he is not worth it
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : LOLS
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : why saying samething as jowie
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : zzzz
Yιиg :]: -not lengzai
-not smart
-not yeng
-not brave
-not worth it at all
Yιиg :]: haha xD
Yιиg :]: haihz. dun think about him lah
Yιиg :]: just imagine what u want yr future bf to be
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : ==
Yιиg :]: and find him
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hmmm
Yιиg :]: hahaha
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : i dont expect anything
Yιиg :]: then what u want mostly?
Yιиg :]: he to love you right?
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя ;: yeah
Yιиg :]: remember
Yιиg :]: BRYAN IS NOT THE ONE!
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : love a person for who they are
Yιиg :]: soo, yr main goal is not him
Yιиg :]: HE IS NOT THE ONE TOO !
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hmmm
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : i wonder how he feel for me
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : seriously wanna know badlyyyyy
Yιиg :]: he dont -.-
Yιиg :]: remember, he is jst playing you
Yιиg :]: just want somebody so that he could have a gf
Yιиg :]: u see why all the ppl dun like him
Yιиg :]: we think this over right?
Yιиg :]: all the girls he like..
Yιиg :]: all also dun like him
Yιиg :]: except you
Yιиg :]: thats why he got no other choice -.-
Yιиg :]: main main u oni
Yιиg :]: think it that way
Yιиg :]: see u like him anot
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : ....
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : i wanna this chat in my blogg
Yιиg :]: okay.
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : hehe
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : wonder why so many people talking the same way to meT_T
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : even jowie
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : if im not wrong jowie dont even know him
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : zzzz
Yιиg :]: but he give good advises
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : yeahh
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : he know how i feel
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя : its so true that he said im feeling so ridiculous
Yιиg :]: yeaa. he's right..

what liying say was kindda hurts me!
but than its kindda make some sense to me!
SO HELL YEAH!!
HIS ANSWER WAS O.O
AND NOW ITS ALL OVER!!!!!!!
buh bye!
I HATE LOVE!!
you boys all FUCKING COLD BLOODED!!

i know one day you'll regret losing me
and
you'll say
*DAMN!*
that girl really did loved me!
but
but
but
the time yu'll see me walking with others guy :]

tell me what yu was thinking?
WHAT THE HELL you was trying to say?
yu made me confuse everything
&
i don't know what is love right now.
i'm forced to fake a smile and a laugh everyday of my life!
&
&
&
holidays would make me forget you (:
say hello to holidays and goodbye to yu forever :]
weeehoooo!
MOVE ON! x]

Gonna write this post in chinese :]

我用了很大很大的勇气和你说分手,我希望我的决定是对的!
我也不希望我会后悔！时间是会变的,人自然也会慢慢变！
我不想笨笨的骗自己了，也许比想像中更痛..
我知道你promise我，不会在leave我！
可是，你自己看下你自己！我问你，你有当我是你的女朋友吗?? 有没有?!!
我觉得你的理由给我太笨了吧！我不会像你那么无情！
我会love a person for who they are! 可是，你不会！你只会玩弄我的感情！
你每次说我为什么要jealous? 你每次问我为什么我要哭？
你说是我想太多，你总這樣說，但你重来沒有真的心疼我！
每次你的朋友来骂我和讲我！你知道吗？你以为只有你一个被讲是不是！
我每次骗自己，我每次当做我什么都不知道！因为這是唯一能安慰我自己的理由！
我不哭，我不care，我每次ignore!
你以为我不是人吗？我也有心跳的啊！
我会伤心，我会jealous，我会心痛的啊！我是有感觉的啊！
你可以讨厌我，你可以不喜欢我，坦你那里可以骗我啊??
为什么你要骗我?!?!! 我没得罪你啊！
你自己的好朋友都来找我和我说叫我和你分手...
他们给我的理由很make sense!!
可是我跟他们说，要是我说跟你分手，我会后悔啊！我会伤心啊！
你知道他们reply什么吗？" WHAT for yu need to regret? is he gonna care your feelings?"
HELLO！是你的close friend！他们可以来find我和我讲this type的话！
你自己看你自己！连你的close friend都不要帮你啊！我真的真的无话可说！
他们给我的理由of分手不是因为你ugly,play too much of game or useless!
他们叫我不要笨笨被你骗！我和他们说我TRUST HIM!
可是我那一天看到你竟然whole day没有和我说话！但是，你和别的女人走！
我ＯＮ９问你～　你说是因为my friend with me...BULLSHIT理由！
你的close friend和我说你一点都不care我，你知道我reply他们什么吗？
"cause he shy marhs, yu know him wan lar~ so shy~~!"
你看一看!!! 被你玩弄的女生我有多笨蛋呀！
笨到无药可救！
if yu can change y0urself, i will think about it again
现在就要6am了！
im still awake=.="
Ｗｈｏｌｅ　ｄａｙ　ｄｉｎｔ　ｓｌｅｅｐ！

hello (:
chat chat chat (:
saw jowie msn pm wrote "pinkish !"
then i told him i love pink<3
he say he love pink too=.="
DID I HEAR WRONG?!
1st time hear guy say they love pink o!
was chatting with jowiee^^
then my msn suddenly sign out=.=
D-A-M-N!!
i keep sign in then auto sign out=.="
BASTARD!=.=
i on my another acc
sabrina-porkchop@hotmail.com
nothing special today..
baby busy play his beloved game..

and and and,
tmr morning got tuition at 8am
gonna see jowie, raymond and lots ppl again..
at night also got at 8.30pm
see same ppl pun xD

6pm offline=)
byebye~
tmr after tuition only on9
10am+

woke up at 10am+
online at 11am+
on skype, msn and fb

friends for sale(:
Today i raise my pet
Bryan from 554,000,000 - 738,000,000
Jowie from 399,000,000 - 707,000,000
THEY'RE NOT FOR SALE!!

Johan i keep him very long liao=.= stuck with me=.="
Today only i bought shue king^^
THEY'RE FOR SALE (:

bored bored bored..
baby playing his BELOVED GAME!
siens siens siens...!
was chatting with jowieee...
chat chat chat...
say alots alots of stuff...
all the while i guess i mostly chat with jowie..
after that he wan dota liao..
buh bye lor~ i also wan off liao..

6pm offline!
byebye =__=
baby, muacks❤

sleep at 3am+ last night
woke up at 7am+
LATE!=.="
rush rush rush~
head to tuition by 7.45am

saw jowie x)
weeeee ;D
so cute lor
so lengzai lor
shhhhh =X
he say hi to me >,<
did i said it loud? nolah*

went back home..
head to comp and on9
on fb, msn, skype...
oh my ma...
friends getting new news for me..
while i was reading *eye full of tears*
well well well, NOT GONNA BELIVE THEM..
i trust my baby! nonononoT_T

11am+ jowie on9 xD
chat chat chat..
here it go xD

❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: did yu hear what i said?
jowie: zzz
jowie: yes
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: =.="
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: LOLS!=.="
jowie: haha
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: OH MY MY MY GOSH!!!!T_T
jowie: vry paiseh meh?\
jowie: lol
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: yaya...
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: what disappear in my mind then i talk=.="
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: babi betul jek!
jowie: lol
jowie: haha
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: T_T
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: sorry arr..
jowie: nothing to be sorry
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: haihx..* ***** ***** ** *** ***** **** ** ** "wrote something"
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: what to do jekkk
jowie: lol
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: but tell me what to do jek..
jowie: lol
jowie: if its me
jowie: i will forget this relationship
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: owhx..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: i'm feeling so ridiculous for it..
*jowie is now Offline*
jowie: sry just now restart comp
jowie: zzzz
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: nvm nvm
jowie: then stop this feelings la
jowie: end it once and for all
jowie: it just takes time
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: yarhx, when yu tell me STOP the ridiculous feeling
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: i edi feels like wanna ****** him for this time..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: but his words seriously take me back to him..
jowie: lol
jowie: those words cannot prove anything
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: ....
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: why mostly guy say sames thing?
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: my frens say same thing as yu
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: 100% same
jowie: what did i say?
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: those words cannot prove anything
jowie: yea
jowie: really cant
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: yarhx...
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: wish he will do..
❤мıšš ωħαтeνeя: and show me...
jowie: yea
jowie: actions prove
jowie:some do
jowie: some do noy
jowie: not*

still got lots lots lazy copy lar=.=
panjang betul=.="
lalalalalala~!~!~!

call baby few time..
but but but...
he's playing his beloved GAME❤
so can't call him to pei me chat..
baby so weird to me ler..T-T
wonder wonder wonder what's going on!
D-A-M-N!! grrrrrs
*pissed me off*
I TRUST YOU BABY♥
BELIEVE ME TOO!!T_T

[night night] everyone (:
muacks my babeh♥

well well well,
TODAY AT SCHOOL BETUL GILA
LOLS!!!!!!!=.="

math class=.="
skip skip skip!!!
was at 2w xD
talking with andrew,brandon and desmond=.=
so bright merhx?
3of them sitting at the class outside..
i standing.. they say look at me so bright..
LOLS!!!!=.="


recess eat eat eat xD
pn.sharon=.=!!!
sei xiang yang=.=
xiang yang : sabrina, come here.
sabrina : *walk to xiang yang*
xiang yang : okay, now yu can go..^^
sabrina : yu nth better to do issit=.="
he keep doing the same thing to me=.=
make me walk here and there la=.=

well, after recess i kindly back class talk to aaron!
then dao peir and yao xiang keep kacau larr=.="
talk talk talk...
dao peir advise me...
aaron advie me too...
haihxT_T
feels like wanna cry*

then went up go 2n xD
go find lenglui and lengzai xD
then then saw ahwei and some unknown ppl

then i go al the way down..
ask ahwei what happen?
then he ask me yu know this guy?
name*
Tze shuang...
Sabrina : wht happen?
ahwei : he go slap ppl...
Sabrina : so now yu wanna whack him?
ahwei : dunno
Sabrina : if yu whack him= yu whacking me! grrrs!
ahwei : Bryan lai de?
Sabrina : CHOY~ nolah=.="
Sabrina : i'll bring him to yu lah=.= *DO NOT touch him=.="
ahwei : okay okay okay.

after school, went all the way up!
dunno who say bryan dint go school
no need find him..
i reply them.. WHO want to FIND him=.="
i finding other ppl!
find Tze shuang!
walk all the way down go find ahwei...
then i go back HOME^^

get home,
go bath..
then on comp and on9~
sign* tears wanna come out somehow...
well well well, SMILE!!!!!!!!=)
i can go it!!^^
yes yes yes!!
jia you, sabrina!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!!
smile smile smile=)
i did it LOLS!!!=.="
hehe=X

9.30pm off9!!!
i was appear offline in msn x)
wonder what happen to baby lor...

sei lor, tmr got BM tuition at moning 8am!
6.30 wake up!!!T______T
7.30am go~~~~~
gonna see jowieeeeee=)
i dint do my work...

since when my baby so PERASAN=.="
ytd night call him..
then he say i call him cause i miss his voice..
LOLS!!=.="
betul betul betul PERASAN!!!!

woke up at 12pm! sigh* LATE!
guess who i see be4 i enter school?
MELVIN AND CHANG YEE!!!
MISS them so so so much!!!
melvin say i leng leng^^
phew=.=" lol lol lol

PJ time...
sei joan..
don't push me lar diu=.="
i know how to walk lar=.=

after school,
saw melvin and chang yee again^^
weeeeeeeeee ;D
HAPPY siao^^
melvin keep say bullshit things=.="
say abt last year thinggy...
nah nah nah__
miss them badly again laaaT_T
wuwuwuwuwuT_____T

FRIENDS, stop saying me lar diu=.=
i know what am i doing la...
no need to say i got fever or bullshit stuff kays?
i am 100% OKAY!
i know what i choose and do!

OH MY GOSH T_T
stupid stupid stupid!!!
yesterday math tuition damn paiseh arrT-T
khai syuen, wei ying and may yee was saying their chinese tuition story to me..
START chinese tuition they "BOYS" start saying abt me jekT-T
I JOKING ONLY MARHS!! why take so serious jek=,=
i say jowie better than leehom xD then they go blablabla story out=.=
until their chinses teacher wanna know who is "sabrina" T-T
then ytd math test... we take and mark diff ppl paper..
WEI EN got mine.. he was like SABRINA NG=.=
i was like AHHHHH...
mark mark mark...
then shuan lee got someones and he keep say wah correct..
then wei en say wah wrong wrong wrong...
means all i wrong jek=.=
then.. be4 that the girls were telling me the story i so paiseh jor..
i was like AHHHH.. *put my head at the table there..
then beside me nobody sit der...
then i put my head UP wei en beside me..
i was like AHHHH=.= scared me merhxx-.-
then i so paiseh... kesians jowie jek.. SORRY JOWIE arr..
dunno what joshua was telling me...
wei en keep say ffs thinggy
jowie so diam derrrT_T
haihx... whole chinese tuition mar know lor..
all ma know i say jowie better than leehom? T_T
OMG!!T_____T
anyways got 19/40 for math T_T bad bad bad
i was so sleepy doing the test jek.. *half sleep
lalalala~ back home~ go sleep then dint on9 at 11.30pm jek!!


LOLS~
as yu can see i keep say jek jek jek=.=
voon jin say i "fat hao"=.=
eh, atlast he also keep say jek jek jek=.=
means he also fat hao lor=.=

my baby call me STOP saying jek..
HAVE to STOP lorT_T
haihx... sure can stop guaaa xD
hahas

BYEBYE^^
GOOD NIGHT^^
LOVE YOU ALL JEK!!^^
last day of saying JEK*

smile always jek=)
love you all jek!^^

Back to BryanChoongKahHoh❤
I LOVE YOU ToO!!
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sorry sorry sorry, friends
thanks jowiee and voon jin=)
y0ur advise and all^^
but i still choose back him><
i din't wanted to regrets..
voon jin, yu say until very right..
he play alots of games+he listen more to his friends but not me..
but i kindly accept for who he is...
and
jowiee, yu also right..
yu said if yu were sabrina yu wont accept cause its already 4th time..
and call me to see things..
if not call me stop the ridiculous feelings..
i wanted. BUT BUT BUT
i still think your words was right for me
this sentence "then if yu feel right, then you continue lo"
so choose to love him^^

tonight got math tuitionT_T
START at 8.30pm
ENDS at 10pm
then 11.30pm gonna ON9

this morning woke at 6.30am+ take bath
then getting ready for tuition xD
Ping* 7.30+ ask mum to wake up~~
then i drink the YUCKKY JUICE!!T-T
but is good for skin.. so i have to..

8am start xD
i was like blur cause last monday dint go..
was at hospital-.- then then then
wei en, raymond and jowie was like calling me?
sabrina sabrina sabrina in soft voice..
i tot they calling amelina=="
so i ignore xD *dint wanted to perasan*
then jowie was like SABRINA! =="
i was like HAR? YES? WHAT?
then they talk abt ffs==" LOLS!!
sign* jowie so cute XD hehe =X

-END-

back home eat chocolate xD
this few day asking mum to buy for me...
i wanna go korkor english tuitionT-T
MUM dont let larr FUCK YOU-.-
lalala~~~
smile smile smile =)

this few day listening to the song "i'm taking back my love"
nice nice nice xD
LOLS!!! owh tata^^

remember?
the 13days chance i give to him?
ends at 14th october...
2more days to go...
tonight got math tuition lagiT-T
8.30pm until 10pm=.="
weeeeeeeee :D
gonna see my darling^^
&
jowie
&
raymond
&
wei en
&
amelina
and
dunno xD
buh bye
remember
smile always=)

dunno wht happen to me..
this morning woke up at 7am+ then *** =="
SMILE=) hehe^^
sleep back at 8am+ until 10.30am+

here it start abt ytd korkor party xD

0) from 2.30pm+ i getting ready..
WONDER WHAT TO WEAR..=="
then then then... choose black short pants..
shirt i dunno lor.. choose the white...
then my hair like so messy..
then i tie all! then see see see~ eyerrr... so tie half...
then like so empty~ put on my earing...
until 4pm+ only DONE!><
bath use 35minits+ wake my mum up bring me go~~
my mum blablabla here and there IGNORE-.-
grrrrrrs!!!!

1) THE DOG....T-T
is like his tails kenal me bi biak* at my leg!T-T
i was like AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
then i go stick to the wall.... sign* hug wall LOLS!!! =.="

2) we play a game.
the person must say "honey i love you, would yu please smile?"
then the other person must say witout smiling! "honey i love you, but i just cant smile!"
then korkor is the 1st person to start! he go ask me==" i laughing LOLS!!!
then i ask raymond.. FAIL!!T-T he act like emo..==" lalala~ i kena twice...!

3) at first i follow andrew and amir~
then ltr on raymond and some other ppl runing-.-
going GHOST house lol~ so wrong way! turn turn turn back~~~
then raymond was the first one who enter in..
i was second cause i holding his shirt lolx...
i DAMN scared... i mmg scared DARK place... so i hold him until so tight..
sign* sorry raymond><
then then then go down the time dunno which sakai go say GOT cockroach!!!
T-T SO DARK SOMEMORE GOT COCKROACH!!!! ARHGX!!T-T
tears coming out lerrr!!!!
then AhYang teman me all the way out of that HOUSE!!!T-T

4) all come back so HOT...
then korkor say go up his room..
then brandon, desmond, amir, andrew, praha, hashveen, shue king, me and some other ppl~
we went out~ hang gai gai~ nolah-.- is they play BOXING!!
i went up korkor room after that... HOT.. LOLS!!

5) CUTTING CAKE^^
i go call those ppl at padang come back..
sing sing sing~~~ then i take picture~~~
all hide here and there pulak-.-
SO VIDEO~~^^ then this jade and ying-.- keep on asking wht phone is this arr?
i told them I TAKING VIDEO DONT KACAU LA-.-
ish ish ish=="
then RAYMOND... sign* so cute LOLS!! eat the cake until his lips there got cream><
i was like laughing... he paiseh jor xD HAHA!^^ he go wash lor..

6) ENDING is i ending-.-
my mama come lerrrT-T
saying byebye to my beloved korkor!^^
muacks!^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!^^
my wish for him is....
GET A GIRL.FRIEND!!^^

oh yarhx, thanks shue king for the bubble tea xD

❤Happy Birthday to you❤
❤Happy Birthday to you❤
❤Happy Birthday to Darien❤
❤Happy birthday to YOU❤


wish my korkor faster get a gf xD
so he'll never ever lonely anymore!^^

smile smile smile=)
smile more=)
smile no matter WHAT!^^
laugh&smile (:
i'm a happy girl,
SAY no to EMO!^^
&
&
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ChoongKarYaN^^

YOU asshole BASTARD!!

I'M telling yu to GET LOST FROM MY LIFE!!!
FUCK OFF!!!!!!
BULL SHIT YOU!!!!
i fucking hate you understand that!!!!!
GET LOST

_-BULL SHIT YOU!!-_

GET IT!?
BULL SHIT YOU!!!
LOLS!!!
maybe i can
WATCH IT!!
FUCK YOU!!!
BASTARD!!!!

feeling weird

LOLS!!
LOLS!!
weird?! weird?!
VERY WEIRD LOLS!!!
lalalalalalalala~~~
BULL SHIT!!!
now im gonna choose 2life~
which is secrets!!
i might going away anytime...
people which know abt this only 3ppl!
SO shut up if yu know abt it=)

1st & last in my life!!!!!=="

HELL YEAH!!!
yu are reading this and i have to tell yu im back home and IM 100% okay=="
NO BABY LA BODOH!!!!!
LOLS!!=="
so so so sorry if yu are one of it finding me...
IM SO SORRY~~~!!!
dont belasa him!! is not his fault laaaaaaaa..
so still ~.~
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeT_T
yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrT_T
MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!T_T
mamamiyaaaaaaaT_T
FUCK larrrrr!!!
BASTARD!!!!
YORHSX!!!!!!!
dunno laaaaT_T
my mind full of dot dot dot...
LOLS!!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeT_T
dunno how to say lehhh!!!
all i know how to say is LOLS LOLS LOLS!!!=="
eyerrrrrr!!!T-T
really no feel lerr? really maaaA???
haihx..
anything sms me orhcx!!!
012-6902312
cannot on9 but got phone~~~~
call meeeee orhx!!!!!!

Chance is given.. if after 13days then GOODBYE

SabrinaNg giving yu 13days more..!
if yu still the same she really never return back no matter what yu do!!
NEVER EVER REMEMBER THIS!!!
SHE WONT GO BACK!!!
after 13days she wont go back to yu anymore!!
even 100years later also WONT!!
FROM NOW START!!
2th october 09
until
14th october 09

yu can use call & sms & msn me :)

SabrinaNg Wont cry for yu anymor=) QQ+WHITE xD

Giving someone all y0ur love
is never an assureance
that they'll love you back..
SOME people are just not meant to be in y0ur life,
no matter how much you want them to be.
I used to smile when i told people
that yu were mine..
BUT NOW,
i cant even smile and say your name at the same time..
As much as i love you
i have to say GOODBYE=)
cause i know yu would be happier
if i let yu go...
SO, i HAVE moved on^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WAH, friends thanks for y0ur advise!=)
i get over him lerr^^
AND i'll get a better life than now=D
proof to yu all SabrinaNg wont cry anymore=)
so so so, i'll get back my old life & love the old one=)
CUTE+WHITE xD

| Letting it go (: |

I never hated yu,
for not loving me.
but i hate you,
for making me fall even more
when i'm trying to let yu go..



lets keep a distance!=)
is good for yu & me (: