Thursday, July 31, 2008

ωħч ωħч ωħч


why
do
you
pretend
like
I
don't
matter
to
you
when
you're
all
that
matters
to
me?

тħe đeρяeššeđ đяøρøυт


No chances in my life,Judgement every dayFrom those who don't understand.I've tried to move on,To correct my mistakesAnd make something of myself.

So what if I dropped out.It was for the bestBut I face a daily judgement,A social stigmaFor doing what I thought was right.But it doesn't end there.

I'm judged for my feelings,Ashamed of my emotions.When it gets really badI'm left unable to talk.I write, but still fear judgement,A poem, a suicide note.

Nobody cares, nobody understands,So I am left alone.Solitary confinementFor a crime I didn't commit,The story of the depressed dropoutHas no happy ending.

Socially stigmatised,My ambitions reduced to pipe dreams.People judge me for what I've become,They don't understand.My emotions kept private,The truth of the depressed dropout kept hidden.

→тєłł нιм←

Tell him that I hate him

Tell him that I love someone new

Tell him that I don't need him anymore

Tell him that he is nothing for me

But please....

Don't tell him that I cried when I said all that.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ı ħαтe gυчš =p


đø υ κиøω ωħч ı ħαтe gυчš?

вe¢αυše тħeч føя¢e мe тø~

тħeч тħıиκ тħαт ρłαч ωıтħ gıяłš feełıиg ıš νeяч иı¢e.....

тħeч đυи eνeи υиđeяšтαиđ ωħαт gıяłš иeeđ~

тħeч тħıиκ ıš fυи тø ρłαч ωıтħ gıяłš feełıиg....

тħeч тακe gıяłš αš α đøłłs øя вαšκeтвαłł...

яıgħт иøω ı šeяıøυšłч ħαтe gυчš...

gυчš ıš נυšт α ρıe¢e øf šħıт~

øf¢øz иøт αłł gυч αяe łıκe тħαт łαяħ~

тħeяe αяe šøмe gυчš ıš gøøđ=D

вυт яeмeмвeя

иøт αłł gυч ıš gøøđ

xD